illusion and Love - Lay's Pov

Some people are in constant fear that their heart might cease between beats, feeling each others pulse as a countdown to the end rather than a vital sign of a new start. Your idealized romance remains untainted wishing to be unlocked by a special someone, your so called soul mate is always the person you'd wanted and wished for but the major drawback is that person will never have a life of eternity. Trouble really starts when you know everything was just a mere illusion. Words not only help us express our emotions but it also can hurt that love one emotionally and physically, once it is done there is no turning back ..... is better to left things unsaid rather than to be told.

The kiss felt so magical that I don't want it to end, it's very realistic but it might be just a projection of my dreams but this was more than a dream.. how do I know is because I am holding the love of my life. I never real came to understand her... she was a big mystery to me when I first met her. She look so fragile and innocent that it gave some kind of pity for her and it gave this sensation to be able to hold her and protect her from anything that wish to harm her.... As I got to know her this few days somehow I manged to understand her feelings a little better but knowing it was a big mistake