Time will tell - Lay's pov

Luna was beautiful and bright in a sad lonely way.. what's wrong with me?..why i am saying this?. Is not like i really like her after all she just sees me as a monster who will be willing to harm her if she doesn't obey my rules, and it kinda hurts me if she ever thinks about me this way after all i am demon, she has the right to be afraid of me but it really bothers knowing i am the reason for her fears... Could i seriously blame her? after all when we first met our meeting wasn't very pleasent, i was somehow disgust with the fact that she was a human but something in her make me think otherwise that she was somehow different. For the moment our eyes connected , i felt some kind of spark spreading throught out my whole body. I was memerized by her beauty, her soft silky hair, her fair skin, her sweet smile, and her big bright cresent moon eyes... she was simply everything i could ever want, and i wished with all my being that she would want me back too but how?... when i know i made a big mistake by telling her i never wanted her, how could i changed the mistake i made when i know she will never forgive me for that... how do i know this? is because i could see it by her expression, her expression show me that she was literally hurt and besides all the way home she never spoke a word to me,She just remain silence... You guys can call me stupid