Confusion

The Moon Spirit's Wolf

“Everyone... hunters!”

 

What

 

I looked over to Taehyung who had a blank expression. “Hunters? Here?” I asked dumbly, not really grasping the severity of the situation.

 

Taehyung looked deep in thought before he spoke up, “Stay here Kookie-ah”.

 

“No hyung, you guys always keep me from these types of meetings, I want to know too” I pleaded. “Kookie-ah, you know you can't becau-”

 

I cut him off before he could continue, “because of what? because I'm too young... or because I'm too weak” I challenged

 

“Look it's neither...well maybe the first one a little, but it's mostly because we want you to be safe, we don’t want you to have to worry about all this wolf nonsense” he tried reasoning with me but I was having none of it. “If you didn’t know already, I'm a wolf too! so that means I'm already a part of this wolf nonsense”

 

“Jungkook you need to rest anyway and I need to go, so please stop being difficult” I could hear the annoyance. I rolled my eyes and lied back down signaling to him that he could go. “Goodnight Kookie-ah.” he turned off the lights while heading for the door and with that I was left by myself.

 

I got up and sat near the door pressing my ear to the floor to see if I could make out the conversation they were having just down stairs; but due to my weakened state I was hardly able to hear anything. What I did hear though made me annoyed. The first thing that came out of their mouths was, We need to protect Jungkook blah blah blah... really.

 

Already annoyed and tired, I decided it was time to sleep. I walked over to my bed only to be stopped by the flicker of light coming from the moon. I walked to the window and opened the curtains welcoming the soft rays of light the moon was emitting. I always had a strange attraction to the moon, it was like it was calling my name. I would never tell anyone though, because..well I sounded insane.

 

“Why can't I be like a normal wolf” I sighed walking over to the bed.

 

I closed my eyes and let the soft murmurs from downstairs lull me to sleep.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Are you even listening Taehyung” Namjoon barked. “Yes hyung, hunters bad, protect Jungkook, and something about leaving” I gave him a smug look. “Taehyung this is serious I need you to listen”

 

I understood that this was important but I couldn't stop thinking about what Jungkook said:

 

like I was giving myself to him...”

 

Those words kept repeating in my head, over and over. I was so frustrated what would possess him to do that? Wasn't that something you did when you were going to bond? I was confused and angry; Namjoon couldn't take Jungkook away like that. He belonged to all of us, all of Bangtan. So why...why?

 

I was startled out of my thoughts when Hoseok hyung threw a pillow at me. “Get to bed you freak” I rolled my eyes and started toward my room but before I could get there I stopped at Jungkook's. I opened the door trying not to disturb him; I saw him curled up in a little ball, he looked so precious. Before I could think I crawled in with him, his warmth comforting me. I pulled him close and drifted into a world where it was just Jungkook and me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I was tired mentally and physically, all I wanted was to jump in bed and sleep. I knew I wasn't going to get any sleep though, at least not until I saw Jungkook. I walked over to his room which was conveniently right next to mine and knocked on the door, face palming when I realized he was most likely asleep. I walked in, shocked when I saw two bodies, taking a closer look to find Jungkook wrapped in Taehyung's embrace. I felt an unfamiliar pain in my chest, I scowled at the sight briskly walking away.

 

“Doesn't he have his own bed” I mumbled

 

“huh” I looked up surprised to see Jin standing rubbing his tired face. “Uh.. nothing I'm just really tired hunters on the brain, you know.” hiding the anger I felt only moments ago, “oh, well get to bed then” he smiled. Even when he's tired he still looks pretty, this dumb princess.

 

I watched him leave, “Wait!” Jin turns around questioningly. “What's wrong?” tilting his head to the side.

 

“Umm can I ask you something?” he looked taken aback -I never ask for anyone's advice so I can't blame him- “...Sure?”

 

“What if someone said that they belong to you?” I asked cautiously “Huh? What do you mean Namjoon? Did someone say they belong to you? Was it a wolf? Do I know this wolf? Are you going to mate” his questions were coming at rapid fire.

 

“Yes. Yes. Maybe. And no way. I mean like if it was a serious situation and both people were not thinking right... and then the person just said they were yours. What would you do? What would that even mean? Does it even mean anything?” now it was my turn to play twenty questions.

 

“Okay Namjoon, in order for me to give you an answer, I need a better understanding of the situation, so you need to elaborate more.” he gestured with his hand to tell me to start explaining. I sighed realizing that I would just have to tell him. As much as I hate asking for help -being a genius and all- I was going to drive myself insane if I didn’t. So I grabbed him and dragged him to my room locking the door behind me.

 

I sat down trying to think of the best way to explain this, “Well remember yesterday when I went berserk?” he nodded “Well while Jungkook was trying to calm me down, I bit him, as you know... but while I was biting him I turned into like some vampire or something, like I wanted his blood. I was so far gone I hadn’t even realized what I was doing then I was suddenly snapped out of it by Jungkook. It was Jungkook, he like forced me to stop.” I paused giving Jin a chance to process everything.

 

“Okay... soooo Jungkook forced you to stop. How?” he was talking so slowly like he was trying to take everything in. “that's what I'm confused about! I don’t understand how or why, I'm an alpha for Christ sakes! I shouldn’t be obeying anyone!”

 

“So he basically commanded you to stop and you obeyed. Correct.” I nodded in conformation “so what does this have to do with the mysterious wolf you're claiming?” I could practically see the wheels in Jin's head turning, trying to come up with some solution to a problem he hadn’t even heard yet.

 

“I was getting there. Well after that, Jungkook grabbed my head and I quote said, 'Namjoon it's me YOUR Jungkook.', and after that it was like all my anger was washed away” I decided to stop there with the story leaving out the eyes and... kisses. Dammit I could feel my cheeks getting hot.

 

Jin just stared. After what seemed like hours he finally spoke up shocking me with what he said next.

 

“Namjoon, did you bond with Jungkook?” his tone was so cold and distant I couldn’t help but shiver.

 

“WHAT. No of course not! What are you thinking? I think I would know if I've bonded with someone, especially Jungkook!” I shouted completely rejecting the idea. Like what the actual .

 

“WELL WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO THINK!” wait why was he shouting? He was the one who said such crazy thing. “what would make you think that we bonded?”

 

“You said he gave himself to you. Are you feeling any different?” he inquired “No not really just a little confused.” I knew I was lying but I didn’t need him worrying or thinking I bonded with Jungkook because I was completely sure I didn’t. I knew that bonds were something that could not be ignored, bonds between wolves were more powerful than any other bond. When a wolf bonds every fiber of that wolf is merged with the other wolf; and as I far as I know I'm still only me.

 

“Well until we figure this out it might be wise to distance yourself from Jungkook.” I looked at him like he had three heads.

 

“How is that even possible? We are in the same pack, I see him everyday, we go to the same school, heck he practically lives here! I can't just avoid him, not without drawing others attention.” honestly I didn’t really want to either but I’ll keep that to myself.

 

“What else can we do? What if you try to eat him again?” I glared at him, hard “I didn’t try to eat him dip ”

 

“Well I think you staying away from him if our best bet” I could tell he was worried. I sighed and finally gave in. “okay I'll stay away, but not for long” I warned. “yeah yeah, just give me enough time to try and figure this out.” I nodded not to happy with the outcome of this talk “Well I'm tired and you should be getting to bed too, we have to get up early tomorrow.”

 

“Yea yea, night” I brushed him off “night” he chuckled heading out the door.

 

I laid in bed and stared at the moon trying to think of tomorrow's plans.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The moon keeps calling my name. It whispers, telling me to come.

 

But where? Why?

 

I wake up sweating. Why is it so hot? I feel something warm and heavy draped on my side and something big against my back and legs... wait legs! I turn over coming face to face with a sleeping Taehyung. I cant help but stare, he looks so peaceful and beautiful like this. Normally he has that goofy grin on or the blank stare that always gets him in trouble; but right now I can see every detail, how smooth his skin is, how his chest rises and falls with each breath, and how his lips curve into a faint smile. He was breathtaking.

 

Realizing what I was doing I quickly shot up making Taehyung jump a little but thankfully not waking him up. What the hell was I thinking. I try to untangle myself from him as slowly as possible, after five minute I am finally free and start heading to the shower to wash off the overnight sweat.

 

As I was walking I bump into a sleepy Namjoon who jolts when he looks at me. “Hey hyung” I say cheerfully.

 

“Umm...hi” he starts to walk away. What the heck? What's wrong with him? It's like he doesn’t want to see me. Oh my God, is it because of yesterday?

 

Without thinking I grab his arm, “Hyung, are you mad at me?” he looks startled, almost scared. “No” he shakes his head and pries his hand out of my grip.

 

“Really hyung? Because it seems like it.” I continue before he has the chance to walk away. He answers without even looking at me. “Jungkook, I just have a lot on my mind”

 

I start to grow annoyed with his attitude, “Oh like what? The incident?” I reply, sarcasm laced in my tone.

 

“Jungkook” he growls trying to warn me to back off.

 

“No hyung. You have no right to be mad at me, yourself, or anyone; it was an accident” I try.

 

“It's not that it's just- ugh, it's complicated”

 

“How so?” I bark, starting to get really mad.

 

“Jungkook I don’t have time for this or you right now!” he yells. At this I can say no more, it hurt.

 

Namjoon walks away leaving me there.

 

 

 

 

I hop in the shower and turn the dial all the way up to hot, hoping that it will calm me down. I felt so angry, how can he treat me like that? I didn't even do anything? Ugh!

 

“Morni'n beautiful” I squeak, a very manly squeak. “What the actual Jimin!” I try covering myself. “oh come Jungkook, like I haven't seen it all before” he smirks. This bastard. My cheeks flushed, this is why I try to avoid him, he always finds someway to make me blush.

 

“I swear hyung, if you don’t get out I'm going to punch you” I grit out in frustration. “But Kookie~, it will be faster this way just relax”

 

“Ugh whatever, j-just stay on that side” I turned away from him trying to hurry and wash myself. Everything is fine until I felt arms snake there way around my waist.

 

“W-what are y-you doing Jimin?!” I stutter. “Just relax Jungkook-ah, you've been tense, just relax” he started to draw circles on my stomach, then he rubbed my shoulders and back. I'm not gonna lie, I was melting into his touch.

 

“Give me your shampoo” he commanded. “Huh, why?” I tried to look at him but he held me in place. “Just give me the shampoo” I handed him my shampoo, curious with what he would do with it. I felt the cold liquid drop on my head and soon his nimble fingers were massaging the shampoo into my head. I felt all my stress melt away, I knew he knew how much I love head messages; this dumb really planned this all.

 

“Are you enjoying it Kookie~” he said in a sing-song voice. “shut up” I grumbled. He laughed and continued to massage my head. I don’t really know how long we were in there but someone started to bang on the door to tell us to get out.

 

We finished washing and stepped out. When Jimin opened the door I saw the last person I wanted to see, Namjoon.

 

“Oh hey hyung, sorry about that I was helping Jungkookie with a problem.” Jimin said while turning to wink at me. I averted my gaze, embarrassed that he said that to Namjoon hyung.

 

When I looked back up at Namjoon he had the most disgusted look on his face. He slid past me and Jimin into the bathroom and slammed the door shut.

 

“Well that was weird” Jimin scratched his head turning toward me frowning. “oh no no no, not this again, I just got you to relax. You better not start getting all sad again.”

 

I chuckled. I couldn’t help it Jimin always made me smile no matter how annoying he was.

 

Jimin smiled back and hooked his arm around my waist dragging me into his room.

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Breakfast is ready!” I hear Jin hyung call from downstairs.

 

Me and Jimin just finished getting ready. “Race you downstairs!” Jimin yells running out the door. “Hey! No fair” I try catching up to him, we run downstairs to see everyone already seated.

 

“Whoa whoa, slow down guys. Here” Jin hyung put down two plates. We sit right next to each other giggling like school girls.

 

“Kookie~” Taehyung pouts “You let me wake up alone and took a shower with Jimin instead?! That’s not fair!” he whines. Everyone looks over in shock and questioning. “What! You guys know he always pops up in my showers” I try defending myself.

 

“Yea but you aren’t normally all happy about it... what happened in there?” Hoseok hyung grins. “N-nothing, oh my God hyung!” I felt my face get really hot.

 

“Okay guys, let's stop embarrassing the maknae and eat. We need to start heading to Got7's pack house” to my relief everyone starts to go back to their own little conversations. I glance at Namjoon hyung who seems to still be in a bad mood. Really what is wrong with him?

 

Everyone finishes up and starts to head for the door. “Umm” I try, gaining everyone's attention, “I should probably start heading home. Umma's gonna get worried.” everyone's eyes widened.

 

What did I say?

 

“What do you mean going home, you're coming with us” Jin hyung quickly said, leaving no room for argument. “huh” I answered dumbly “There's hunters out there. In case you forgot you are a wolf too, meaning they will be hunting you too.” I could tell I was going to lose this fight, didn’t mean I couldn’t try though.

 

“But Got7 hyungs are like four hours away, there is no way I can run for that long and keep up. And if you think I'm going to ride on one of your backs you're crazy, that is way too long of a way to carry me!” I reasoned.

 

This time Yoongi hyung spoke up, “Jungkook let me just get one thing straight. You are not leaving our sight for one second. And about the carrying thing we can take turns, you know switch off every hour or so.”

 

I sighed giving up “Okay, but if I get heavy tell me.” I was swiftly taken off my feet and swung into Jimin's arms with a scream. “I can carry you all day Kookie~” he said sweetly. “Let me go hyung” I squealed. “Only if you let me carry you first” his head tilted cutely. “Whatever! Just let me go” he let me down and everyone started striping, Jin gave me a bag to carry the clothes in.

 

Within the blink of an eye six wolves replaced the humans previously there. I stared in awe, they were all so beautiful with the sun shining on their fur and their golden eyes glistening.

 

Namjoon hyung had jet black fur, he was the biggest out of all of them. His fur was always shiny and soft and his gold eyes contrasted with it beautifully. Yoongi hyung had the most unique and rare fur of them all, it was this beautiful red-orange. Jimin had strange fur, it had patches of black and brown all over, creating a very nice affect. Hoseok hyung had brown fur but that didn’t make him look any less breathtaking. Jin hyung had light brown fur that complemented him so well, in the sun it looked like it danced. And last was Taehyung, he had this beautiful golden-blond fur that shimmered in the sun making it seem like he was glowing; Taehyung's wolf was actually my favorite.

 

Once I snapped out of my reverie I stepped up to Jimin waiting for him to get down so I could climb on. I held tightly onto his fur signaling him that I was ready to go. Namjoon howled and ran off first followed by the rest. The wind felt great, I always enjoyed this it was so nice to see my surroundings fly by; I loved the speed. But I also couldn’t help but feel a little jealous; I wanted this, I wanted to run on my own.

 

I could only remember once where I was close to this feeling.

 

Jungkook faster, come on” I ran as fast as I could feeling the wind whip past my fur, the earth beneath my paws, the sound of the forest through my well trained ears. I felt free like nothing could hold me back. “Jungkook you're falling behind” I could hear my cousin call out from the pack link. “don’t worry I'll catch up” I pushed harder, breath ragged, and muscles burning. I was different from the other cubs, from my cousins; I was weaker, slower, smaller. Even though I was all those things I loved to run, running is when I felt like a real wolf. “Jungkook where are you going?! Don't go that way! Jungkook!” I ran faster ignoring every warning my cousin gave me. I kept going until I ran all the way to the other side of the forest. Running all the way into hell.

 

A low whimper took me out of my thoughts, Jimin was trying to tell me something. I didn’t understand anything considering I don't have the pack link because I don't shift. I finally understood when I felt the wetness on his fur, I felt my cheek. Wet. I was crying, crying because I remembered things that I didn't want to remember. Ever.

“Sorry hyung I was thinking, I'm fine though” I whispered into his ear running my fingers through his fur.

After much convincing I was traded off to Taehyung, Yoongi, and lastly Jin hyung. We finally arrived at Got7's pack house; Namjoon went first as always, Jin hyung and I were last but before we could approach I felt a strange feeling in my chest like a warning.

“Stop!” Jin hyung quickly halted all movement. He whimpered, I guessed he was asking what was wrong. “I don't want to go in” I shook my head, really trying to get my point across without sounding panicked.

Jin hyung got down telling me to get off. As soon as I was on the ground he shifted, I handed him his clothes. “Why Kookie? What's wrong?”


 

“I don’t know, I just have a bad feeling” I was scared I never felt something like this before; I don’t like it. “Nonsense it's just Got7, there dumber than rocks.” I laughed, he always knew how to make me feel better. “and remember you have us, we will never let anything bad happen to you. Look if it really bothers you that bad I can take you back home and we can stay there instead. Would that be better?”

I felt so bad making him worry like this, I knew he was looking forward to spending some time with Got7 and here I was being a brat. “No... it's okay hyung it's probably just from the ride, I haven’t ridden in a long time.”

“Are you sure Kookie, it's no problem taking you back” I could hear the concern. “Hyung I'm sure lets go in and say hi” I tried my best to sound happy but I just couldn't shake the feeling.

When we stepped through the forest toward the house they were already all out greeting and hugging each other, even Jackson hyung and Namjoon hyung.

As soon as I was visible I was ambushed by hugs and kisses and 'how you doing's.

“Ha-ha stop hyungs, I need to breath” I giggled struggling to free myself.

“But we haven't seen you in so long~” Bambam complains. “I know Mook, I missed you too” I gave him a big hug, honestly he was my favorite of all of them.

After being smothered by all seven of them we were able to go in the pack house -more like mansion- and discuss the issue.

“Well let's get down to business”


 

 


 

AN) The italics are a flashback in case anyone is confused. The next chapter we get to see more of GOT7.

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babygreenlizard
#1
I love how you give ADHD Tae, the most dangerous powers... lol XD
Titanik #2
I bet Jungkook's blessed by the Moon Goddess.
sujudbsk #3
Chapter 20: Please update part 2.
asyalukie_ #4
Chapter 20: This is sooooo good! please continue with part two... I really really want to know what happen after that..
sujudbsk #5
Chapter 20: Please update part two of this story. I really really want to read it. Hwaighting Author-nim!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exo_Kai_Sehun
#6
Chapter 20: update please ! :) X
lia2001 #7
Chapter 20: next next
AjSummer #8
Chapter 20: I wasn't expecting a story like this... but I'm not disappointed at all!! This is so interesting and I can really feel for the characters. However to me it seemed like you strayed from your initial purpose of the story, like the story line itself changed but maybe it's just the way you wrote it. Moreover, I don't know if you've ever reread your story, but if you do you will see how much your writing has improved
dddddd123 #9
Chapter 20: seriously your story is so amazing...already finish this story and gonna wait for next part...i'll wait for you...
chelsead #10
just amazing ... *O*