Looking Back (Jin POV)

In Heaven~

It's funny...looking back at how close we were. I never would've guessed that we could have broken apart over something so small.

Have you been thinking of me HyoSang? I actually have been thinking of you...

Perhaps we just couldn't be..

Quickly, I shake my head and then I get scolded by the noona doing my make-up. We're about to perform and I can't even focus on the performance.

I sighed as I made a judgement about myself. I knew I shouldn't be torturing myself about the past but I can't help it. Silently, I slide the ring off my finger and put it in my pocket.

HyoSang, I still love you.

It should be wrong but, I can't find it in me to stop.

I got up from the chair when the noona had finished. I walked to a clear space and started practicing the choreography for our comeback stage. Which was in about thirty minutes.

Twenty minutes later and I was mad at myself for messing up at a certain part that nearly all of Bangtan has shown me how to do.

The only person who hasn't said anything grabs my arm and drags me out of the room.

"SeokJin, what the heck is wrong with you? You're so off right now that I really am thinking about making you stay behind this time," NamJoon said. I lowered my head. I felt his fingers on my chin and make me look up at him. "SeokJin, look, I just don't want you to get distracted..."

"I know. I am the oldest."

"That's a horrible excuse and you know it."

I sighed and looked him in the eyes. The sad part was that I knew he was right. "Right, I'll go back and actually concentrate properly..." I turned to go back when I felt his hand on my wrist.

"Wait..."

"What is i-" I looked back at him and my eyes widened as I felt his lips on mine.

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seoulsunshine
#1
Chapter 30: This is perfect
I always ship NamJin but kidoh n jin just wow
The ending was sad... why u need to kill kidoh my bae??
And its creepy that I feel it connected with bangtan trilogy era?
Beautiful story.. now gonna read it one more time :))))
Blueberrytea #2
Chapter 33: I read this in one go O.o
It'so sad and the ending though;_; but I loved it.
Thank you authornims for this beautiful sad story. (:
Amizue
#3
Chapter 32: I was so sad after what happened to kidoh and then Jin. Why so sad?! T-T
manolita #4
Chapter 32: Wait what? Really? I''m going to cry ;;;;
mallowme
#5
Chapter 32: ohmygosh! I can't wait for the sequeal
PRcessVIP
#6
Chapter 31: Shet. I think In Heaven would be my fave song from now on. T^T SEQUEL PLEASE.¡¡¡¡ I love u both authors. <3
mallowme
#7
Chapter 31: Why do I always end up reading angst fics? WHY???!! My gossh! I'm guessing Jin didn't really die, he'll just have an amnesia chu chu and forget about everyone including Hyosang but his heart will always remember him, then he'll remember Hyosang again and jump of a bridge THE END! LOLS I can't wait for your upcoming updaates author-nims ^^
mojimi
#8
Chapter 30: ……………
Oh My , Jinnnnn , noo !
the Ending , such an angsty *^*
why He have to be dead e n e , but good work , author nim
MikanseiNingen #9
Chapter 30: .........
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......3
......2
......1
*chase with a japanese cleaver*
I KILL YOU FOR THIIIIIIIIIIIS
brutaltoys
#10
Chapter 30: omfg what have you done...
no, nooooooo


OWGDJSBDIS ;n;