Changmin's POV

When the teacher said we could either work in group or individually, I immediately thought of asking Seohyun to be my partner.

I even imagined of how it would all go down. 

I would walk up to her, tap her on the shoulder, and asked, "Would you be my partner for this performance?" 

But I guess my own drama took so long that she already said yes to Kyuhyun.

It pained me seeing those two together.

I seriously have been liking her for such a long time but it was hard for me to confess because I was shy. 

There were many times that I realized it might not just be a small crush, but LOVE. 

I was so happy and surprised to see her coming to SM University. 

Lately I've been regretting introducing her to Kyuhyun.

She and Kyuhyun seem to be getting along really well. Maybe TOO well. 

I was just hoping Seohyun would only think of him as an older brother, but I felt like I was mistaken.

When Kyuhyun asked Seohyun to sing with him, I was so disappointed that she said yes to him. 

I mentally punched myself for hesitating and didn't confess to her soon enough.

If I asked her out before she met Kyuhyun, she would probably be mine by now.

But because I was an idiot I let her go off to him.

However maybe I'm overthinking this too much?

I mean nothing is confirmed yet. Seohyun probably doesn't like him. 

I should just be positve right?

I mean Jaejoong-hyung and Yunho-hyung said I am handsome after all. Yoochun-hyung and Junsu-hyung agreed too.

And plus if I just sat here and whined about it, nothing would change. I had to go get her myself. 

Okay! From now on, I will hang out with her a lot!

But what if she feels awkward or pressured?

Ugh! Why does everything have a con to it?!

Just be yourself, Changmin. 

Okay. I will perform my solo really really REALLY well that she'll be in awe and realize her love for me!

Am I too desperate?

Maybe I should control my feelings. 

Anyways, I will gather up my courage and confess to Seohyun!

Hopefully, someday!