Jesse McCartney “Just So You Know”:

YJ:

I shouldn't love you, but I want to. I just can't turn away. I shouldn't see you...I shouldn't try to keep up with how you're doing by reading articles online and in magazines, and watching your interviews on TV...but I can't move...I can't look away.

I don't know how to be fine when I'm not, because I don't know how to make a feeling stop.

JJ:
Just so you know, this feeling is taking control of me, and I can't help it. I won't sit around, I can't let them win by tearing us apart now. I thought you should know that I've tried my best to let go of you, but I don't want to let you go. I just gotta say it all before I go...just so you know.
YH:

It's getting hard to talk about you. There's so much I can't say. So much that I'm not allowed to say. I want to clear up the confusion, let the public know the real reason why DBSK split up...let them know my true feelings for you. But SM wants me to spread lies about you, blame all of it on you, when they themselves are to blame. Am I supposed to just to hide my feelings and look the other way while SM tries to tear you down?

This emptiness is killing me, and I'm wondering why I've waited so long to realize how important you are to me. Looking back I realize, you were always there in my heart, I just never could admit how much so. Now I know that I should have left SM with you, so that I could stay with you. But I was scared...terrified that without SM I'd be nothing, that I'd never be able to live my dream. Now I know that leaving SM wouldn't have been the end of my dreams, but the beginning. I didn't have enough faith in our fans and their loyalty. But now that I know...my chance to leave has come and gone...and now I'm stuck here without you.

JJ:
I'm waiting here...I've been waiting here for you to join me ever since I left SM. I'll keep waiting. No matter how long it takes...I know that you'll come back to me. Someday...somehow...I know you will...and when you do...all of the pain and strife we've endured apart will be worth it.

AN: Oh my gosh...it's been an entire month since I last posted something here. I'm sorry :(. I'd hoped spring break would give me a chance to update more, but I got sick, ugh. My fever finally broke today, and I somehow managed to dredge my brain out of the muck enough to finish writing this, but I don't know when I'll be updating next, because I still can't really think straight right now.

AN2: I apologize if this isn't up to my usual standards...as I already mentioned, I'm sick, so I'm writing with half of my usual brain power. If you notice a typo or anything, please let me know in the comments and I'll fix it as quickly as possible!

AN3: As always, I hope you enjoyed, and thank you all for being so patient with me.