Shin Hye

Disillusionment

One

Shin Hye

 

"Appa, the order has arrived," I call opening the doors wide for the delivery people to carry the boxes inside the bar. It's mostly alcohol for the bar.

Requiem is the bar I’m talking about and it’s a family business. My appa started it when he was young when decided to drop off uni and start a business himself. He met my omma like that and three years later they got married. They are still together. They said they fell in love at first sight. Appa tells the story every year of how he saw this goddess walking in and in his eyes it was like every light in the bar turned to shine on her. The music stopped, the Earth stopped turning and everything was her.

My appa is a very sappy old man.

But Omma is no better, she also says she fell for him with just one glance. They eyes met and she was a goner, her words not mine.

I grew up listening to this story over and over again and don't be fooled by my reaction today, I do believe is romantic. Today, at my twenty-two years old, I'm still waiting for that click with the one, I'm still waiting for my story to happen. I do believe in love at first sight, my problem is that I just haven't seen the right person… yet.

"Where do we put this?" one of the men carrying the boxes asks and I shake my head to come back to reality.

"Over there it's fine," I instruct pointing at the storage room. Appa must be on his way and we'll organise it later.

It's mostly Appa and I running the business, I'm learning from him for when he decides to retire. I love it in here so I totally don't mind, it's fun and lively and many bands make their debut here so that's great. I love music so having a bar in which we can have live performances is even better. I can play the guitar and sing so when the recurrent bands can't make it, I sometimes go up stage. Just recently one of the bands that played with us got a deal so now we are one act short. It's likely that tonight I'll end up singing one of my songs again.

"Shin Hye yah," Appa calls and I turn around to meet him with a big smile. "Your friends are inside so you take care of that and I'll work here," he instructs and I nod.

Appa is not young but he's still healthy. The reason he thinks of retiring is because he wants to spend more time with Omma, as she stays at home almost all day. She used to be an English teacher at school but due to health problems she retired and now she has some private students who go see her at home for lessons.

Requiem doesn't open that early but the doors are always open for those recurrent clients, such as my friends. We met in school and then went to uni together where I got a major in administration. I run towards the bar itself. It used to be an old small theatre so it has this kind of crater structure with a small stage in the centre, with bleachers slash stairs for people to sit and watch, a kind of dance floor at the bottom and at the top of these bleachers slash stairs there are the tables and the bar. It has this warehouse feeling that uni students really like, plus my old campus is fairly close.

My friends are seated at the stairs, their usual spot and they wave at me when I cross the door that connects the storage room with the inside of the bar. I wave back and run towards them with a big smile on my lips.

I just have two best friends and both of them are guys. Not many girls study administration, after all. They are the best guys I've ever met and they are almost like my oppas, even if we are the same age.

"Shin Hye yah!" they sing my name together and I sit next to them.

Min Ha is a very nice and tall guy with quite long black hair on top but shaved on the sides whereas Chang Na is my same height with shaggy brown hair, which of course is not natural. My own hair is black and shoulder length, so Chang Na is the only brunet in the group.

"You're here earlier," I comment and they nod. I notice they already have beers with them so that means Appa already gave them the drinks and just sent me here to make sure they won't drink everything we have. "Didn't you have plans?" I especially look at Chang Na who was supposed to have a date with his boyfriend. Yes, he's openly gay and no one around minds it anymore. I never did, by the way, neither did Min Ha.

"He'll come here later. Your appa was looking for a band and I have a friend who's in one so I told them about it. They are coming today for a kind of audition and now we are waiting," Chang Na explains and I nod. I didn't know Appa was looking for a new band already.

"Are they good?" I ask and they both nod enthusiastically. Oh, so they both know the band and they never told me? And here I was calling them good friends. "How are they called?"

"CNBLUE," Chang Na replies and he sounds like a big fan. "They should be here any minute," he adds and on cue the doors open and three boys walk in, all of them very handsome. Chang Na waves at them and they smile widely before approaching us. They must be the band.

I stand up and we bow in greeting before Chang Na makes the formal introductions.

"Guys, this is the owner's daughter, Park Shin Hye. Shin Hye yah, this are Kang Min Hyuk, drummer," my friend points at the guy with shaggy black hair, small eyes and a cute smile. There's no other way to a describe him but as cute, his smile is adorable. "This is Lee Jung Shin, bass player," he's a tall and very, very skinny guy with long features. "And this is Lee Jong Hyun, guitar and vocals," the last boy who's, in my opinion, the most handsome one. "But where is Jung Yong Hwa?" Chang Na asks to the musicians. Oh, so there's another one. "He's the leader of the band," my friend tells me knowing I'm wondering whom they are talking about.

"Hyung is over the phone outside, his appa called him right when we arrived," Min Hyuk explains. Even his voice is adorable.

"In the meantime I'll go for Appa so you get ready in the stage, arasso?" I propose and they nod. "We have a drum set but if you don't like it you can bring yours," I tell the drummer and he gives me a thumbs up before I bow and take my leave.

Appa is still opening boxes when I walk in and he's surprised I came back so soon. "The band is here," I inform and he nods in understanding.

"Coming," is his short reply. I help him to finish so we can go together and see this band. I'm curious to know whether they are really good as my friends say.

In a few minutes we are ready and walk back inside the bar to see now four guys on stage getting ready. We meet with Chang NA and Min Ha. I assume the leader joined them and must be the other black haired guy whose back is all I can see. They try the instruments and make sure the sound at the volume they desire. I look at Min Hyuk who still looks adorable behind the drum set, he's smiling widely and oh so happy that I smile, too. They nod at each other, meaning they are ready so all the other members turn around to face us and I can finally see the leader and vocalist of the band and I hold my breath. I feel like my whole body freezes and I can't hear a thing, everything else becomes blurry around him because he's the only thing into focus. In a second my heart jumps and starts beating like crazy when he looks in my direction and our eyes meet.

He's the most beautiful man I've ever seen and now I understand Omma, because I'm a goner. 


Hello there again! Here's the first chapter, I hope you liked it. I'll write in alternate POV in this story, it's one of the resources I like better so I hope you enjoy it. The title of each chapter will be the person's POV, as it was Shin Hye's in this one.

Please, let me know your thoughts on the comments! I'll try to update as soon as I can :D

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Wendy-1977 #1
Like it...yongshin 😍
Irahsousa
#2
Chapter 23: História excelente eu amei.
mschase6 #3
Chapter 23: I truly enjoyed this story. You have an amazing ability to write exclusively from each protagonists' perspective which makes the story even more intense in the way the motivations and emotions are shared. Kudos to you!
coffeeboyanand #4
Chapter 23: Yes dear. I really enjoyed your story. And I will support you to write another yongshin story.. your writing style is very good..
Its a pleasure to read your stories...
And please write an epilogue for this story...
maiamay #5
Chapter 23: Nice story I hope you will keep writing more
lsumner91 #6
Chapter 23: Omo! Please continue its great
Reakempis #7
Chapter 23: i love your story authonim! pls.. make another yongshin story pls.. thank you
Hazellic #8
I read this for 3th times and it still feels good one, please make another cutie pie stories again~
doolier #9
Chapter 23: One of my fave stories. The way you described their feelings gives a very genuine vibe. Waiting for that (M rated) epilogue! ^^
rubyani #10
Chapter 23: Great story... thank you so much authornim....
N will be more great if you write the epilogue ^_^ ^_^