Eight - I Need to Forget

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It was a love story that ended even before it began…

He thought the ring and his promise were clear confessions. And he thought the promise of a return ring was an affirmative answer... But they weren’t.

The promised ring never came.

She drifted from him.

A void took over what he originally thought was his happiness…

4 August 2013 (last day of the Finale Concert in Seoul)

Dongwan buried himself deeper into the embrace of the couch, appreciating the soft fluffy comfort when Minwoo came in and threw his costume at him. Dongwan quickly let go of the cushion he was hugging, raised his hands and caught the shirt before it hit him in his face.

“Dongwan-ah, get change!” Minwoo said, not stopping his track as he advanced to check on other members.

Dongwan got off the couch, puffed his cheeks up (not realising it was marvellously cute) as he twisted his body left and right to crack his back. He saw Eric and Sylvia entering the room, carrying bags containing their lunch.

“Hi Eric, hi Sylvia.” He greeted causally and followed them to the table.

“What’s for lunch?” Hyesung asked putting aside his mobile phone and leaping up from his chair. He took three lunch boxes and passed one over to Junjin and another one to Dongwan.

Dongwan thanked Hyesung and lifted the lid of his lunch box. A smile crept onto his face. It was all Andy’s favourite again. Do they really have to be this sweet always? He raised his head observing Andy. The younger man was in deep thoughts yet again. Dongwan replaced his smile with a frown. The maknae had not been himself lately.

Their 2013 tour finally came to a conclusion with the successful end of the concert. Just before everyone was about to leave the concert venue, Minwoo sounded everyone’s concern.

“Andy-ah, why are you so out of the world recently?” Minwoo placed his palm on Andy’s back.

“Eh?” Andy snapped out of his thoughts. “I…the concert was taking a toll on me. I’ll be alright after I get some rest.”

Junjin noticed Andy’s tiny pause in his sentence and caught Andy’s disconsolate countenance before the younger man replaced it with a mask. He recollected the chat he had with the younger man in Beijing and scowled as his eyes shifted to study Sylvia.

“Have a well-deserved rest Andy! And you can always ask your doctor girlfriend to give you a back massage.” Dongwan teased, expecting that to lighten the mood and cheer Andy up a bit.

Andy’s reply was the last thing everyone had expected. “Hyung, stop making such inappropriate jokes. Sylvia noona was Eric’s girlfriend.”

Abrupt silence. Junjin’s scowl deepened; Minwoo gaped; Hyesung’s heart clenched and Dongwan was too taken aback to say anything.

Dongwan slowly shifted his eyes away from the maknae and across the faces of s. After realising he was not the only one that was incapacitated, his gaze finally landed on the leader, demanding enlightenment.

“Andy…” Eric spoke, but he was silence by the maknae.

“Why are you all so shocked? They were the celebrity couple back in school. Hyesung hyung should know.” Andy looked at s with a quizzical expression. He turned to Eric with a smile “Hyung, are you two planning to get back together soon?” It was a weak façade to mask the pain.

“But…but I thought…”Minwoo started, alternating his gaze from the three people in question. Then he shook his head. “Nevermind.” He shot Hyesung an inquisitive look.

A wave of dizziness and anxiety started growing within Hyesung. He thought Sylvia’s and Andy’s relationship had been progressing fine; what did he miss out? What did he not notice? Since when did Eric come into the picture again? Eric had not shown him any hint that he wanted to get back together with Sylvia. Hyesung knew his brothers were all looking at him, unending questions in their gazes. And one of the questions he knew all of them had - why he hadn’t told. Why hadn’t he said anything to warn them when they kept teasing Andy and Sylvia? He glanced at his neighbour and his gazed lowered to the pair of hands underneath the table. Eric was holding onto Sylvia’s palm tightly, as if her hand was his only salvation.

***

The night was silent except for the rhythmic sound of the waves meeting the shore. Andy sat by the bench facing the sea as the breeze tickled his face.

He had finally said it. He had finally accepted that his actions were awry and gave up on any unfitting thought about being with Sylvia. He had finally accepted that Sylvia was meant to be with Eric and not him.

But he did not feel at peace. His heart kept protesting. It was screaming loudly to him, about his decision and constantly making him in agony.

His phone rang for the countless times. He rejected it again. Three of his oldest hyungs had known to stop after he rejected their calls a few times, but not Junjin and Hyesung. The two of them had been dialling his number every 5 minutes since 2 hours ago. Andy let out a dejected sigh and typed a text message to them.

Fate was cruel, but he would endure it for Eric’s and Sylvia’s sake.

***

Hyesung tossed and his bed as sleep eluded him. He reached for his phone and dialled Andy’s number again. The maknae rejected his called. Hyesung heaved a desperate sigh. He felt responsible for what had happened. He was the only one that knew what happened in the past, but he still let everything blow up. His phone beeped. It was a text message from Andy.

“Hyung, I am really okay. Don’t worry about me.”

At last, Hyesung could not take it. He grabbed his jacket and exited his apartment. Hyesung went to the familiar unit in the opposite building and continuously hit on the doorbell until Eric opened the door. Eric was unexpectedly awake.

“Eric, we need to talked.” Hyesung pushed the open door wider and froze in place. Sylvia was in Eric’s living room, sitting on the couch.

Andy's favourite food but always together with Eric; who exactly was the one Sylvia liked? If Eric and Sylvia were really more than friends, why haven't any of the members noticed about Eric's feeling? Were things really like what they seemed??

Anyway, my poor baby!

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Liya_Heartless
#1
Chapter 20: LOL

does that mean dongwan is the first to get married? if it's a yes, then the suspicion for the past years is true XD
andy_dyan
#2
Chapter 20: omo! i remember the twist!^^ poor wannie! and this is the reason y he keeps on shouting solitary to everyone XDDDD
puking
#3
Chapter 19: but lol poor eric!!
he's probably dying to know the situation
the rest of shinhwa too,since they saw the news...
btw do u mean an epilogue??
and let me tell you that your writing is lovely i was completely pulled in<3
puking
#4
Chapter 19: CRYINGGGGG
OMG THERE ARE LEGIT TEARS IN MY EYES
THESE ARE HAPPY TEARS AUTHORNIM MY HEART IS B WITH JOY
OMG THEY FINALLY
OMG
OMG IM SO HAPPY
I WAS SO SCARED
SCARED YOU WOULD KILL VIVIE OFF BECAUSE OF THAT LANDSLIDE I WAS SO SCARED
THEN WHEN IT CAME TO THE REUNION YOU DRAGGED IT OUT AND IT WAS PAINFULLLLL ANDY WAS SO SCARED OF WHAT HE WOULD FIND I WAS SCARED TOO BUT
IT
WAS PERFECT!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE THIS!!!!!
OMG IM SO HAPPY
THANK YOU AUTHORNIM IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW OOMG
THEYRE FINALLY TOGETHER OMG
THEYRE TOGETHER NOWWW!!!!!1
puking
#5
Chapter 18: awwwwee im glad to have helped you get motivated for this fic!!<3
im really happy that you get to update as often as you do!!
Elreya
#6
Chapter 19: Oww~ I really love this Chapter : ) Finally He has a chance to be together with someone he love~ It brought me to tears :') Okay I'll keep waiting for second version! Hwaiting! I love your Sylvia-Andy Pairing

P.S: I know how you feel about tempted to kill off Sylvia because in my fanfic more than i could count , I tempted to kill the Heroine XD
zzang19
#7
Chapter 19: omo!!!!! i like this story!!! it brought me to tears :") you're my fave Shinhwa FF writer!!

i just can't express the greatness of the story into words. i love this :)

P.S: i also love your tumblr acct ♡
Deng_Yat
#8
Chapter 19: omo...Chie is featured in this~~
gene...u had done a good job in writing this fic~~congratulations...also..I know the feeling of ending a story that we so attached to it...huhu...T^T...but nevertheless,this story is nice^^
thank you for writing^^
andy_dyan
#9
Chapter 19: did she say yes?^^ demmit she did! one day my heart will have to be ready for the real thing this is a great practice for that day puhahahaha

thanks gene for this beautiful ff!^^♡
Elreya
#10
Why is this so sad? Q-Q Why they need to suffer?! (Even thought i love angst so much... i just can't)