donghae and i decided to go out to have a little chitchat to cover up for the times he's gone


we entered the restaurant






bigbang is there



oh god!!


they're staring at me


but where's jiyong??

who's that red haired guy??

if i'm not mistaken it's top's birthday

don't tell me they abandoned their leader and replaced ji


no,it can't be

not at this point

he needs them

now


then finally the mystery guy looked at me






it's jiyong



he colored his hair red



he looks more of a gangster now



the place is kinda full now


and the only vacant seat is beside them

can this night be a liitle bit weirder??

"wanna go some other place??"

hae whispered

i shook my head


my head tells me to go some other place but my heart wants to stay here

not just here but back to ji's arms :( 3

i miss him so much i can't control myself anymore

then we went to that seat

 "guys,this place is so gay!!let's go to the club!!"

 

the others just exchanged gazes

 

"what??"

 

"hyung,stop going to that place."-seungri

 

"so what if i go there??"

 

"jiyong.."-top

 

"it's GDRAGON hyung"

 

he emphasized GDRAGON

 

"fine!!we're just concerned.in that place you drink,you smoke,then you get yourself into trouble"

 

"well have you forgotten,that's your daily routine,too"

 

they looked at each other again

 

"it's the past we've changed remember.WE changed"

 

"yeah right!!the past !!my oh so great past!!"

 

"umm guys i think we should stop this topic,let's understand gd's feelings"-taeyang

 

 

i'm glad that they're there for jiyong

i'm just grateful that i have someone whom i can trust to take care of jiyong

i just hope they can really protect him


protect him from the pain i caused him


while the others talked ji just stayed quiet

a background music played

which i'm sure hit him hard


im sorry ji


it hurts me too

so much


i miss the way you say how much you love me

everytime you call me "princess"

your kisses and your touch

how your hands fit perfectly when they intertwine with mine


i miss you ji
but i have to let you go


he went out

i saw him light a cigarette


"hey.he might melt"

i was brought back to my senses when hae suddenly spoke

"i'm sorry"

"for what??"

"we should be you know talking about things but lookat me now"

"i understand"

"thanks hae,you are really a true friend"

"yes,friend"

a biiter smile was formesd by his lips

mmmm...why??

then we talked


we laugh at times when one of us tells fuuny stories


i saw top talk to him

i just hope top made his mind clearer


donghae's pov

"thanks hae,you are really a true friend"

i'm just a friend

it's weird that it hurts me

my first love only looks at me as a friend

and now i'm part of her plan to protect the one she truly loves

it hurts me so much

well it's my fault,too

i left without confessing to her

if only she knew,maybe she'll give me a chance

i came back to finally say it,only to know your heart is already taken

and top it all you're pregnant and you have cancer

bad timing huh??

i'm just glad i'm the one with you though this battle

how i wish this isn't just acting

how i wish you love me too




A/N


that' it guys!!

chapter 8

tnx for the ones who subscribed and those who gave their comments

any phelfs there??

who's gonna go to ss5??


have you listened to gd and top's bubble ??

it's cool huh!!

well enough of spazzing!!

hope ya like it!!

aiight!!

otakuFG