Hey, _____. Do you have time tomorrow? Zelo. – 6.23 PM.

Hey, Zelo. Uhm, yes I guess so. Why? _____. – 6.25 PM.

I wanted to see the campus, tomorrow. Would you be so kind and show me around? – 6.26 PM.

Yeah, Sure why not. I have a morning lecture, but I could show you around after, if that’s okay for you. -6.30 PM.

Great. When should I be there? – 6. 34 PM.

What about 12 PM? -6.37 PM.

Sure, I’ll wait for you at the front gate. – 6.39 PM.

“_____!” I heard my name and turned around to see a happy smiling Zelo running towards me. “I’m so sorry, I hope I’m not late. My mom forced me to tidy up my room before I go.” He rolled his eyes and rubbed his neck, looking everywhere but my eyes. “It’s okay, don’t worry.” I smiled and pointed behind me. “Let’s go in, come on.”

We were walking in silence through the halls, but not an awkward silence. It was a rather comfortable silence, and I couldn’t help but smile at that. I still can’t believe the fact that I got used to be around him that fast, I don’t stiffen around him anymore, I feel secure. I think the time we spent together, the stories we told each other, the trust we showed the other one helped a lot.

When we didn’t see each other, we talked on phone. When we didn’t talk on phone, we wrote each other. I don’t know everything about him yet, but I do know a lot more than a few weeks ago. Maybe even more than normal people could think of.

I showed him some parts of my school, such as the rooms where the lectures were held, but explained him the different departments, too. My University consists of a Visual Arts department in which I am, a Traditional Arts department and a music department and many more. Zelo himself was amazed about all the different departments and said that he liked this school already because of that.

As we were walking further to show him the cafeteria, I felt a gaze staring at me. No doubt it was Zelos. “Why are you looking at me?” I said without looking at him. “Huh? Eh.. It’s nothing.” He quickly turned around when I faced him. A faint blush could be seen on his cheeks and I couldn’t help but blush myself, smiling like a complete idiot and looking straight forward again.

“Are you su-“ – “You look beautiful today.” He said, gnawing on his bottom lip. I think he’s just nervous. “Thank you Zelo. You yourself look handsome, too.” I giggled and looked down shyly.

“Zelo?” I heard someone say behind us and when I turned around, I saw an unfamiliar face. Must be a student from another Department, because I surely don’t know him but since he is on the campus, he must be a studying here. “Oh Hyung,” Zelo tilted his head slightly, blinking twice. “what are you doing here? I thought you had no lectures today.”

“I hadn’t but I went to the library to study for my upcoming exam.” The asked one said. “Uhm.. Zelo?” I said, smiling at him. “Huh? Oh yeah, Himchan Hyung, that’s Yoo _____. And _____, That’s Himchan, Kim Himchan. He’s also at this University.” He pointed to me, then to him as he introduced us.

“Nice to meet you _____. Zelo told me a lot about you already. ” He bowed and I bowed back. “Nice to meet you as well, Himchan-ssi.” He smiled. “From what Zelo told me I think we fit each other better than you two.” I could only laugh at his joke, what a silly hyung Zelo has. “Hehe, and why do you assume that?” I winked at him playfully. “Simple. Because I’m older than you and Zelo is not.”

“w-wait, what?” My smile slowly faded as I looked at Himchan-ssi. “Our baby here is only 18.” He ruffled Zelos hair, zelo hitting him on his shoulder. “Shut up hyung. Don’t call me baby.” He then turned to me but I was too shocked to even notice his presence. I couldn’t feel anybody’s presence. It felt like my world was falling down slowly, like something heavy is on my shoulders, forcing me on my knees, but I didn’t. I couldn’t feel anything, I felt numb.

“_____, hey.. Is everything okay? Are you alright?” He patted my back when I touched my forehead.

I don’t love you anymore. In fact, I never loved you.

I only used you, okay? Who would love you anyway.

You’re too old for me, I’m getting sick of you.

For your information, I already found someone else. Someone who is younger than me, not older.

Zelo is younger than me. Is younger than me by two years. This can’t be. Please tell me, this is a joke.

“_____, are you there?” Zelo poked my cheek, but I shoved it away. Why is this always happening to me? I swore myself not to fall in love with someone who is younger than me, yet I did. Yes, I developed some feelings for him, I’m not sure if it’s already really love but I’m sure I’m starting to feel for him in this way.

I was starting to have feelings for him.

I couldn’t help but let my tears flow down my cheek. Was my past repeating itself again? What did I do to deserve this? Wasn’t one heartbreak enough? I looked down, facing the floor and sniffled. I can’t let this happen again. I’m rational when I say that I can’t love him, right? It’s impossible for me to do this again, to be in this kind of situation.

“Hey, hey… What’s wrong?” Zelo held my face in his hands and wiped my tears away. “’Why are you cr-“

“I’m sorry, Zelo. I can’t..” I sniffled again. “Can’t ..what?” He looked at me. “I..have to go, bye zelo.” I shoved his hand away again and ran away, leaving him and himchan-ssi dumbfounded in the hall. Why does it have to be Zelo? Why can’t he be older than me? I trusted him, I loved everything on him, I loved his personality and just when I thought I could be happy after him, this is happening to me again. Why am I doing this to myself all the time? And why didn’t Youngjae tell me this earlier? Youngjae.

He has to explain things to me. Immediately. Suddenly, I bumped into someone, but I didn’t turn away. I have other things to care about.

“Sorry.” was the only thing I said before I left. 

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