flashback...

'how long are you going for?' i asked him hoping he'll make the months go down a little

'i don't know maybe for three months don't worry ill be back' he said reassuring me.' It will always be us two, and nothings change.'

'Promise you'll come back.' i said not letting go of his bag

'Sis i promised, i looked after you for 15 years after mum and dad died and I'm pretty sure ill still be looking after you in the future.' he joked

'i guess. 'i said looking down and walking next to him towards the main gate.

'c'mon lets take a before and after picture so i don't forget what you look like.' he grabbed my hand and pulled me to a photo booth.

'your really going to forget what i look like.' i stopped him

'I'm kidding cummon.' he laughed. ' Your always so series.'

Stepping into the photo booth we sat next to each other with his arms around me and we smiled at each flash.

first flash- we were smiling cheerfully

second flash- he was smiling into the camera and me looking up at him.

third flash- me balling my eyes out and him laughing at me.

forth flash- him hugging me.

Standing at the main gate only passengers can enter i hugged my brother till he literally pulled me off him.

'I'm sorry i made you miss your first flight.' i said trying not to cry again.

'Its alright i would have waited for as many flights as i wanted as long as i see you here waving me off. 'he said

'I love you' he said in Korean

'C'mon you know i don't understand Korean'

'Well you should learn it' he said kissing me on the forehead.

'Mum and dad would kill you if they knew what you were doing' i said hoping he'll change his mind.

'And I'm going to kill you if i find out you were going out when I'm at Korea'

Waving at him until he disappeared through the closing doors, tears came running down my face as i slept...

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I just want to say Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year <3

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