Having a mind of its own, baring to find a solution to our own choice. It's no easy to our weak mind, struggling to find the light in this path of darkness that once embrace us from the beginning. I hereby that no matter what or where this take us, I would never let yourself get hurt cause i once was your protector. 

Pircing through our heart, reborn by earth once we stood up in this path but life was cruel that it have to take you away, now i am on the searched to find a clue of your whereabouts but without luck. I am clueless as ever....Please i beg you to send me some kind of clue of where you are. All these tears and sweat will be useless, if i dont get the chance to see you again please pardon me that i have failed you all this long. 

As i walk in this obscurity with no sense of direction, i know within my heart that i would at least get to say my last words to you, weird sounds surround me in this cold night. I try not to get scared and remain strong but it's useless, the night has a eerie feeling to it; as if something or someone has been following me but my poor vision cannot not see a thing. Have i gone crazy? .... no it cannot possible but i can't stop having this anxiety feeling that wouldn't seize.

Please let everyone be alright, I wouldn't bare to lose anybo