"I'm sorry."

"But why? Why can't we be together anymore?"

"I'm sorry, Kai. It's not you. It's me. Plus we're not right for each other."

"Krystal, I-I'll change. For you. I will! Please just give me another chance.!"

"I'm sorry."

This conversation keeps on replaying itself in my head day by day as I cry myself to sleep.

He loved me.

He would do anything for me.

But what did I do in return?

Left.

I left him there, without looking back.

All the things he did for me.

All the kisses and hugs he gave me.

I threw all of that away.

For who?

Sehun.

The jerk who treated me like nothing but trash.

He treated me...

The same way I treated Kai.

Trash.

Everyday I live my life in sorrow. In despair.

I see couples on the street, holding hands, giving each other deep, true love.

I HAD that.

On Valentine's Day, girls were the ones receiving roses and chocolate from their boyfriends.

I USED to be one of them.

I thought my life would be better once Kai is out of it. I though I'd be happier without him.

Guess not.

I've been so stupid thinking all these things.

Just one more time...

I want him to come back to me...

Just once...

I want him to call my name...

But for eternity...

I want him to be mine again...

Dedicated to dhedo and all the Krystalizeds and Kai-otics out there.

And I'm sorry to dhedo that I made Krystal the "bad person" instead but I didn't do that because I hate her. I don't. She's awesome, really! But I thought it would give the story a bit more angsty like she's fighting against herself.

And I'm also sorry because this is my FIRST time writing an angst story and I'm usually a very positive person so I don't do angst often, though I LOVE reading angsty fanfics.

Hope you guys like it and please comment on what you think.

Ooh by the way, you guys probably noticed I'm writing in pink for my Author's Note. It's because pink is my favorite color so I hope you don't mind. :)