A/N: Hey lovely readers! Sorry it's been so long, but I've both been really busy and my Big Bang feels have kind of been overwhelming me lately so I had to take a little breather just to stay alive kkk >.<  The updates will still be pretty slow, but I'm sort of back and boy, does it feel good to be back! I missed you guys and more so, I missed my todae cuties!! *^^* ♥ ...anyway, hope you like it! ^.^ 

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“Wakey wakey!”

As Seunghyun watched Daesung's angel-like sleeping face, he was thankful that they hadn't changed the access code to the dorm. Luckily he was able to sneak in without waking anyone up, he didn't want a tornado of questions why he was here at 4:30 AM. He hadn't told Daesung anything about this, it was supposed to be a surprise. “Daesungie, sungie-ya.” he whispered in his ear, trying to wake him up gently so he wouldn't make too much of a racket. He didn't want to wake up the others.

Daesung rubbed his nose clumsily and the other side. Seunghyun couldn't believe how cute he was. He got into bed with him and snuggled up to him like he had so often done. He held him close with one hand, using the other one to pinch his nose closed.

One.. two... three... four...

Seunghyun began to get worried whether he was actually suffocating him, he wasn't making a sound. But then suddenly his mouth opened and he gasped for air, waking up in the process, disorientated and groggy. “Shhh..” Seunghyun whispered, putting his finger to his lips, winking kindly at him. Daesung was almost too cute to handle. His hair was sticking out to the side, all electrified and in a tangle after the night's adventures. His eyes were extra puffy since he hadn't gotten enough sleep, making them even smaller than usual. He could barely detect his pupils through the narrow slits that had replaced his eyes. He handed him some comfortable clothes he had grabbed from his closet, “Come on, we've got to hurry.”.

“So where are we going?” Daesung mumbled tiredly as he put on his seatbelt. “It's a surprise.” Seunghyun gave him a smile. “It's going to take a while to get there, so you can just take a nap, I'll wake you when we get there.” he patted him on the shoulder and started the car. Daesung didn't need to be told twice, he had fallen asleep before they were even out of the parking lot.

As the car came to a stop at a red light, Seunghyun stole a glance at the sleeping angel next to him. He snorted. What an unsophisticated angel it was! Daesung was drooling like there was no tomorrow. With his mouth hanging open, there was nothing to stop the apparently endless supply of saliva. It had already made a big, wet stain on his T-shirt. Seunghyun sighed. He reached his hand over to wipe the spit on his chin, but he clearly hadn't thought this through. It was way too much to be removed with a simple swipe of his thumb. Instead his thumb had become part of the saliva-train that ran from his mouth to his shoulder. As he pulled his thumb back, it brought with it a sticky strain of drool, making a sort of drool triangle. . He looked around for tissues, seeing none. Just then the light turned green and the car behind him honked its horn.

With one hand on the wheel and the other one still connected to Daesung via saliva, he stepped on the gas. He would just have to figure something out on the way. One eye on the road, he considered wiping it on his trousers. But he had his nice jeans on, he really didn't fancy ruining them. Well, it probably wouldn't stain, but he wasn't up for taking the risk. Ah, where was a pack of tissues when you needed one?! He made a mental note to buy a packet later and store it in the glove compartment. Looking at the tissue-less glove compartment, Daesung's sweats caught his eye. Huh. They were only sweats, and pretty worn out at that. The knees were all sticking out, too big to fit Daesung's lean legs. Daesung probably wouldn't even notice, and in the unlikely case it stained, there were already a myriad of stains to keep it company. Not like his sparkling new designer jeans that would never get over the shock of the first and only imperfection in their short perfect little life.

Instinctively looking around to make sure no one was looking, a pointless act since there was no one else there, he wiped his thumb thoroughly on Daesung's thigh. Hey, the T-shirt already had a huge saliva-stain, so this actually changed it from being dirty to being fashionable, since now both the shirt and the sweats matched. It was just good fashion sense, Seunghyun tried to convince himself to quiet the voice of guilt in his head. Yeah, in a way he was helping him.

Ah! He had been so occupied with the whole drool-debacle that he had almost missed their turn, making a sharp left. He sighed with relief. If he hadn't been able to make that turn, they would've missed the whole thing and he would've had dragged the poor thing out of bed for no reason. He felt a bit giddy. This was going to be so romantic, he couldn't wait to see how Daesung reacted. Giddy, and nervous. He was constantly nervous these days. He had proclaimed all confidently that he was going to make him fall in love with him, but what if he couldn't? What if after ten amazingly dreamy dates, he was still not phased even in the slightest? Seunghyun had promised to get over him in that case, but he was falling deeper and deeper with every date, no bottom in sight. His stomach churned uncomfortably. He felt like he was driving full speed towards a cliff. The ride was wonderfully breathtaking, wind in his hair he could feel the rush of the speed, but would he be able to hit the breaks in time?

Oh.. he could feel the blood rush to his cheeks. Daesung's thigh felt too good beneath his hand. In all the commotion he had taken a gentle hold on his thigh and apparently not let go yet. He struggled with himself, on the one hand it was a total creeper move to feel someone up when they were sleeping, but on the other hand it just felt so good. Daesung was in excellent shape, his thigh muscle firm and toned. It made Seunghyun's heart beat faster, his cheeks not the only destination of the rushing blood. Yeah, he should be a gentleman and let go, it was the right thing to do. He reluctantly reclaimed his hand, suddenly feeling like even though Daesung was sitting right next to him, he was light years away. He missed him. He was right there, but he still missed him.

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“Daesung-ah..” he shook him gently, “We're here.”. It was still quite dark out. Had he timed it wrong? He unfastened Daesung's seatbelt and tapped his cheek softly a few times. Daesung mumbled something unintelligible and unsuccessfully tried to push the disturbance away. Wow, he really was fast asleep. Time for a different tactic. “If you don't open your eyes, I'll kiss you!”. “Mmm.” was his answer. “I mean it! If you don't wake up this instant I'm going to kiss you.. on the lips!” he warned. Daesung just pursed his lips, ready to receive a kiss if that meant he could sleep a little longer. Seunghyun's heart took an extra power-beat, leaving him with the feeling like he had just been kicked in the chest by a horse. Okay, it was his choice, Daesung was a grown adult, and he had warned him of the consequences. He wasn't doing anything wrong if he were to actually kiss him.

This was his chance. This was what he had been working towards. Maybe if he kissed him, Daesung's eyes would finally be opened, and not just in the literal sense. If he could feel first hand the strong electricity between them that Seunghyun felt every day, he would realize that they belonged together. He leaned in. It was getting hard to breath and his heart was going all out, doing a drum-solo on his ribcage. He looked so adorable with his lips all in a pursed pout, still asleep. Seunghyun took a deep breath, Daesung's sleep smell filling his nose. Mmm. He just wanted to cuddle up to him and stay like that forever. He swallowed. Okay. This was it. The moment he had dreamt about. The moment that everything was riding on. The defining moment.

Seunghyun was so close he could feel Daesung's breath on his lips. He felt dizzy. There was so much pressure on this one little kiss. What if it didn't measure up? The knot in his stomach reminded him of its existence. He bit his lip, trying to get control of his breathing. If he kept hyperventilating like this he would most definitely pass out. This was not how he pictured it. He had countless fantasies but in all of them Daesung was awake and the kiss wasn't part of a punishment, but a fruit of their love and attraction. Yeah. He sighed, leaving a tiny kiss on Daesung's nose before pulling back. He didn't want it this way.

Daesung scratched his nose and rubbed his eyes, “Are we here?”. “Yeah.” Seunghyun answered quietly. His heart was a bit blue after not getting its way in spite of all that pounding. “Okay.” Daesung half stumbled out of the car, Seunghyun catching him before he hit the gravel beneath him. He chuckled faintly, “You alright there, champ?”. Daesung giggled sleepily, “Wait, why is it dark out? What time is it? Where are we?”. “Shh, all in good time my friend.” Seunghyun locked the car and put his hand around Daesung since he was all wobbly. It was kind of like he was drunk, stumbling around at dawn, not being able to stand on his own two feet without risking disaster. The cutest little drunk you ever saw.

He planted him on the bench he had selected yesterday morning when he came here on a recon mission, making sure it was a good enough spot. Only the best view for his sweety. But somehow he had gotten the timing oh so terribly wrong, he didn't get it. Maybe there was more traffic yesterday? In any case, they would have to wait a bit longer. He didn't mind, but poor Daesung was fighting with all his might to stay awake. He fought a noble battle, but a mere five minutes later sleep had emerged as the victorious one. His head bobbing in mid air, he had already lost him to the world of dreams. It looked quite uncomfortable, so Seunghyun scooched closer to him, guiding his head to his shoulder. There.

Seunghyun finally felt at ease. He could feel Daesung's warmth as he made these tiny little cooing sounds, fast asleep. He could stay like this forever and be perfectly happy. It was almost a shame that it was getting brighter, since soon he would have to wake him up and then the distance between them would return. They were standing at opposite ends of an unbridgeable canyon, but just for now, for this brief instant in time, they had the ability to walk on clouds. The bridge he had spent all his time building only reached a few feet, a few measly feet. There were still miles to go. He wasn't stupid, he could see this was never going to work, the distance was just too great. But he didn't want to see it, he wasn't ready to see it. He would rather just play in the clouds, where everything was fuzzy and fluffy.

There it was, the sun made its long awaited appearance, painting the sky in a million different colors. It was nothing short of beautiful, breathtakingly beautiful. He looked at the little sleeping angel that had now taken to drooling on his shoulder. He didn't even care. It was one of his favorite hoodies, but he still didn't care. He just wanted Daesung to be close to him, to hear his breath sounds, to feel his heartbeat. Only then was he completely at ease, only then the world made sense. He was supposed to wake him, since he had wanted to sway his heart with the enchanting beauty of the sunrise. It signified a new beginning, a clean start, and he wanted to share it with him. But he couldn't bring himself to wake him. He didn't really know if it was because he wanted him to get a good night's sleep for once or if he just didn't want to part with him yet. Probably both. So he just sat there, overwhelmed by the beauty all around him.

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“You missed it.” he said when Daesung finally managed to shake off the firm hold of sleep. They had been there for over an hour. “Oh, I'm sorry.” Daesung said sincerely while rubbing the sleepy dust out of his eyes. They got up and headed for the car.

“I'm not.” Seunghyun whispered out of earshot, it had been a magical morning.