To my dearest Yoseobie,

annyeong yeobo, u must be franticallly finding me now right? well please dun come and find me
u wont be able to find me nor the baby.. i will be leaving korea and not come back. I will do smth
to the baby , dun worry abt me... Lets break up ok? i nid my time to think abt all this as its to sudden
we are famous people and the only difference is ur an IDOL and im a CELEBRITY! thats complicated
as im much more famous and i nid to get things done fairly good... i musnt let the world noe.
now where i am is somewhere u cant find me... i hope tat u will forget abt me and find another girl
please dun ever remember me... if u love me , forget abt me.. If u wan me to be happy then forget abt me
i wish tat we will nvr meet again... and im glad that my tummy is still quite small and i doubt tat it will be
visible for the press to see that im actually pregnant... Im sorry yeobo , but this is goodbye.... i will be leaving
but without gladys as i know she wants to be wih her Dongwoon... So here is my last good bye to u...

This are the memories we shared and i hope we can be like this in our next life
i hope that i can be ur girlfriend and wife in our next life... But this time we cant...we are not fated to be
together... The hurdles are pulling us apart... im leaving and i love u.

and this songs are here for u...

the first song that i wrote for u:

HE COULD BE THE ONE

smooth talkin,so rockin he's got everythin that a girls wantin guitar cutie he plays it groovy and i can't keep myself from doin somethin stupid
think i'm really fallin for his smile get butterfiles when says my name he's got somethin special and when he's lookin at me
i wanna get all sentimental he's got somethin special i can hardly breathe something telling me
maybe he could be the one he could be the one he could be the one oh,oh,oh he could be the one he could be the one oh,oh,oh
he's lightning sparks are flyin eveywhere i go he's always on my mind and i'm goin crazy about him lately and i can't help myself from now my heart is racin he really blows me away he's got somethin special and when he's lookin at me i wanna get all sentimental
he's got somethin special i can hardly breathe something telling me maybe he could be the one he he could be the one
and he's got away of makin me feel like everything i do is perfectly fine the stars are aligned
when i'm with him and that's all into him he's got somethin special and when he's lookin at me
i wanna get all sentimental he's got somethin special i can hardly breathe something telling me
maybe he could be the one he could be the one

the last song that i jus wrote for u:

ANOTHER LIFE

Well I believe in love. But not the kind that screws you up. No. I believe in time and chance. Cause' I'm not one for making plans
Well you gone down in history . And that's just what it is to me .I believe in moving on. When the sentiment of love is gone
But if I'm cryin' Over you. And I won't lie, Even times I do. When you turn around. I'll be gone. And that means goodbye. I'll see you in another life
I'll see you in another life. I don't know where I'm going. But when you turn around. I'll be gone. And that means goodbye
Well I believe in love. But not that kind that breaks you up. No. I don't regret the day I fell. Here's to life. I wish you well
But if I'm cryin' Over you. And I won't lie. Even times I do. When you turn around. I'll be gone. And that means goodbye
I'll see you in another life. I'll see you in another life. I don't know where I'm going. But when you turn around
I'll be gone. And that means goodbye. Well I know you're full. Full of good intentions. Yeah. But that don't change a thing
Cause' I'm already out of here. Oh. Oh. When you turn around. I'll be gone. And that means goodbye
I'll see you in another life. I'll see you in another life.I don't know where I'm going. But when you turn around
I'll be gone. And that means goodbye.Yeah. Yeah. I'll see you in another life. I'll see you in another life
I don't know where I'm going. But when you turn around. I'll be gone. And that means goodbye
I'll see you in another life. I'll see you in another life. I don't know where I'm going. But when you turn around
I'll be gone. And that means goodbye

oppa , i hope u listen to this song also , its a song that i wrote abt u... during this period of time before i let go..
and well i got it into studio and now u can listen.

LOVE THAT LETS GO

Yoseob yeobo , pyong... i hope to see u being the next top singer in korea... and so that i can be proud to say " HEY! i know this guy"..

annyeon... saranghae... muah!

~~~~~

after writing that letter i teared up and left it by ur bed side and took ur luggage and left silently in the dark night heading towards incheon airport....

" Flight number XXXX flying towards Nashville Tennesse flight is ready for boarding.."

" here goes.... good bye korea... i love u... and to all my dearest chingus and loved ones.... i wont be back.... "

you decided to give Gladys a call before u left..

" Hello? GLadys are u awake?"

" yeah dearie... where are u now? airport alr?"

" yeah.. ill call u when im there with a different phone number dun worry.. and please dun tell the rest of them please?"

" yes i will not tell them.. and i will fly to nashville in two weeks time and meet u... and please take care of u and kiseob.... arrasso?"

" deh Gladys... abt ur flight here... i willl book the tickets for u ok?"

" deh.. good nights i love u babe.. call me when ur there take care..."

" deh pyong.."

on the flight in business class... u was talking to ur baby boy ,

" kiseob arh.... i jus knew u were a boy so i decided to call u kiseob because seob reminds me of ur dady yoseob... ki is because i love how it ryhmes with the name... well baby. do come out healthily... but im sorry i cant give u a complete family, i wish i could but i dun wan to ruin ur daddy's life... im soo sorry.."

u started tearing up..................