http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6l0LnzDQlWk

Is it love, or just a curse
Do you feel good when I hurt
I need your heart to open up
If this love's not real, then it's just my luck

Mommy help me, I need your help
This little boy, he took my love
And he says these things that make my body pump up
But then he runs leavin me un-done
And I don't understand
For he said he'd be my man

Is it love, or just a curse
Do you feel good when I hurt
I need your heart to open up
If this love's not real, then it's just my luck

Daddy listen, I gave it up
I'm not your little girl
My cherry, and all the trust is missing
But please listen, what do I do
I know you wanna hurt him
But I like what he do, he's only doin what you used to

Is it love, or just a curse
Do you feel good when I hurt
I need your heart to open up
If this love's not real, then it's just my luck

You never told me bout the birds and the bees
Or bout hide n' go seek or what he gets when he finds me
The biggest mistakes in the choices I make
Won't you help me decide, what's goin down in my mind

Is it love, or just a curse
Do you feel good when I hurt
I need your heart to open up
If this love's not real, then it's just my luck  2x

That thing you're puttin on me
Has got me so confused
Won't somebody help me, tell me what should I do
In my heart it feels so good, is it just a curse
Will it get better, or will it get worse

Is it love, or just a curse
Do you feel good when I hurt
I need your heart to open up
If this love's not real, then it's just my luck

Repeat To Fade

I stopped singing and leaned back on my chair, I hope I didn’t sing loud enough for people to hear.

I wish I knew my dad.

My eyes watered, if he’d been around the things that happened to my mum and me wouldn’t have happened.

I sighed, wiped my eyes and stood up, It’s late, I should sleep. I yawned and took off my clothes; I reached for my pyjamas when the door opened. My head snapped to the doorway and Key was standing there staring at my body, my eyes widened, oh no, my scars.

“Stop staring and close the ing door!” I growled at him, he shook his head like he was snapped out of thinking and he quickly closed the door, causing it to slam shut.

I put on my pyjamas, crawled into bed and sighed angrily.

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I pretended to be sick so I wouldn’t have to go to school and face Key. I curled up into a small ball and pulled out my phone I texted the last number on my contacts.

To: Zico (Mobile)

Zico, Key saw my scars....

It wasn’t long before a reply back.

From: Zico (Mobile)

...Scars? What scars?

I facepalmed, dammit I hadn’t told him about that part yet, I’m stupid. I sighed.

To: Zico (Mobile)

Come to my house afterschool and I’ll tell you then.

Before I even blinked I had a reply.

From: Zico (Mobile)

...Why don’t I just come now? What’s your address?

I rolled my eyes.

To: Zico (Mobile)

You’re in school, duh.

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From: Zico (Mobile)

I’ve ditched before, I’ll ditch again. The teachers are used to it and don’t care anyway. I’m texting in class and they ain’t batting an eyelid.

He’s got a point.

To: Zico (Mobile)

Okay, it’s (insert address here). Just ring the doorbell and tell the maid that I invited you.

I lay in silence waiting for a reply.

From: Zico (Mobile)

.....You have a ing maid?

I just laughed and locked my phone.

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Here's a short chappie cuz I'm tired today.

I haven't made any checks so grammar might be lacking.

Much love <3