Thank you for your reading. This story is quite complex, sometimes I thought I don't know what I'm writing anymore :( Still, I hope I can bring out a story that can read for you. See you soon.

Seungri had a strange feeling about  “ crazy child” who always follows him these days. Seungri couldn’t see, couldn’t hear so he only could “feel” the existence of this child. This child always tries to hold his hand or even hug him tightly. Of course Seungri didn’t accept this “intimate” movements from strange person. Other than his Papa, Seungri only accepted one person came closer to him, and….Seungri didn’t want to remember anymore.

However, with his status now, he couldn’t do anything but let this child did anything that he wanted. Day by day, this child just stayed close to him. Seungri asked Young Bae, why did this child stay here and where is his family ? They couldn’t find him ? Young Bae just answered him with his hesitant voice.

“ He….didn’t have anywhere to go. He was abandoned.”

Seungri kept his quiet and from that day, his feeling to this child has changed. Because, this child was also a throw away thing like him. Maybe because this child realized that he and Seungri are similar so he was this attachment to Seungri. Because they didn’t have anything to please people anymore, so they must be left and even, must be destroyed. That’s life, Seungri thought, real life.

The warm that this crazy child gave him, is so familiar. Seungri thought, that this crazy child is….that man. And he lauhged at him. Seungri, are you crazy ? That man now, must live happily with his Omega at the luxury city and enjoy his honor, his power and his fame. So why the hellhe was here ? Impossible, so impossible that Seungri wanted to laughed till his tears dropped down. Seungri, Seungri, you’re so ing pathetic. Till this day, you still think about him and want to have illusion more ? Seungri, so funny, really, you can be a clown. Hahaha. Hahaha. Seungri laughed. But because he was so weak, so nobody could see his laughter, they only could see his shoulders shaked so strongly. Maybe because of the laughters or….something just made people feel hurt when they see. Beside Seungri, the crazy child, or we must say, Kwon Ji Yong, still called Seungri’s name nonstop.

“ Seungri.”

“ Seungri.”

“ Seungri.”

With everytime he called Seungri, he hugged Seungri tighter and tighter. A lonely tear dropped down on Ji Yong’s face, and more and more tears suddenly followed. And because Seungri couldn’t see anything, and Kwon Ji Yong couldn’t understand anything, they all couldn’t know, why were they this painful…..why…..

Till one day, Seungri vomited so much blood again. He hid all the signs so Young Bae and Chaerin couldn’t know, just only Seungri knew, his life has come to the end. “ Death of Sword” is so powerful that the person uses it, must pay the price with his life. Papa didn’t want to teach Seungri this attack, but, in dangerous sittuation, “ Death of Sword” is always the only exit way. A double-edged sword, can help and also can kill. Seungri didn’t feel any regret when he used it. At least, he saved Daesung’s life. He believed, Daesung’s still alive and somebody has found him and treated him well. Using his life to exchange Daesung’s life, it’s worthy. More blood came out Seungri’s