donghae invited me out for dinner tonight

 

to my surprise it's the same restaurant i went yesterday

where bigbang performed

 

i can't tell donghae

 

omo!!

 

calm down !!maybe they are not a regular here!!

yes that's right,they are not here!!

 

 

but then

 

 

 

"good evening everyone!!hope you are enjoying your stay here.we're bigbang and we're about to grace your evening people"

 

it's jiyong

 

he looked at me but i looked away

"our first song is my original..yes i wrote it it's title is butterfly..it's for the girl i truly love.to my one and only princess ,this is for you.well i see a lot of couples here ,huh.hope you'll enjoy it"

 

they started

 

that song

 

 

it's the same song

 

he sang on my birthday

 

 

*flashback*

 

at the park

 

we were sitting on a bench

 

"omo!!it's so pretty"

 

i stood and took a better glance of the oh so cute and pretty butterfly resting on a flower

 

can i say that i have this weird obsession for butterflies

 

i heard strums of guitar which brought me back to my senses

 

i looked at where it's coming from

 

it's ji with his guitar

 

"hi princess this one's for you"

 

It’s all about you, my Butterfly
Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m feeling you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Unintentionally, I look the sky like
It looks similar to when you smile
Specifically your dazzling [smile] baby
My day consists of our romantic drama
Make me cry and smile no no no

I can’t sleep, I call your name
I turn my head shyly (no matter what)
I like it this much
I rarely stop walking

Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m kissing you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterfly)

Beautiful girl

Unintentionally, I look at the ground like
I flutter so much at your 3 lettered name baby
I’ll heal your one small wounds
My love is you

Like a butterfly
You look for a flower, flutter around like a child
Your innocent eyes have a smile
Your body moves like the sky, the sky
Your eyes glimmer, glimmer
I’ve become like this
(You’re the only one girl)

Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m holding you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

I’ll promise the things I promise
We missed each other, and it makes me worry
Just to know the game it’s all the same
What, it’s this confusing
Though you can’t trust guys
Love can be forever
Why do you push and pull
Can’t act any more honest

Look at my eyes
You see my eyes
You see my lips
Listen to my heart
If you’re listening answer me
Kiss me on the cheek
My memories
Yes my heart
Yes that be all I say
If our lovingness continues a lot
Then we’ll never break up, trust me
I’ll make love to you

Every time I come close to you
(every time I’m feeling you)
Feel like I’m gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Ye you’re special to me
Your turn
La la la la la la la
Yeah my butterfly

 

 

then people watch him too

he's looking straight to my eyes

 

then after the song he put his guitar down

then go to me

 

"happy birthday my princess"

 

he gave me a bouquet of flowers

 

he huuged me tight

 

"thanks ji!!!i love you !!"

"i love you too!!yeongwonhi!!"

 

*end of flashback

 

i want to cover my ears and beg him to stop the song

 

it hurts so much

 

the memories came rushing

 

i was just controlling my tears from falling

 

donghae stood

 

 

took a small box

 

 

and knelt

 

 

what??

 

 

"dara, i know i left you for a long time and i will not repeat the same mistakes again.i wanna share the rest of my life with

you,will you marry me??"

 

this isn't a part of the plan at all

what??

 

i can feel jiyong looking at me

 

people started cheering for me to say yes

 

 

eottoke??

 

if i say no ji, might suspect and ruin everything

if i say yes,ji will be hurt

 

 

but out of nohwhere

 

"yes donghae!!i'm going to marry you!!"

 

he hugged me

 

i was staring blankly at nowhere

 

my body became weak and if donghae hasn't hugged me i might fall

 

he let go

 

i looked at the stage but ji isn't there anymore where is he??

 

"hae,let's go back to the car"

 

his smile disappeared

 

i made way back to our car

 

"hae what was that all about??"

 

"dara since we're little,i loveyou,since then my heart beats for you.dara i love you"

 

he's holding my hand while saying those things

 

all these years??i don't know

 

 

"but hae........."

 

i paused

 

 

"i'm sorry"

 

he let go of my hand

 

 

he smiled bitterly

 

"nah it's okay.just tried my luck.just in case i still hava a chance but i guess i was too late"

 

"i'm sorry hae.i'm sorry"

 

"don't worry about it :)the only reason why you said yes was jiyong,right??"

 

guilt suddenly filled my system

 

i can't answer him

 

i've hurt my friend

 

my bestfriend

 

he was there.i was afraid he would suspect that's why i said yes

 

"i'm sorry hae"

"don't worry i understand"

 

i looked at him and smiled

 

i looked out of the window

 

where did ji go??

 

"hae i have to go"

"huh??where??"

"some place"

 

"neh okay"

 

i went out

 

i was crying while i was walking

 

he's my bestfriend and now i hurt him

 

everything that's happening in my life is tragedy!!

 

i don't know if i can still do it

 

i went to the club

 

he's not here

 

i don't know where to go now!!

 

where is he??

 

is he okay??

 

donghae's pov

 

she left

 

i know she's gonna search for jiyong

 

i know

 

 

he loves that guy!!

 

i look at her as she walk away

 

as she walk away my heart was hurting big time

 

i'm just a friend

 

just a friend :(

 

 

A/N

 

two updates for this day

 

 

sorry if i fail to update for a few days

 

well i'm kinda depressed

ss5 is tomorrow

still have no ticket

 

but still hoping!!! :)

 

shoooooooooooonng!!

otakuFG