(F) Paramore "Still Into You"
YunJae SongficsAN: momoayasaki requested a fluffy songfic, which made me realize that all of the songfics I've posted have been pretty angsty o.o. I swear, I didn't intend for them all to be so angsty, but...I guess most of the time when I write YunJae fanfiction, I'm usually also feeling a bit emoshinki, so, uh...yeah >.<. I think my songfic for The Mortician's Daughter is the closest to fluffy that I've managed to publish so far, and that's still pretty angsty. The only difference is it, at least, has a happy ending. But enough rambling, hot off the press, I bring you my attempt at a fluffy YunJae songfic! Just to clarify real quick, unlike most of the songfics I've posted so far, which start after the lawsuit, this one starts out before. P.S. The whole thing is in YunJae's POV, because the whole thing could either be from Yunho's POV or Jaejoong's, and I couldn't pick, so I'm letting you guys decide for yourselves whose POV it should be from.
Paramore “Still Into You”:
YJ's POV:
I can't count the years on one hand that we've been together anymore, and I need the other one to hold you, make you feel, make you feel better.
It's not a walk in the park to love each other. So many people would hate us if they knew we were together...goodness knows our own management company doesn't even know for sure that we're real, and they already hate us for it. But when our fingers interlock, I can't deny that you're worth it. You're worth every minute we spend hiding our love for each other from the world. Every stolen kiss when no one's looking, every night we spend curled around each other, reminds me exactly why this...us...is worth fighting for. Because after all this time, I'm still into you. I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you. Every kiss, every touch, every stolen glance is just as exhilarating and enticing as the first, and, baby, even on our worst nights...even when we're beaten and exhausted from working too hard for far too long, for far too little reward...I'm into you.
Let 'em wonder how we got this far, because I don't really need to wonder at all. Yeah, after all this time, I'm still into you.
Alone the evening of the five year anniversary of our debut as DBSK, we recount the night that I first met your mother, and it seems like just yesterday, even though it's been almost more than five years since our debut, when our parents all came to congratulate us. On the drive back to our dorm, I told you that I loved you for the first time.
You felt the weight of the world fall off your shoulders, and to your favorite song we sang along to the start of forever...and after all this time, I'm still into you.
I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you, and, baby, even on our worst nights, as we argue about whether it's worth the risk to break free from SME, I'm into you, and we're only arguing because we both want what's best for each other, but aren't sure yet what that is.
Let 'em wonder how we got this far, as we finally reunite outside of SME, because I don't really need to wonder at all. Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you. Some things just make sense and one of those things is you and I. Always Yunho and Jaejoong. One cannot exist without the other, even after all this time. Baby, not a day goes by that I'm not into you. I should be over all the butterflies, but I'm into you.
Baby even on our worst nights, which have now come and gone, as we are reunited, I'm into you. Let 'em wonder how we got this far, because I don't really need to wonder at all. Yeah, after all this time, I'm still into you. I'm still into you. I'm still in love with you.
AN2: There you have it! My attempt at fluffy YunJae! Despite most of the fanfiction I read being of the fluffy variety, I kind of at writing it, so I apologize if it didn't meet your expectations. I litterally just started and finished this in the last hour, as opposed to carefully tweaking the song lyrics over the course of several weeks, so if this isn't as good as normal...mianhae. It's the best I could do without potentially making y'all wait for another update for weeks, or even months if my previous track record is anything to go by. Anyway, I hope y'all enjoy it anyway!
AN3: I live for y'all's comments, and they really do make me update faster, so if anyone has any ideas, leave them in a comment and I'll see what I can do to make it a reality! Well, at least, to make it into a real songfic. Sadly, I can't actually get YunJae back together (assuming they haven't just stayed together and hidden their relationship, which is quite possible), but songfics I can do! Whether you want more fluffy songfics, or if you prefer the angsty ones, or if you have a song suggestion...whatever you guys like, I'll try to do my best to be accomodating, but I need your imput to know what you want me to do next, so please comment!
AN4(last one, I promise!): I know I ask y'all to comment a lot, because I really do love reading your comments, they truly do make my day 100x better, but I want my silent readers to know that I appreciate y'all taking the time to read my songfics, even if you don't comment. I'm generally a silent reader myself, so I don't hold it against anyone if they don't feel like commenting. As usual, I think I've written more ANs than I have songfic in this update, so if you're still reading this, you get free YunJae cookies for having the patience to listen to me ramble (>.<)
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