why?
i want youByunghun pov:
' okay i have been going with this pregnant thing for a week. i dun know how to tell him! what if he breks up with me thinking i am sick, or retarted, or maybe not even planning to go that far?! AGH! no good options!'I got really fustrated and i could tell other people were staring at me but that didn't give me a thing i was to busy thinking that either way he will end up breaking up with me! then my eyes widen 'if he is gonna break up with me then i should just do it first!' my phone went off it was a message from chunji i opened to see the message
from: Chunji
Hey babe, i miss you! i will be out in a bit so don't worry i love you~
I kinda got teary by reading that i felt bad for him but i would have to do it before things got worse :(
To:Chunji
... Hyung meet me at the park after work, there is something i need to tell you
from:Chunji
ok
i got up and went walking home to get ready.
Chunji's pov:
from: Byungie
... Hyung meet me at the park after work, there is something i need to tell you
i have a felling something is wrong he never calls me hyung i could only reply the only way i knew how to which was ok the whole day at work i was nervouse and sweating i don't know what he wants to tell me but god let it be ok
Byunghun's pov:
i was wating at the park for a couple of minitues before i saw chunji arrive
"hi" dang i'm so stupid for saying that
"hey"
"I need to talk to you about something"
"...ok what is it?"
things started to shake up for me i was getting really nervoude i felt like i could start crying in a blink of an eye.I looked up to Chunji the most beatifulest person i will ever see in my entire life. i got kinda worried cause chunji was looking at me concerned
"baby what is wrong?" he caressed my cheek
and then it popped i was starting to cry that was what this was all about then i spoke
"Hyu*Hicup*ng... thing..s came up a..and i think it would be best if we b...br..broke u...p..up" i stuttered
Chunji made me cry again he had the most hurted expresion i had ever seen he just looked so sad and hurt like if a bullet went straight threw his heart
"why?" he started to cry
"what came up? are u leaving to america?"
"N..No b..bu..You wouldn't understand"
"Whatever it is i can fix it we can solve it together like we always do"
"No Ch..unji T..this is n..no math problem! t...this is something else something that can only be fixed two ways" (kill it or keep it)
"no we can fix this why don't you tell me?"
"Cause If I tell you it will end up like this anyway!"
Chunjis eyes widen
"I will let it slide if cheeted on me..""no chunji it's not that"
it started to dribble then it was pouring
i was looking Chunji in the eye cause of the rain it would be easy to say he wasn't crying but you could actually hear him cry
"why? i know you love me so why?"
i couldn't help it i started to cry harder
"you are just making it harder for both of us"
"Chunji please"
"PLEASE WHAT?! ARE YOU BEGGING ME TO LET YOU GO CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT!"
he was right was i begging him to let me go? i didn't answer i didn't know how to so i just said the only thing i could say
"goodbye" i got up wiped my eyes and started to walk away
" don't do this!" he was still crying
i felt his arms snake around me
i started to cry
"Chunji please" i pushed him and ran off Chunji on the other hand was crying hard calling my name.
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when i reached home i went straight to shower after that i went to eat a soup or something then i got on my bed the whole time i couldn't stop crying and the only reson i did it was for the baby i went to bed and cried myself to sleep luckily it was friday. but i wonder if chunji is ok and how did he take it
Chunji's pov:
i stood there in the rain did this really just happen did me and byungie just break up? i felt sick in my tummy and ran to the nearest trash can and vometed once i was done i cried again and walked home the only thing stuck on my head was 'why?'
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