Kang gary stare blankly on his studio ceiling.. He let out a few sighed... Waiting for Ji hyo to make a call. But seem nothing more to respon. A few of media try to contacting him.. Ji hyo ya.. Why Oppa felt something bad happen soon.. And a few minutes later, He just closed his eyes.. Raining sound make he sleepy.. 

      "Annyohaseo Ji hyo ya.." Voices come out when Ji hyo hit his green screen on her Samsung smartphone..

      "Oh Jae suk Oppa.. Wae?" Ji hyo ask Jae suk while tune in televisyen. 

      "You.. Kenchana?" Jae suk concern everyone on .. Act like their family.. Nothing who got more or lack something.. Jae suk divided fairly.. 

      "Wae Oppa? Its about what? Oh its that bout news?" Ji hyo started to talk seriously moreover he need Jae suk help this time.. 

       "Ofcourse Ji hyo ya.. Kenchana?" Twice Jae suk asking her. 

       "Im okey Oppa.. Thank you for your concern Oppa.. But you may ask Kwang soo.. He know everthings.. I just meet him accidently Oppa.." A little explainantion came out from .. 

       "Oppa know everything.. Kwang soo already told me Ji hyo ya.. Its fine to me if you okey.. Im just checking out on you.." Jae suk worried about Gary.. But he not yet contacting Gary.. 

       "But Oppa.. I need your help.." Ji hyo surely need Jae suk help. Seriously.. 

       "Wae Ji hyo ya?" Jae suk mumbled end of her phone call. 

       "Tommorow at runningman shoot. I wanna end Monday couple." Ji hyo bluff a little. Gary sad faces came appear in Ji hyo mind. 

       "But Ji hyo ya.. Its that sooner?" Jae suk were suprised by Ji hyo talk. He know someday this will happen either it soon or late.. 

        "Mianhe Oppa.." Ji hyo shed her tears. Nothing more she can do.. Leaving Chang joo someone she loved.. It can't be done.. The akwardness after this make her heart sick even more.

       "Kenchana Ji hyo ya.. Oppa will handle anything more after this okey.." Jae suk agreely.. He just need to make sure Gary will be okey after this.. 

       "Gumawo Oppa.. Anyhow.. Im contacting you later Oppa.." Ji hyo bid her goodnye and ended her phone call.

Jae suk try to make a call.. But Gary seem dosen't pickup any.. . Jae suk try to call Haha.. They always together. 

       "Oh Hyung.. Waeyo?" Haha pick up his call after the tone. 

       "Did you contact Gary?" Jae suk ask him immediately. A sudden worried net in his heart. 

       "Yeh hyung.. But only in this morning.. Wae?" Haha felt weird that Jae suk asking about it suddenly.. 

       "I cant make contact with Gary.. Should I go to his studio?" Jae suk bewiliered a little. 

       "What happen Hyung?" Haha talked seriously.. 

Jae suk explain everythings to Haha.. And Haha just gave his sigh.. It was his fault to make Gary fallen in love even more.. Im sorry Hyung.. Im just sorry.. They both decided to take a rest for this moment.. Maybe Gary also need time.. These matter will settle soon.. 

Gary wake up after sleep soundly.. Its just like he taking nap an hours more.. Its already 4am.. His eyes open up saw an a few misscall from Jae suk Hyung and Haha.. But nothing from Ji hyo.. Gary felt pain more in his chest.. But, he decided to continue a sleep.. He excited for tomorow ofcourse.. 

His alarm ringing at 5.30am.. Early in the morning, the PDs ask them to be on places early.. Gary rushed taking his bath... He decided to make an fashion look more.. Memories before keep playing.. He should be nice and handsome infornt of Ji hyo.. .

After arrive at placess. Gary were first to be there.. He greet all of the prduction crews and the PDs.. Followed arrive was Jong kook, Suk jin, Haha, kwang soo and Jae suk.. Gary searching for Ji hyo.. 

     "Who are you looking at?" Jae suk patted Gary shoulder. 

     "Ani.. Nothing Hyung.." Gary nervous when its came Jae suk.. His nerves can felt all round him.. Its not like I gonna meet my bride.. Its just Ji hyo.. 

     "Hyung need to talk with you.. Come here.." Jae suk asked Gary to go a few step away from them.. .

     "Gary ssi.. Hold on.. PDs need to talk with you.." One of the PD asked him to meet their.. Gary were smile widely and take a walk.. While request Jae suk to wait a few minutes.. 

Jae suk only take a look with them.. Jong kook suddenly stand beside Jae suk.. Haha followed also.. 

      "Hyung.." Jong kook voice came out after the silent. 

      "Nothing more we can do.. We just have to wait.." Jae suk signalling them to make preparations for the next games. 

      "Please take a sit Gary ssi.." The PDs greet him.. And Ji hyo was there.. Oh oh.. 

      "Oh oh oh Ji hyo ya.. Wae are you here too? Hold on.. Pd nim.. Are we Monday Couple spy?" Gary laughing while his elbow hit Ji hyo hand.. Ji hyo just gave her smile.. 

      "No Gary ssi.. There something more we want to tell you.." The PDs seem serious and so with Ji hyo.. Why with everybody? 

      "Okey.. Let it out PD nim.. I will be okey.." Gary shoke his head a little.. Confident is there.  

      "As Ji hyo ssi requested.. She want to ended Monday couple.." The PDs voice can't be heard. Gary stare at them blankly.. 

What did I heard? Ended Monday couple? 

      "I know its was a sudden, But we dosen't have to officially annouce it.. But, enough with the distance.. What we both trying to say is.. If Gary ssi can make some distance with Ji hyo ssi.. And starting from now I will put you on different team.. Understand?" .. Gary still on blank mode.. Slowly he saw Ji hyo.. And Ji hyo only looking down quietly.. 

His sigh come out.. He dosen't felt anything.. And yes, they slowly divine.. 

       "Arraso.. I understand Pd nim.. Its all company rules.. Did what best for us.. I mean for Running man.. And I will agreed anyhow.." Gary try to take posivitive mind.. Yes, its Ji hyo company condition.. 

Ji hyo looked at him.. Its not company rule Oppa.. Because of my relanstionship.. 

After they both bid a goodbye.. Ji hyo clear ..

       "Ooo..Oppa.." Ji hyo slowly talk to Gary.. Gary looked her whilr giving his smile. 

       "Oppa.. Are you mad at me?" Ji hyo bites her lips and looked down.

       "Wae Ji hyo ya..?" Gary try to smile.. His heart felt twitching.. But he must hold it up.. 

       "Ani.. Mianhe Oppa.. For requesting that.. Mianhe Oppa.." Ji hyo bowed repeatly.. 

Gary looked Jj hyo that nodded a few times.  His fingernail hold on to her forehead.. Ji hyo blinking her eyes.. 

       "Ji hyo.. You just only need to nodded once.." Gary gave her smile.. And take a breath..

       "Ji hyo ya.. Its not your fault.. Oppa understand.. And Oppa should be the one say sorry.. Oppa should not be with you yesterday.. Its cause a rumors like this.. Mianhe Ji hyo ya.. Oppa Mianhe.." Gary faces near to Ji hyo faces.. Ji hyo can feel his breath.. She just slowly closed her eyes.. A laughter came out from Gary.. 

      "Ji hyo ya.. Wae? Oppa not gonna kiss you.. Oppa just have to remove your eyeslashes. Its fallen down to your cheek." Gary held his laughter.. A sudden kick on Gary foot.. Gary scream a little..

      "Oppa pabo.." Ji hyo run away.. 

** Ji hyo POV**

She felt very emberassing.. But, a little regret felt in her heart.. Why Gary Oppa dosen't kiss her? Im not interesting? Ji hyo slap his cheek a little.. Why am I thinking about that.. He not my boyfriend.. Whats wrong with me lately.. She felt something when she near Gary.. Something that she dosen't confirm either. 

**Ji hyo POV END**

**Gary POV**

Ji hyo ya.. Oppa really want to touch those lip.. If I follow my heart.. Oppa will lost control.. Oppa dosen't want to lose you as friend.. Even its hard to get more then a friend.. Oppa understand.. Just let me be your saviour.. And Oppa will always be there..

** Gary POV END** 

Gary walked out while everyone giving him a sad look.. 

      "Wae?" Gary were blur after seeing those sad faces. 

      "Gary.. You kenchana?" Jae suk ask hin by patted his shoulder. A few crew were make an preparation. Gary pickup his stuff.. 

      "Yeh.. Wae Hyung?" Gary still dumbfolded about the situation.. 

      "Are you sure Gary?" Out of now where.. Jong kook ask him back.. 

      "Whats wrong with you guys.. Im okey tho.. Its just Ji hyo want to end Monday couple.." Gary talked like nothing happen.. 

      "Are you not sad? You seem okey?" Haha were bluff a little.. His shoulder got hit by Suk jin hand. 

      "Wae I should sad? Its not Im never meet her.. Its also her company rules.. We can't do nothing about it.." Gary replies with his dumb smile. Everyone give him a shocked look.. 

Jae suk giving an signal to shut their mouth out.. They were confirm that Gary dosen't know the truth.. But its relieved a little.. Yet, Ji hyo relantionship not going to make an officially.. So Gary will took time to realise.. 

     "Huh? Why everybody silent?" Gary rubbed his head and look around. 

     "Oh aniya Hyung.. We just make an preparation.." An stupid answer came out from Kwang soo mouth.. Jae suk and Jong kook gave him a scary look. 

     "Oh.. I thought it was something else.." Gary nodded while everyone let out a sigh.. He just pabo.. 

Everyone get ready for the shoot. And seem after a few shoot.. Ji hyo keep away from Gary.. Its make Gary sad.. But he can't do more.. They got time break.. Gary giving Ji hyo a look.. Ji hyo were always with her phone.. And sometimes.. Ji hyo were smile reading those message.. A tinggling felt in Gary heart.. 

      "Dear.. Do you want to go date with me this evening?" A message from Chang joo.. 

      "Huh Oppa? Really? This evening?" Ji hyo replied with a wide smile. She juat can't wait to meet Chang joo.. 

      "Yep yeobo.. This evening.. Wait for me.." Chang joo replied with smiley in the end. 

On that shoot.. Ji hyo were smile widely.. And Kang gary were always looking at her.. Notice something.. 

Its that Ji hyo dating someone? A pop up question came out on his head. But his heart denying it. Aniya.. Ji hyo not dating anyone.. She just having a good mood.. After the shoot ended.. Gary try to search Ji hyo.. But, her shadow also can't be found.. 

       "Where did she go?" Gary mumbled him self. 

       "Dugu ya?" Haha were at his back hearing all. 

       "Ani.. Its just Ji hyo.." Gary gave Haha an empty look. 

       "Maybe she got back earlier.. Come, we should go back now.. Byul and Dream waiting for me.." Haha pull Gary hand.. They just close.. Close like a real brothers bloodline.. 

       "Yeh Haha ya.. Haha.. I wanna go home tonight.. Could you send me there?" Gary take seat and lift down the car seat.. 

       "Hyung.. Are you okey.." Haha were worried about Gary.. Gary not the one who shared everythings.. Not really.. 

       "Hyung were okey.. I just need take some nap.. Drive carefully Haha.." Gary close his eyes.. And release his tension mind..

Haha suddenly took out his Iphone and message the group that they create only excluded Gary. its all bout Gary and Ji hyo problems.  

       "Guys.. I think.. Gary had a problems.." Haha silenty make a conversation between them.. Its not they betraying him.. But the best way to find the best way to settle down their problems.. 

       "Wae yo? Wae? Wae?" Kwang soo replied.. Same goes to Jae suk, Jong kook and Suk jin.. 

       "Gary asked me to drop him to his house.. What do you guys thing huh?" Haha slowly take a peek worried if Gary wake up.. 

       "Maybe he just need a rest.." Suk jin came out with an easy answer.. 

       "I agreed with Suk jin hyung.. We should wait for it first.." Jong kook replied agreely with Suk jin answer. 

        "You should take care of Gary.." Jae suk words make Haha felt numb.. He looking out Gary.. Yes, he had an ugly faces.. But he just too kind and naive.. He know how to take care of his dongsaeng.. Hyung.. Why this should be happen to you Hyung.. He shed a tears. A loveable brothers. Only God know how much he want to tell Gary the truth.. 

While Ji hyo having an date with Chang joo baek.. Ji hyo also felling weird after get an date.. But honestly.. She felt excited also.. They talked and having a couple walk.. She expected to be free like the others.. Not wear any mask.. Not wear any tripple sweater.. To cover her identity.. Its just her.. But, what to expect more.. Get in public with Chang joo was the one she craving for.. Eventhought a few bodyguards were there.. 

After a walk.. Ji hyo saw a few night snack stall.. Chang joo disagree when Ji hyo make a request to buy one those snack.. He just picky on food.. 

        "Please Oppa.. Can we? This time only.." Ji hyo were whined and pouted.

        "But Oppa worried.. Someone will regconize us.." Chang joo were scared if someone see them, Its gonna be a huge scandal after this.. 

        "Im promises no one will see us.." Ji hyo stubornly want to eat those snack.. Chang joo only gave his sigh and nodded... He followed Ji hyo.. 

        "Ajuhmma.. Can I have those.." Ji hyo fingers were pointing a few food snack.. She pull down her mask.. 

        "Oh.. Song Ji hyo ssi.." Ji hyo were shocked but she still giving an smile.. 

After buying those.. They walked together.. Ji hyo feeding Chang joo a few snack.. But they weren't aware of surronding.. A few fans were having fun taking a picture.. But one of the bodyguard regconising them.. Ji hyo and Chang joo having a mental break for a few moments.. Chang joo pull out Ji hyo away and they decided to go home.. 

Chang joo make a few call and get ready for any subsequence that will happen after the rumors spread.. This what he scared off.. Really.. 

        "Wae Oppa.." Ji hyo spoke up after seeing Chang joo was restless. 

        "Oppa told you already.. We should not have date in public.. Those rumors will effect your popularity.." Chang joo started to nag Ji hyo.. Ji hyo only looked down and admits its was her fault.. 

Just a few second.. Chang joo revieced a few call from media.. He expected more then this.. Ji hyo trying to google her.. A picture of them were on internet.. How fast they worked on it.. And Kang gary were crossed her mind.. Worried writing on her faces.. 

Chang joo stop his car after getting call for his Mum.. 

        "Hello Omma.. How are you?" Chang joo ask politely.. 

        "What are you doing this time? Omma told you already.. Omma dosen't want an actor in our family.. Don't you understand me son?" Mrs. Chang scoled his son.. Chang joo never talked to Ji hyo about her Mom disagree on their relantionship.. That was scared him most.. 

        "Mianhe Omma.. I will talk to you later.." Chang joo hang out his call.. And drove silently.. Ji hyo just stare on her road.. The date should be happy turn to be that bad.. Oh my god.. 

Gary were landing on his sofa.. And watching some news.. He just need a rest.. His house were tidy.. I guess people will be shocked after saw my house.. Gary found its was funny.. Because in studio.. There will be mess all around.. Behind his sofa.. A big Runningman members frame were hung up on the wall.. A few more with Gil. Jung in a a few fellow friends.. A vibrate came off his Iphone.. A trending news in Allkpop got his attratived.. "One the most famous women actor that popular in reality tv show were dated her CEO" . A goosebump felt after he read the headline.. He clicked the news.. Song ji hyo ssi dated her CEO C-Jes entertaiment.. Included her picture holding hand.. His phone dropped.. Felt like his heart rippend torn.. Gary let out a heavy breath.. 

"Now Oppa know.. Why you want ended Monday couple.. Wae Ji hyo ya.. Wae.. Its that because Oppa dosen't have anything.. Oppa dosen't have handsome faces.. Wae Ji hyo ya.. Wae you do this to Oppa.. What Oppa do wrong to you.." Gary sobbed silently.. He hold up his chest.. The pain felt even more.. Gary stood up.. And punch his wall.. A blood dripping on his grip.. 

Gary make a few walk.. His foot dosen't felt anything.. He fell and sobbed alone.. A clear picture of Ji hyo and her CEO tarted to play in his head.. After a minutes.. He grab his car keys.. And drove by to club B.. He calling up Simon D.. Gil was not around because of holiday breaks.. After make an confirmation.. He drove fast.. All of feeling inside him.. Nothing could be felt.. 

Gary park his Range Hover.. He decided to let it out all the pain he could felt.. Simon D were greet him.. Gary just nodded and goes to Vip room that he reserved just know.. Simon D left him there because he said he want an privacy.. After finished a few bottle of wine.. Gary still felt the pain.. Ji hyo faces all around in the room.. He took an empty wine bottle an throw it out.. The bottle were rupture into piecess.. Gary saw Ji hyo faces crying floating on the rupture bottle.. Gary pickup the pieces.. A blood dripping much after Gary hold the broken pieces tightly.. Gary were sobbed.. 

After a few times, Gary saw Ji hyo laughing around with her CEO.. Gary thrown away all the bottle.. Its was a mess.. Simon D heared some noises on Gary room.. He decided to take a look.. Simon D were suprised when he saw Gary holding tight a broken bottle.. While he sobbed loud.. 

      "Oh Hyung.. What happen to you ..." Simon D scream out and called out one of bar tender.. 

They rushed and try to hold up on Gary.. But seem Gary looked out with angry faces.. One of them step on rupture bottle..

      "Yahh.. Don't you step on her.." Gary scream out loud.. He still sobbed while he drank too much.. 

      "Simon ya.. Why hyung stll felt the pain.. Wae Wae wae!!!!" Gary thrown the bottle again.. The one on his left he keep it tightly.. The blood slowly dripping all the way his hand.. 

      "Hyung... Let me help you.." Simon D was scared to react much.. Scared if Gary done worse more to himself.. 

      "No one can help me Simon ya.. Hyung can't done anything.." Gary take a big pieces of broken bottle and torn it to his hand.. Too much blood dripping down on the floor.. 

      "Do you see this Simon.. These pain can compare to mine heart aching much... Hyung hurt Simon ya.."Gary keep torn it up himself.. Simon D can't bear seeing this.. He make a contact.. 

     "Jong kook hyung.. You need to came here soon.. In Club B..." Simon D speak up after Jong kook said hello.. 

     "Wae Simon? What happen?" Jong kook still bewildered.. 

     "Its Gary hyung.. He keep torn it up himself.. He keep hurting himself.. Im scared if I do much.. He going to make more.." Simon D explain.. A crashing sound can be heared.. 

     "I will be there soon.. If you can.. Take away all bottle inside.. Anything that he can used to hurt itself.. " Jong kook hung up his call and rushed grab his car keys.. On the way,,he make a call.. 

        "Haha ya.. Where are youu??!!" Jong kook felt his anderaline gone wild.. 

        "Oh Hyung.. Wae? I'm home..." Haha blankly answer on his hyung question.. 

        "Came and meet up me at Club B immediately.. Palli ka.." Jong kook worried to much.. 

        "Are you want to drink??? Daebakk!!" Haha laughing out loud. 

        "Yah.. Its Gary!!!" Haha silent after hearing Gary.. He wake up on bed.. Talk to Byul.. He rushed to go Club B.. 

After a while.. Gary still holding up an broken bottle.. 

        "Wae my pain dosen't go away.. Wae????" Gary sobbed loud.. His voice can be heard outside the room.. He kneel down while hugging that broken bottle.. 

        "Hyung.. Enough.. Came.. I will help you.." Simon D tried to persuaded Gary.. But he dosen't move an inch.. 

        "My dongsaeng.. Hyung heart felt heavy burden.." Gary sputtered while he drank.. He showing her chest.. He take a broken bottle and stab his chest.. 

        "Hyung!! Are you crazy?!!!" Simon D tried to take a an broken bottle but Gary still sturbbonly pushed an broken bottle in his chest.. A blood slowly falling down.. 

        "Yah Gary!!!! Do you want to die??!!" Jong kook voices loud as thunder.. He snap out the broken bottle and throw it away.. Gary still stood while showing his chest.. His tears falling non stop.. 

       "Hyung.." An slowly voices came out of Gary mouth.. Haha were arrive a few minutes after Jong kook was stumble a little.. Seeing the opposite person of Gary.. He shed a tears.. Hyung.. Wae you do this.. 

        "Gary ya.. What happen? Let hyung help you..." Jong kook tried to pull out Gary to make him stand.. But Gary dosen't move an inch.. 

        "Hyung.. I was hurt too much.." Gary sobbed hard like a kids losing an ice cream.. He sobbed hard.. Haha was crying too.. He felt the pain too.. Knowing Gary the person alway laughing.. But now, he just crying.. Haha shed his tears.. 

        "Gary ya... Hyung was here.." Jong kook also shed his tears.. Gary suddenly hug Jong kook tightly.. He sobbed in Jong kook shoulder.. Haha move slowly and hugged them too.. The three brothers crying all together.. 

After a while.. Jong kook asking Gary to stay with him.. He can't bear leaving Gary alone.. But Gary sturbonly asked to bring him back his home.. They treated Gary wound.. Even its felt painful sore.. But Gary dosen't move an inch.. He can't felt anything.. He stared at Jong kook and Haha.. Giving them an fool smile.  

        "Gumawo Hyung.. Haha.. For been here.."Gary were aware after an ruckus.. He bowed and say sorry to everyone.. His hand were wrapped wounded.. His chest also plastered.. 

        "Aniya.. Hyung always be there for you.. Just don't think too much.. Hyung and Haha was here.." Jong kook patted Gary shoulder.. He felt warm after receiving a very much love from them both.. Gary held his tears.. His man tears were wasted by someone.. Someone he love the most.. 

        "Hyung everything will be okey.. Let's go home.." Haha grab Gary hand.. And they walked together.. They accompany Gary to his Range Hover.. Jong kook felt uneasy left Gary by himself.. 

        "Are you sure.. You will be okey?" A milion times Jong kook asked.. But Gary bid them an goodbye.. He can't laughing.. He can't make any jokes.. He can't felt anything else.. More.. 

        "Yeh Hyung.. I will be okey.. Just don't worry bout me.." Gary slowly went into his car.. He bid an good bye.. After Gary saw them leave.. Gary sobbed alone in his car.. The pain is still.. 

       "Ji hyo ya.. Oppa have to let you go.. Mianhe Ji hyo.. I was a fool.. Oppa love you so much Ji hyo ya.. Oppa love you more.. More then my life.. Oppa should let you go.." Gary sobbed hard while his hand hugging Ji hyo picture on his Iphone.. 

  What happen next? Did Gary okey? Want to know more? Please stay tuned ♡

Noted : Im sorry for a long long long writing.. Im so sorry.. Its okey for commenting.. I received a lot of sweet comment.. Mianhe for long updated.. I hope you will feel the "Feelings".. Im trying to exploure more.. Thank you.. Excuse my bad grammar.. "Bowed"