Next week will be my birthday. I'm feel really excited about the party. I want, not want, but really really really want to invite her to my birthday. Damn me confident, I don't know how to invite her. 

aish!!! I'm just going to tell her straight, then tell her the date of it. Ok, that's it. I really have no idea what to talk >.<

During the break, I walk to her seat. Wow! Just invite her to a party, how come my heart beat this fast??

"hey"

"hmm?" she lifted up her head to look at me

"uhm... Are... are you free this weekend?"

"this weekend, why?"

"you free or not?"

"you have to tell me why, then I'll tell you if I'm free. why?"

"aish! This weekend is my birthday party. Now are you free?"

"Yeah, free." she answered with a smile. That somehow make me feel relief and brighten up my mood

"good! Don't forget to come over this Saturday night, ok?"

"Is sooyoung coming too?"

What? Is she not going to come if sooyoung is not coming? Sooyoung that important to you?

My heart drop as I heard that. I invited sooyoung already, she's one important friend of mine anyway, even I'm envy her that she can be more closer to Jessica.

"Yeah sure!" I answered pretend to be cheerful.

"Oh, and victoria going too?" victoria again... Jessica can you please understand my feeling already

"yes. I invited, but I'm not sure if she can come over that day."

"She will sure go. The party owner will not happy without her, right?"

"Sure!" I scoff. She avoid my eyes and look to the side.

She's jealous? My heart fluttered knowing she's jealous of me and vic. hehe

"I want all my friends to join." I said and she turn back to look at me again. "actually, there's one person presence really important to me. Or... my heart will feel the pain if that person can't come over?" I continued

"I'm sure she is no other than Victoria, your special." cute! haha...