19 years 

19 years of the torture 

19 years of the unknown

19 years of the fear....

i was 7 when one of the nurses brought me the t.v, it was my first time seeing the outside world. it quickly becam my escape from the world i grew up in, it also became the first time i questioned what happened to the others. my whole life has been the testing and the torture and the isolation, aside from the Doctor and his nurses i've never shared the room or the air with another person. " your are rare like a blue diamond, we most protect and study you to find a way to bring back your kind." he told me when i asked why i always had to be hurt.   

 i was watching the t.v when i saw the first familiar face outside of the doctor's staff. the first time i saw her face was when she was screaming to be freed and thrashing for release that wouldn't come til she was thrown in her own room. i had seen so many people come in threw my earliest years but her's was the most stunning, bright auburn hair that shined even in the harsh light, the fair sunkissed skin. and those eyes that showed power behind them. Seeing those eyes once again with out that power but with fear scared me. After that i begin watching the new as if it was my religion, for years i would see faces filter through that i had seen in the lab on the t.v, but what was more complening was w