Returns - Lay's Pov

We don't see things as they are, we see them as how we wanted it to be thus we will never see the truth if we keep covering it with this curtain of lies. 

Answered question cause more tears than those that remain unanswered... it was never to be expected that the prince of hell could have become very fond of one perticular human girl to come to believe that he actually has felt for her knowing his past life... it is a book to a great mystery but also the beiginning of a journey for a new chapter. Each chapter tells a different story some are more darker than others but that doesn't mean they cannot be change.

My intentions were never meant to hurt her but it was pretty obvious by her actions, that she wasn't taking all these too well. It's not like i can demand answer from her knowing she is trying to avoid me at any cause. I didn't want our relationship to ended up like this, she been afraid of me because i had chicken out from keeping this love aboat, now she must think i am such a coward. She is right i am such a coward for running away from something that i fear but what exactly is that something... what is my actual fear that is keeping me away from been together with the women i love, that is question my ownself wouldn't know.

It never came to my mind that someday i will be in the same situation that once my father used to be when he dated my mom, as i recall he telling me that he had hurt my mother so many times that at some point he realize that he couldn't forgive himself for causing her so much pain thus she be