It took Half an hour for Kai to cool him down, He was over thinking about something, something that bothering his mind, Hwa-Young. He was miserable.  He never felt this way, he know He shouldn’t feel like this He even didn’t understand his feelings. Feelings that he never receives or felt. He narrows his eyes outside his windows; nobody was there only single waterfall filled the silence.
“What’s wrong with this car. “  He finally opened his mouth.
He placed his hand on his forehead, “I’m sweating a lot” He flashed a smile. A smile that anyone can fake it OR everyone will knew it’s was a faked smile. He tilt his head against the window, while locking his eyes with the diary. “Should I? “ He formed a fishy smile.
He took the diary and went out from his car, leaving the car's door opened.
He sit at a calmly place, where he can relaxed, A place where the sounds of clean waterfall can be heared. Kai liked it, He love any place that suits him. He can feel his sweats on his hands, “Aish.” He sighed, he started to loosen his tie a bit, showing some skins He adjusts himself on the grass and start to read the diary. Just before he about to opened the page, someone tap his shoulder, making him turned, He sighed after seeing that person, “What are you doing here? “ He asked leaning Kai a cup of a hot coffee.
Kai took it “ Nothing much. “ Kai answered as he a sip of the coffee. “The man smiled and placed himself besides Kai. “ What brings you here?” he asked while exhaling his cigarette. “nothing. “ Kai simply answered.
“Must be something happened. “ That man looked Kai. “and what that’s?” he added while pointing to the diary.
“A book. “ kai answered.
“I’m just having a walk here, Didn’t know we will meet here, Luckily I bring some extra coffees. “ he smiled and inhale the cigarette.
“When will you go home and meet grandma? “ Kai asked while his eyes focused on the waterfall.
“I don’t know. “ that man smiled.
“Anyway, How’s your life so far? Where’s Luhan? “ That man asked.
Kai eyes widen hearing Luhan name been mention by his uncle.
“Both of you will go here together, he’s  busy? I never meet him for ages. Are you two study toget--
“can you leave me alone here? “ Kai cutted his uncle and take a sip of the coffee.
“Oh sure then. “ He smiled and leaving his cigarette on the ground. “See you around then. “He added while waving kai some goodbye. Kai just flashed him his smile in replied to his goodbyes.

That’s right. Uncle didn’t know about me and Luhan, Our friendship are broke just because that one girl. That one girl that ruined our friendship, it’s true that I didn’t see my uncle for ages but I still remembered his faces and his attitude leaving the cigarette on the ground. He didn’t changed, He is a tough man, He lost his wife and his son years ago, If his wife and son are still alive today, Dad will not ruin the company and I can life my life freely and didn’t have to be in an arranged marriage where every company do this to their sons, I mean SOME. But yes, If they still alive I don’t know if I can life my life like his, He travel everywhere trying to fit himself in this world. Living in same air with Grandma is hard for him, Grandma didn’t hate him, but he hate Grandma, but Grandma is His MOM. He didn’t hate us, He just feels this Life is unfair; he lost his family and his company in the same day. I still remember that time, He was crying hard, I didn’t understand at first, I was 6 years old that time, Grandma didt tell me what happened that time, I keep on searching my cousin, But grandma told me he is living in America. I was pretty stupid that time when I trust her, I didn’t know my only cousin died until I’m 15 years old. I didn’t know if I should enjoyed this life, Life are not belong to me.

A call on his phone break his thought, He quickly picked the phone “what?” he said.
“Where are you? You missed class! “A Voice yelled from the phone.
“Why?”
“Where are you? You should go home right now, Your mother is searching for you. She called me many times. “
 Kai just ended the call after he heard the reason why Sehun Called him. He took the diary with him and drove away.

--
Hwa-Young was with Chanyeol, She and Chanyeol was walking while having some awkward conversations.
“Kai was lonely since he find out that his cousin died years ago. “ That the first time Hwa-young heard Chanyeol realy serious and in sudden Chanyeol talked about Kai
Hwa-Young eyes widen hearing that.
“He have his reason why he act like that, He always think that he is stupid when his grandma lied to him, telling his cousin was overseas. “ He added.
Hwa-Young stared at the window, Hwa-Young knows Chanyeol what Kai actually felt, She also lonely, she didn’t know about her real parent or her past.
“But I don’t really know about you. Mind to share?” Chbreak the silence.
“I don’t have any interesting stories about me. “ Hwa-young said in low voice.
“Any stories, Your story will be interesting. “ Chanyeol smiled.
Hwa-Young remain silence.
“Umm.. What’s wrong with you leg?” He asked.
“actually I didn’t know anything about myself, I’m still curious about myself. The doctor told me I’ve injured my leg and I can’t really walk without crutch. “
“Curious? “ He asked.
“The doctor told me I lost my memory and I’m still hoping I can see my family.”
“Family? You have family! “ He shocked.
Hwa-Young just nodded leaving Chanyeol puzzled.
“What a nice night. “ Chanyeol changed the topics.
Hwa-Young just smiled.
“Sorry for --
“It’s okay, Go in! It’s cold here. You may catch a cold. “ Chanyeol smiled.
“See you tomorrow. “ Hwa-Young bowed.

“did she just said See you tomorrow? “ Chanyeol  whisper.


---
The meeting finally ended, Luhan rested his head against the chair. He closed his eyes for a moment.
“Prepare a car, I want to go home. “  Luhan said as he slowly put the gadget on the table.
“Okay sir. “

“I don’t know what should I do. “ Luhan sighed.
“Should I go back to Korea? And meet Mr.hwa? “ Luhan asked.
“Sir, your car is ready. “

“I miss the old times. “ Luhan said as he walked.
He didn’t very social since Hwa-Young death, He always cold to people around him except his family and his friends. He knows he should move on, but he can’t, Hwa-Young is very fragile in his heart, He knows he shouldn’t like this for someone who already dead, But He cant. It’s just… he can’t. He still can accept the fact Hwa-Young rejected him but he can’t accept the fact she’s died. Hwa-Young is dead.
Arrived home, he went to his room without saying something to his family. He just passed them all like that.
“Oppa! “ A girl called Luhan from the stairs.
“Oh Hana. “
“Mom Bought me this. “ She showed her Barbie dolls.
“Okay, let’s play with oppa okay? I’ll be here in 15 minutes. “ Luhan smiled as he pat hana head.
Hana is Luhan’s Niece, She live one roof with Luhan. Her mother leave her to Luhan’s family,

Hana followed Luhan secretly Behind Luhan, With Barbie dolls in her both hands. She followed Luhan, Luhan’s room are full with A Girl’s pictures. Hana entered Luhan room silently while Luhan in the bathroom changing his clothes. Hana stared at the picture.
“She’s beautiful.” Hana smiled.
“She must be Oppa’s girlfriend. “ Hana smiled.
“Annyeong! “ Hana talked with the picture while waving the dolls to the girl inside the picture.
“Hana.. “ Luhan shocked.
“O-Oppa. “ Hana shocked.
“What are you doing here?” Luhan asked and lowered his knee and faced Hana.

“Oppa.. Who Is she?” Hana glared at Luhan.
“Oh this?” Luhan smiled as he took the pictures from Hana.
“Yeah. “ Hanna smiled.
“How about Oppa tell you some interesting stories instead of playing the barbie dolls? “ luhan took the dolls from hana and out it aside.
“Okay! “ Hana said happily.
“Okay, Let Oppa lift you.” Luhan smiled while clapping his hands.

Luhan bring Hana to the play room.
“Wait here. Oppa need to take something. “Luhan smiled.
“Okay” She smiled.

Luhan was wearing his white V-neck T shirt and his black pants. His hear was messy, wet a little bit. He took out the black book that neatly placed beside his bed and back to hana.

“what’s that?” Hana asked Luhan.
Luhan adjust his seat “Wanna sit here? “ Luhan asked Hana while keep patting his thight.
“Sure.” Hana smiled and sit herself at Luhan’s thight, with her small pillow in her arms.
“Okay, ready?” Luhan smiled.
“More than Ready! “ She smiled.

Luhan slowly opened the book, Hana eyes widen, her jaw dropped when she saw a same face earlier at Luhan’s room.
“Same girl right? “ Hana asked while shooting Luhan a serious face.
“yeah. Oppa is not a player Hana… “ Luhan laughed.
“I hate player. My friend cheated on me. I saw he gave melisa a beautiful flowe. “ Hana told luhan.
“How could you –
“Don’t tell dad. “ Hana smile.
Luhan just laughed.
“This is Hwa-Young, She’s same age as me. She’s pretty isn’t?” Luhan asked.
“yeah… she’s beautiful, more than beautiful, she has a sweet smile. “ Hana looked Luhan.
“Where is she now Oppa?” Hana asked.
Luhan didn’t answered.
“Oppa will tell you when you grow up, oppa promises. “ Luhan force a smile.
Hana nodded, She know something. She don’t want to give Luhan a lot of pressure. “Oppa is this you?! “ Hana stopped Luhan who’s keep flipping the pages.
“Oh this is Oppa with Hwa-Young. “ Luhan smiled.
“This picture was taken when oppa start My first school in Seoul with Hwa-Young. “ Luhan told.
Hana just ‘Oh. ‘ and start flipping the pages randomly. “ This? “ She asked.
“This is when Oppa’s 17^th birthday, Hwa-Young planned a surprise birthday for Oppa at the stadium. “ Luhan smiled.
“You really love her. You keep her photos everywhere, and you arrange the photos neatly. “
“Oppa… This photos is funny. Hwa-Young .. No I should call her unnie since She’s your girl friend.. “
“Oppa… uniie look funny in this pictures… “
“Oppa ….. “
“oppaaaa? …”
hana raised her head to see Luhan, Luhan was holding his tears.
“Oppa are you crying? “ Hana asked Luhan.
Luhan didn’t answer, His tears fell on Hwa-Young faces, Hana realizes her oppa tears fell on Hwa-Young pictures.
“Oppa, Don’t cry. Look Hwa-Young Unnie is crying too. Stop crying. She will be sad if seeing you crying like this. “ Hana picked up the picture and show Luhan.
Luhan just nodded and take the picture from Hana,
Someone was watching Hana and Luhan from the paly room’s door, Luhan’s mother watched all, She listened to Luhan conversation with Hana, After hearing a soft sobs from Luhan, She tried to go to Luhan to comfort him, but she shouldn’t comfort him, let he calm himself.
“Hana… come to grandma … come here.. “ She called Hana.
Hana quickly go to Luhan’s mother who is her Grandma.
“Hana, Leave your oppa alone, go play with the maids.. “ Luhan’s mother whisper to Hana and pat Hana’s head.
Hana nodded, she take a look at Luhan before she leave Luhan alone, “Will oppa be okay?” Hana asked Luhan’s mother.
hearing those question, Luhan’s mothers cant let any word, but to comfort her she should lie at Hana. “Luhan will be okay Hana. “ Luhan’s mother looked at Luhan who’s holding Hwa-Young picture that Hana gave to him earlier  in his hand tightly. Luhan’s mother didn’t know what to do for Luhan, She tried everything for her son but Luhan  .. He still cant. Her heart broke into pieces when she heard a sobs coming from Luhan and Hwa-young… The girl that Luhan love the most leave him in this cruel world. 016 – Kai Past, Luhan Sobs
It took Half an hour for Kai to cool him down, He was over thinking about something, something that bother his mind, Hwa-Young. He was miserable.  He never felt this way, he know He shouldn’t feel like this He even didn’t understand his feelings. Feelings that he never receives or felt. He narrows his eyes outside his windows; nobody was there only single waterfall filled the silence.
“What’s wrong with this car. “  He finally opened his mouth.
He placed his hand on his forehead, “I’m sweating a lot” He flashed a smile. A smile that anyone can fake it OR everyone will knew it’s was a faked smile. He tilt his head against the window, while locking his eyes with the diary. “Should I? “ He formed a fishy smile.
He took the diary and went out from his car, leaving his car door opened.
He sit at a calmly place, where he can relaxed, A place where the sounds of clean waterfall can be heared. Kai liked it, He love any place that suits him. He can feel his sweats on his hands, “Aish.” He sighed, he started to loosen his tie a bit, showing some o skins He adjusts himself on the grass and start to read the diary. Just before he about to opened the page, someone tap his shoulder, making him turned, He sighed after seeing that person, “What are you doing here? “ He asked leaning Kai’s a cup of hot coffee.
Kai took it “ Nothing much. “ Kai answered as he a sip of the coffee. “The man smiled and placed himself besides Kai. “ What brings you her?” he asked while exhaling his cigarette. “nothing. “ Kai simply answered.
“Must be something happened. “ That man looked Kai. “and what that’s?” he added while pointing to the diary.
“A book. “ kai answered.
“I’m just having a walk here, Didn’t know we will meet here, Luckily I bring some extra coffees. “ he smiled and inhale the cigarette.
“When will you go home and meet grandma? “ Kai asked while his eyes focused on the waterfall.
“I don’t know. “ that man smiled.
“Anyway, How’s your life so far? Where’s Luhan? “ That man asked.
Kai eyes widen hearing Luhan name been mention by his uncle.
“Both of you will go here together, he’s  busy? I never meet him for ages. Are you two study toget--
“can you leave me alone here? “ Kai cutted his uncle and take a sip of the coffee.
“Oh sure then. “ He smiled and leaving his cigarette on the ground. “See you around then. “He added while waving kai some goodbye. Kai just flashed him his smile in replied to his goodbyes.

That’s right. Uncle didn’t know about me and Luhan, Our friendship are broke just because that one girl. That one girl that ruined our friendship, it’s true that I didn’t see my uncle for ages but I still remembered his faces and his attitude leaving the cigarette on the ground. He didn’t changed, He is a tough man, He lost his wife and his son years ago, If his wife and son are still alive today, Dad will not ruin the company and I can life my life freely and didn’t have to be in an arranged marriage where every company do this to their sons, I mean SOME. But yes, If they still alive I don’t know if I can life my life like his, He travel everywhere trying to fit himself in this world. Living in same air with Grandma is hard for him, Grandma didn’t hate him, but he hate Grandma, but Grandma is His MOM. He didn’t hate us, He just feels this Life is unfair; he lost his family and his company in the same day. I still remember that time, He was crying hard, I didn’t understand at first, I was 6 years old that time, Grandma didt tell me what happened that time, I keep on searching my cousin, But grandma told me he is living in America. I was pretty stupid that time when I trust her, I didn’t know my only cousin died until I’m 15 years old. I didn’t know if I should enjoyed this life, Life are not belong to me.

A call on his phone break his thought, He quickly picked the phone “what?” he said.
“Where are you? You missed class! “A Voice yelled from the phone.
“Why?”
“Where are you? You should go home right now, Your mother is searching for you. She called me many times. “
 Kai just ended the call after he heard the reason why Sehun Called him. He took the diary with him and drove away.

--
Hwa-Young was with Chanyeol, She and Chanyeol was walking while having some awkward conversations.
“Kai was lonely since he find out that his cousin died years ago. “
Hwa-Young eyes widen hearing that.
“He have his reason why he act like that, He always think that he is stupid when his grandma lied to him, telling his cousin was overseas. “ He added.
Hwa-Young stared at the window, Hwa-Young knows what Kai actually felt, She also lonely, she didn’t know about her real parent or her past.
“But I don’t really know about you. Mind to share?” Kai break the silence.
“I don’t have any interesting stories about me. “ Hwa-young said in low voice.
“Any stories, Your story will be interesting. “ Chanyeol smiled.
Hwa-Young remain silence.
“Umm.. What’s wrong with you leg?” He asked.
“actually I didn’t know anything about myself, I’m still curious about myself. The doctor told me I’ve injured my leg and I can’t really walk without crutch. “
“Curious? “ He asked.
“The doctor told me I lost my memory and I’m still hoping I can see my family.”
“Family? You have family! “ He shocked.
Hwa-Young just nodded leaving Chanyeol puzzled.
“What a nice night. “ Chanyeol changed the topics.
Hwa-Young just smiled.
“Sorry for --
“It’s okay, Go in! It’s cold here. You may catch a cold. “ Chanyeol smiled.
“See you tomorrow. “ Hwa-Young bowed.

“did she just said See you tomorrow? “ Chanyeol  whisper.


---
The meeting finally ended, Luhan rested his head against the chair. He closed his eyes for a moment.
“Prepare a car, I want to go home. “  Luhan said as he slowly put the gadget on the table.
“Okay sir. “

“I don’t know what should I do. “ Luhan sighed.
“Should I go back to Korea? And meet Mr.hwa? “ Luhan asked.
“Sir, your car is ready. “

“I miss the old times. “ Luhan said as he walked.
He didn’t very social since Hwa-Young death, He always cold to people around him except his family and his friends. He knows he should move on, but he can’t, Hwa-Young is very fragile in his heart, He knows he shouldn’t like this for someone who already dead, But He cant. It’s just… he can’t. He still can accept the fact Hwa-Young rejected him but he can’t accept the fact she’s died. Hwa-Young is dead.
Arrived home, he went to his room without saying something to his family. He just passed them all like that.
“Oppa! “ A girl called Luhan from the stairs.
“Oh Hana. “
“Mom Bought me this. “ She showed her Barbie dolls.
“Okay, let’s play with oppa okay? I’ll be here in 15 minutes. “ Luhan smiled as he pat hana head.
Hana is Luhan’s Niece, She live one roof with Luhan. Her mother leave her to Luhan’s family,

Hana followed Luhan secretly Behind Luhan, With Barbie dolls in her both hands. She followed Luhan, Luhan’s room are full with A Girl’s pictures. Hana entered Luhan room silently while Luhan in the bathroom changing his clothes. Hana stared at the picture.
“She’s beautiful.” Hana smiled.
“She must be Oppa’s girlfriend. “ Hana smiled.
“Annyeong! “ Hana talked with the picture while waving the dolls to the girl inside the picture.
“Hana.. “ Luhan shocked.
“O-Oppa. “ Hana shocked.
“What are you doing here?” Luhan asked and lowered his knee and faced Hana.

“Oppa.. Who Is she?” Hana glared at Luhan.
“Oh this?” Luhan smiled as he took the pictures from Hana.
“Yeah. “ Hanna smiled.
“How about Oppa tell you some interesting stories instead of playing the barbie dolls? “ luhan took the dolls from hana and out it aside.
“Okay! “ Hana said happily.
“Okay, Let Oppa lift you.” Luhan smiled while clapping his hands.

Luhan bring Hana to the play room.
“Wait here. Oppa need to take something. “Luhan smiled.
“Okay” She smiled.

Luhan was wearing his white V-neck T shirt and his black pants. His hear was messy, wet a little bit. He took out the black book that neatly placed beside his bed and back to hana.

“what’s that?” Hana asked Luhan.
Luhan adjust his seat “Wanna sit here? “ Luhan asked Hana while keep patting his thight.
“Sure.” Hana smiled and sit herself at Luhan’s thight, with her small pillow in her arms.
“Okay, ready?” Luhan smiled.
“More than Ready! “ She smiled.

Luhan slowly opened the book, Hana eyes widen, her jaw dropped when she saw a same face earlier at Luhan’s room.
“Same girl right? “ Hana asked while shooting Luhan a serious face.
“yeah. Oppa is not a player Hana… “ Luhan laughed.
“I hate player. My friend cheated on me. I saw he gave melisa a beautiful flowe. “ Hana told luhan.
“How could you –
“Don’t tell dad. “ Hana smile.
Luhan just laughed.
“This is Hwa-Young, She’s same age as me. She’s pretty isn’t?” Luhan asked.
“yeah… she’s beautiful, more than beautiful, she has a sweet smile. “ Hana looked Luhan.
“Where is she now Oppa?” Hana asked.
Luhan didn’t answered.
“Oppa will tell you when you grow up, oppa promises. “ Luhan force a smile.
Hana nodded, She know something. She don’t want to give Luhan a lot of pressure. “Oppa is this you?! “ Hana stopped Luhan who’s keep flipping the pages.
“Oh this is Oppa with Hwa-Young. “ Luhan smiled.
“This picture was taken when oppa start My first school in Seoul with Hwa-Young. “ Luhan told.
Hana just ‘Oh. ‘ and start flipping the pages randomly. “ This? “ She asked.
“This is when Oppa’s 17^th birthday, Hwa-Young planned a surprise birthday for Oppa at the stadium. “ Luhan smiled.
“You really love her. You keep her photos everywhere, and you arrange the photos neatly. “
“Oppa… This photos is funny. Hwa-Young .. No I should call her unnie since She’s your girl friend.. “
“Oppa… uniie look funny in this pictures… “
“Oppa ….. “
“oppaaaa? …”
hana raised her head to see Luhan, Luhan was holding his tears.
“Oppa are you crying? “ Hana asked Luhan.
Luhan didn’t answer, His tears fell on Hwa-Young faces, Hana realizes her oppa tears fell on Hwa-Young pictures.
“Oppa, Don’t cry. Look Hwa-Young Unnie is crying too. Stop crying. She will be sad if seeing you crying like this. “ Hana picked up the picture and show Luhan.
Luhan just nodded and take the picture from Hana,
Someone was watching Hana and Luhan from the paly room’s door, Luhan’s mother watched all, She listened to Luhan conversation with Hana, After hearing a soft sobs from Luhan, She tried to go to Luhan to comfort him, but she shouldn’t comfort him, let he calm himself.
“Hana… come to grandma … come here.. “ She called Hana.
Hana quickly go to Luhan’s mother who is her Grandma.
“Hana, Leave your oppa alone, go play with the maids.. “ Luhan’s mother whisper to Hana and pat Hana’s head.
Hana nodded, she take a look at Luhan before she leave Luhan alone, “Will oppa be okay?” Hana asked Luhan’s mother.
hearing those question, Luhan’s mothers cant let any word, but to comfort her she should lie at Hana. “Luhan will be okay Hana. “ Luhan’s mother looked at Luhan who’s holding Hwa-Young picture that Hana gave to him earlier  in his hand tightly. Luhan’s mother didn’t know what to do for Luhan, She tried everything for her son but Luhan  .. He still cant. Her heart broke into pieces when she heard a sobs coming from Luhan and Hwa-young… The girl that Luhan love the most leave him in this cruel world.