BLACK HOOD

"meet me.we need to talk.10 am at our usual meeting place"


a text from my princess started my day!!!


i typed my reply for her

"sure princess,miss you already can't wait to see you!!see ya later my love!!saranghae!!"


that's dara
my girlfriend
my princess
my angel
my savior


i used to be a gangster

known as gdragon or gd

i fight
i gamble
i drink
i smoke

well you're usual bad guy!!

but ever sincei met her everything changed
i quit smoking

i drink only at celebrations

all the vices i had before were al gone

and i promised her if i were to fight again,that would be to protect her
i will only punch someone that will hurt her



she changed me
she's an angel that tamed a merciless dragon

i entered the restaurant

i searched for her


"DARA!!!"

i waved then i walked towards her direction


i kissed her cheek

i sat down

"ji,i have to tell you something"

"later let's order first"

"but..."


"i'm hungry :3"


"araso"


a waiter came and took our orders

a few moments

our orders came


while eating

"ji,you have to know something"

"what is it??"


silence and a deep breath was her reply


i caressed her cheek and look straight into her eyes


"princess what is it??tell me"

she removed my hand from her cheek which shocked me

"let's end this,ji"

"end what dara??our meal??don't you like the food??then let's go to other restaurant"

"let's break up"


her last words made my world stop,my heart seemed to skip a beat

i giggled

"nice joke dara hahaha!!"

"no jiyong.i'm serious"



i can feel tears on my cheek
i'm crying


i looked at her

"dara no.please don't do this.why??have i done something wrong??what??dara please i can't live withput you please"

she looked at the floor

"ji,you have done nothing.it's me"

"i don't understtand"

"there's a guy i used to be with since i was little.i fell in love with that guy even at a young age.but he left.and now he's back"

"SO NOW YOU'RE THROWING ME AWAY BECAUSE HE'S BACK!!I'M THE ONE WHO'S WITH YOU WHILE HE'S NOWHERE.SHE LEFT YOU SANDARA!!"

i shouted not minding all the other customers  in the restaurant

"i'm sorry jiyong.he promised not to leave me again"

"I'M ONLY A REBOUND!!I GET IT!!I'M A PASTIME!!JUST TO COVER HIS DISAPPEARANCE!! I GET IT!!"

she took her bag and stood

"ji i've said what i have to sayi'm going"

i hold her hand and hugged her from behind with tears continously flowing from my eyes

"please my princess don't leave me please!!!i love you!!i need you!!"

i made her look at me

then i went down to my knees and hold her hand

"please dara.i'm begging you"

she pulled her hand out of my grip

then walked away

she left


"SANDARA!!!PLEASE COME BACK!!"

but she continued walking not even looking back

i can hear her footsteps loud and clear

as if gunshots straight to my heart

i wanna die

someone please kill me now

my life just walked out of that door

she used to be my angel but now she's my worst nightmare