"another beer here"

 

i commanded the bartender as i took another gulp of beer down my throat

it's my 10th glass now

but the pain is still there!!

i need more...

 

it's been almost a month now..

 

since she dumped me

 

since then

 

kwon jiyong is dead

gdragon is back!!

 

same old merciless jerk!!

 

"GDRAGON!!!"

 

i turned to the direction of the voice

oh it's zico!!

 

leader of block b!!

 

a group of gangster wannabes!!pathetic jerks!!

 

i looked at him with flaming eyes

 

 

"wae??"

 

he punched me

 

"oww..that tickled me hahahha!!"

"you're a jerk!!"

 

"tnx for the compliment dude*grin*"

 

he held my collar tight

 

"my sister tried to kill herself last night"

"so he's dead now??condolence bro"

his grip became tighter

 

"she's still alive stupid!!but that's all because of you!!you hurt her!!she fell deeply in love with you!!you bastard!!"

 

i removed his hand off my collar

 

"it wasn't my fault if your sister is as stupid as you!!"

 

"say that again and you're dead!!"

 

"well try me!!all of you versus me"

 

"call!!"

 

we went out of the bar and went to a dark street

 

we start throwing punches at each other

 

i'm fighting but they're too many

 

i ended up with a bloody face and bruises all over my body

 

"seems you're not the same gdragon!!!looks like the legendary gdragon has turned into a stupid pathetic loser!! try to touch my sister again and i'll kill you!!"

 

they left

 

i'm left here alone

 

my body hurts

 

but what hurts more is the reason why i came back to this kind of life

 

"dara!!dara!!"

 

i chanted though i know she's not coming

 

she's happy in the arms of that donghae!!

 

"dara!!dara!!"

 

 

i can't open my eyes that well

 

i saw someone standing in front of me

 

that same guy i always see in this kind of situation

 

i can't see his face it's too dark

 

he's wearing a black hoody jacket

 

then he starts treating my wounds

 

"who..... are......you??"

 

he didn't replied

 

after he's fininshed he left

 

"yah!!come back here!!who the hell are you!!"

 

he vanished in the darkness

 

again i'm left here alone

 

i sat with my back on a wall'my head buried on my knees

 

 

crying....

 

 

i stood and punched the wall

 

 

"SANDARA!!!"

 

"SANDARA!!"

 

"SANDARA!!!"

 

"SANDARA!!"

 

"SANDARA!!"

 

"COME BACK PLEASE!!!I LOVE YOU!!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

the night passed and didn't know i fell asleep on the street

 

my head is aching due to hangover

 

i walked on my way home

 

i saw two familiar faces

 

a smile formed on my face as our eyes met again

 

i hugged her not minding the guy beside her

 

"i miss you princess"

 

"YAH!!"

 

donghae  pulled me away roughly from her

 

"dude,she's my girl,i miss her already"

 

"i dont care !!she's mine now!!she already left you,remember??*grin*"

 

i grabbed him by the collar

 

"you..."

 

i was interrupted by a hand on my arm

 

the hand i used to intertwine with mine

 

"jiyong!!don't  you ever dare hurt donghae"

 

my eyes turned watery as i look at her

 

with those eyes as if she's protecting donghae

 

"dara,come back please"

 

"we're over ji"

 

that torn my heart into pieces

 

dara wae??

 

"heard that!!look at yourself,do you really think she still loves you!!"

 

"YOU.ARE.A.JERK!!"

 

he said while pushing me with his pointer

 

i giggled sarcastically

 

"FINE!!WE'RE OVER SANDARA PARK!!!HAVE FUN WITH THIS BASTARD!!"

 

i turned around to walk away but

i look at them again

 

"another thing jiyong is dead,he's mercilessly MURDERED,this is GDRAGON you're talking to"

 

i walked away

 

hello to the life i once dumped

 

goodbye to the girl that once taught me how to love

 

A/N

 

first chapter is up

 

hope to gain subscribers:))

otakuFG