I kept running.

I had no sense of direction right now as I was confused and hurt. I know we broke up but the feeling of seeing them kissing... that was OUR thing. It was something special only the two of us would share. The kisses were always so sweet like fresh strawberries. I really missed him.

Looking back, I lost P-Goon. I panted and looked around to familiarize myself with my surroundings. I notice a hotel and decided to spend the night there. I walked into my room and sighed.

I then decided to fall face forward onto the bed and sleep.

And then, I dosed off.

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Jin and I were once really close. We would do almost everything and anything together. We loved each other. We knew that this would last.

"Oh so Jin, I was wondering..."

"Yes Hyosang?" he smiled happily.

"I was wondering if you wanted to go to Mt. Fuji. So that we could walk up the path and get uhm.... closer together you know?" I smiled, embarassed at the thought.

"Haha are you blushing?" he smiled at me.

"Ya!" I laughed and ruffled his hair as he got dressed in warmer clothes.

I too dressed into warmer clothes.

We both walked out of our hotel room in Japan and took the cab to Mt.Fuji. We got out of the cab and realized it was snowing. I turned to face him and he was staring back at me with wide eyes. I blinked in confusion as this was the first time he had actually seen snow.

"Are you okay?"

"What.... is this?"

"What do you mean? This is snow... WAIT! You've never seen snow before!?"

He shook his head. I was shocked but not that surprised. We hung out as kids and he was almost always home due to how ill he would get suddenly during the winter because of his bronchitis.

"Well, this icey stuff is snow Jin" I laughed.

"Don't mock me!" he pouted and walked ahead of me.

I ran up to his side and held his hand firmly for warmth. Everytime we kept walking higher and higher, I felt even closer to him. I felt something that I hadn't ever felt towards or with anyone else. I was happy and decided that we would reach the top.

Once at the top, I looked around and took in a deep breath. The view was breathtaking really...

Everything was covered in a blanket of snow. We could see the city and its busy streets especially with the Winter Festival going on. I then looked back at Jin. He was completely excited, and surprised at how breathtaking everything was. I held him in my arms and peeked over his shoulder. My warm breath brushed along his skin as I spoke up.

"Do you like it?"

"Nae.... it's cold but beautiful..."

"Heh not as beautiful as you.." I chuckled and kissed his cheek, starting to kiss him down his neck.

He tilted his head to the opposite side and closes his eyes, enjoying the feeling.

"Hyosang.. not here hehe someone will see.."

"So what?" I nuzzled his neck.

"Uhm..." he blushed and just turned his head to face me and smiled.

"Yes?"

"I love you..."

"........"

"Hyosang?"

"......." this was the first time he ever said he loved me.

"D-did i- o-oh my gosh" he pulled away and almost started to cry.

Before he could bolt, I got a hold of his wrist and took him into my embrace, kissing him passionately. I didn't want to let go. At that very moment, I knew he was mine and I was his.

"H-Hyosang?"

"I love you... so much more than you can ever imagine."

But who knew it would only last so long . . .. . . .. . . .

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I sighed and woke up in the middle of the night. I walked into the restroom and stared into the mirror. I decided I was going to disappear and become unknown in this world. A world where Hyosang would never be heard from again. I walked towards the window, opening it as I got my phone out and gave it one last look. My background being the photo of Jin and I before ToppDogg's debut stage. I laughed and God did it feel good. My tears started falling as I gripped the phone tightly into my hand and threw it out.

From that moment, I kissed every memory, every moment, every touch, every word, and every sound with Seokjin goodbye.

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Adieu, adieu I say to you...

For once we were lovers,

but now I can't bear that thought ---

The memory is much, much, much more painful

Goodbye I say to you,

to you whom was my shield

This pain just lingers

It stays.

Aches.

I scream, scream.

No one hears me nor sees me

and therefore nothing can be unseen or undone

Adieu, Adieu

to whom was once mine

Forever, lost in the thickets

Goodbye to you, Seokjin~

- Kidoh, Jin Hyosang.

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A/N: hahahah sorry for not updating!!!!!!!!!! I finally did haha and sorry if the poem is stupid or weird or blah fudge. Hahaha we've been doing so many poems in IB English HL2 and Sylvia Plath's Collected Poems are depressing and meaningful as hell and I was thinking of Shakespeare too for some reason so don't judge haha sorry for my crappy poem xDDDDD

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