i reached home

i looked at myself at the mirror

 

i run my fingers through my face

 

"ahh"

 

i felt pain when i touched one of my bruises

 

i thought i wil never go back to this life

 

but look at me now

 

donghae is right she can't love me anymore

 

no one wants to love a gangster

 

a bad boy

 

i was just a rebound

 

it was just a dream

 

but then he came back

 

and everything broke into pieces

 

my dream,my life,my heart

 

that dream turned into a nightmare

 

and this is reality

 

the reality that she's not mine anymore

 

again i felt tears streaming down my face

 

i am not as tough as the old gdragon

 

i turned into a crybaby now

 

it hurts so much it made a dragon cry

 

it hurtslike hell!!

or maybe even more than that

 

someone knocked on my door

 

i opened it and it's seungri

 

bigbang's maknae

 

"hyung!!"

"i said i'm not joining you!!get lost stupid!!"

 

they're offering me to form a band

well they used to be my gang but they changed like me before

but now i am the only one who went back to being a gangster

 

"but hyung!!"

"i said no!!"

 

then i slammed the door

 

forming a band huh??

 

stupid!!

 

 

they want me to sing

 

that would only remind me of her for i always sing for her

 

*flashback*

 

"ji,do you own this guitar"

 

i hugged her from behind the kissed her cheek

 

"yes"

 

"do you know how to play??"

i kissed her cheek again still hugging her

"yes"

 

"sing a song please *pout*"

 

i pinched her cheeks

 

"araso :)"

i started srumming th strings of my guitar

 

the song's title is bad boy i wrote it for her

 

(A/N just play the song it's awesome!!)

Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy
Geurae charari tteona jal gayo you’re a good girl
Sigani galsurok nal almyeoneun alsurok silmangman namatgetjiman

Baby don’t leave me i know you still love me
Wae geurae soljikhi na malhae niga pillyohae my lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady

(I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy
Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl
The more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain but
Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me
Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you
My lay lay lay lay lady
My lay lay lay lay lady)

"omo you are so great!!teach how to play pls..*pout*"

"of course everything for my princess"

 

i taught her how to play the guitar

well she's a fast learner

*end of flashback*

 

that same giutar

i even personalized it

"SSANTOKKI&JIYONGCHII"

 

that's what's written on the right part of the guitar

 

"Niga saranghaneun naneun sorry i’m a bad boy
Geurae charari tteona jal gayo you’re a good girl
Sigani galsurok nal almyeoneun alsurok silmangman namatgetjiman

Baby don’t leave me i know you still love me
Wae geurae soljikhi na malhae niga pillyohae my lay lay lay lay lady my lay lay lay lay lady"

 

i suddenly sang the song

it meant more now

 

donghae he's decent,gentleman a dream guy

 

no wonder dara fell for him

 

while me

 

 

a gangster

a magnet for fights

a resident of nightclubs

 

i'm a badboy

 

she's a good girl

 

it's like she's a dove

 

while i'm a crow

 

complete opposites

 

but i love her

 

that's what hurts me

 

i love the girl i can't be with

 

i love the girl i don't deserve

 

the night came again

 

i went  to the club again

 

i went to this girl on the dancefloor

a guy was wtih her  a while ago

 

"hi miss :)"

 

"hi:)"

 

she wrapped her arms on my neck

 

then we danced

 

i looked at her with seducing eyes

 

"hey dude  she's mine"

 

"well she's mine now so get your a*S out of here!!"

 

he punched me

 

i fell on the ground

 

"is that your all bastard!!"

 

then i punched him back

 

i punched him again

and again

and again

 

as if i'm releasing all the pain i have on his face

 

then i looked on the girl who was terribly shocked at what i did to her "boyfriend"

 

i caressed her cheek

 

"you're pretty."

 

a flirty smile was formed by her lips

 

"but sorry you're not my type.nice meeting you then "

 

then i walked away

 

i was outside the club

 

i brought out my  cigarette

and smoked

 

i noticed someone looking at me

 

that guy again!!

 

BLACK HOOD

 

 

"yah!!"

 

when he realized i already noticed him he ran

 

i chased him

 

"hey come back here!!who are you!!!"

 

 

 

but then he vanished again

 

 

 

i stopped catching my breath

 

 

WHO ARE YOU BLACK HOOD??

 

 

A/N

 

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