I woke up and did my daily routine. I wore a colored knitted sweater, a pair of jeans, a red bonnet and a brown shoulder bag and ankle boots.

I went out of my room and I saw the six boys getting ready. 

"So, ready to go?" I asked

"Nae." they said in unison

We went out of the tree house. 

"_____-ah! Can we?" Minwoo asked as he showed me his arm 

"Nae." I nodded and linked my arms with him

We entered inside the coffee shop and greeted Mr. Jung. The six boys went inside the changing room to put on their uniforms. I sat down near the counter and rested my chin on my palm. 

"Do you want something to drink?" Mr. Jung asked

"Nae." I answered

"Arasso. Wait here." he said 

After 5minutes, he gave me a strawberry milkshake. 

"Komawo." I beamed

"Your welc.." he was cut off when his phone rang

He picked up his phone as he looked at the caller ID.

"It's Jinyoung." he mumbled

I just stared at him then the boys came out with their uniform on. 

"We better start now." Donghyun said 

Then he noticed that Mr. Jung was talking to someone.

"Oh! Minahe." Donghyun bowed

"Yeobosayo?" 

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"Why?" 

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"*sighs* Arasso."

"What did he say?" I asked curiously

Mr. Jung let out a deep sigh.

"He can't come today. He told me that he is not feeling well." he said

"Oh! Is he sick?" I asked

"Not really but he is a little gloomy all of a sudden." he said as he touched his chin

"Nae. We had noticed that too." I said

"He is always like this every month. I don't know what to do with that kid.Aish." he said

"Is this month very painful for him?" I asked

Mr. Jung nodded as he closed his eyes.

"May I ask why?" I asked curiously

"Arasso. It is the right time for you to know." he said

Everyone gathered closer to listen at Mr. Jung's story. 

"Well, the day after tomorrow it will be his birthday.."

"Yay! A birthday party... Yippee.." Minwoo cheered

We looked at Minwoo who was cheering at the back like a little kid. He looked at us and stopped.

"Mianhe." he said as he looked down

"Ehem." Mr. Jung cleared his throat

"As I was saying, it  will be his birthday this 18 and this is also the day when his parents died." he mumbled the last part

"Oh!" we said in shocked

"And he is blaming himself on the death of his parents." he said looking down

"But how did his parents died?" Kwangmin asked

"It was the day of his birthday, and his parents told me to take care of Jinyoung because they are going to buy some cake for his birthday because Jinyoung was asking them if they could buy him some for his birthday. After a few hours a policeman knocked on the door, I opened it and he showed me a red scarf and a gray bonnet. He told me what happened to them and left. I don't know how to say this to Jinyoung but little Jinyoung heard our conversation. He ran out from the house. I searched for him for 3 hours and still there was no sign of him. Until I found him sitting on the bench near the balcony where you could see the beautiful view of Seoul at night. His eyes were very red. I hugged him and he kept telling me that it's all his fault. I told him that everything was an accident and his parents are now in heaven watching him. Jinyoung didn't accept his parents death so fast. Since then he won't talk that much, he come home from school and stay on his room and he always skipped meals. I grew tired of him so we decided to move out from their house. I took him in my house and I took care of him. t wasn't easy but after a few years he changed he became a good and diligent guy but I know he is still hiding the pain that he is feeling right now." 

"That's why Jinyoung is very weird lately." I sniffed

I looked back and saw that everyone was crying. I guess that the boys isn't that manly at all. They still have a soft spot in it. Now I know the truth behind Jinyoung's smiles.

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