I slowly start opening my eyes and smile when I notice Jin right next to me, his head on my chest.

"Morning sleepy..." he smiled at me and pecked my lips lightly.

"Morning.. " I smiled back, only a bit tiredly as I wrap my arm around him and caress his hair.

It was moments like these that made me wish they would last forever. I knew that this silence would break off soon so I decided to get off the bed when I start feeling a sharp pain in my heart. It wasn't pain, but rather it was something warm. My heartbeat was faster than usual. I looked back at Jin and felt all fluffy inside. It was as if I were in elementary school and staring at my crush. I laughed softly and he looks up at me, puzzled.

"You're too cute..."

I walked up to him and leaned down, lifting his chin up as I kiss him sweetly. With that, he brought me closer, and didn't want to let go anytime soon.

"Jin?.."

"I love you Hyosang. . . and. ."

With that, we were under the sheets, clothes on the floor, just me and him. We made love for the first time and it made us feel relief for once. We both knew we needed something like this for the longest time. I was resting on top of him, my head on his chest as I listened to his heartbeat. It was unsteady for a while because of how fast it was beating. I lifted my head up a bit and smiled at him. I was about to kiss him when our phones rang.

"Yeobosaeyo?"

"Jin! (referring to Kidoh but this is when he was in BTS still)"

"Nae?.."

"Come to the studio! We're practicing our vocals and raps to see which parts we're getting."

We both hung up at the same time and sighed. I looked over at Jin and chuckled when I see him struggle to get up.

"What?" he was blushing and couldn't look me in the eye.

"Nothing. It's nothing.." I helped him get dressed and let him lean against me.

We both knew that these little moments we share wouldn't last very long.

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Speaking from present time now as I look back at all the time we spent together, I never thought that we would ever break up. Guess I was the idiot who screwed that up... Jin, I really do miss you... and I love you. I still have my ring on all the time. Do I mean anything to you anymore? Do you still think of me? Do you still have your ring? What about all those precious moments we spent together? Have you given up on me?... I wish you'd forgive me and forget 'this' ever happened. . . I'm restless and nothing without you. . . I want you back. . .

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A/N: hope you're all enjoying this! :DDDDDD thanks for the love and support you're giving this story! ^o^