Boundries

Confused Feelings

Kevins POV 

I woke up this morning feeling great. Not only did I become friends with Eli again but I slept like an angel. My only worries for today is that Dongho still won't accept Eli despite what I told him last night after Eli left my house. I got up surprisingly early, even before my alarm clock. I got up and did my usual routine for the mornings and saw that I had some extra time. I textd Dongho if he was willing to go to school early with me but he didn'y reply. Is that kid still sleeping?. Ugh what ever. I scrolled down my contacts and wondered if I should ask Eli. I decided to text him and ask him if he was willing to walk with me this morning. He quickly replied and said sure. I told him to pick me up from my house in 3 minutes but insisted he'll be there in one. I walked over to the kitchen and grabbed two apples. One for me and one for Eli. When I closed the door I saw my mother standing near the table looking at me.

"You're up early today"

"Yeah I had a good sleep last night"

"Listen Kevin I have to talk to you about me and your father. It's really important." I was scared of what she was going to say but thank God Eli rang the door bell just in time.

"Sorry Mom I have to go, tell me later!" I blew her a kiss and headed out. I opened the door and grabbed Eli's wrist wanting to get out of there already. If I think what my mother was gonna say was true then I wouldn't be able to bare it. I hastily guided Eli away from my house and he just followed with a puzzled face. I'm so glad I found someone who understands what I go through. I let go of Elis wrist when we reached the school gate and led him to the library. I opened the library happy to be in a place of silence. I walked over to a table and sat down, Eli quickly following behind me. 

"Kevin is something wrong?"eli asked with concerned eyes

"No....it's just my parents again, my mom wanted to talk to me this morning saying it was something serious. I was scared she was gonna say something like divorce or something but thankfully you came in just in time." I frowned and looked at the floor.

"Hey don't worry Kevin you have me!" 

"Thanks Eli. I'm so glad I found somebody who might understand what I'm going through" I gave him a smile and put my hand on his

"Lifes been tough lately, and I don't know if I'll be able to handle it" tears started to form in my eyes. I tried to face away from him so he wouldn't see my eyes but I was too late. He grabbed my hand that was on top of his and used his other hand to wipe away the tears that were slowly gliding down my cheeks.

"Hey Kevin, I know it's hard but you have to be strong. You have me here and I'll help you through everything because you're my bestfriend" he gave me a bright smile and patted my shoulder.

"Thanks Eli......hey do you wan't to eat lunch with me today " I asked

"Ofcourse" 

The bell rang and we walked with each other to our first class. I felt weird walking with Eli. It felt right like I was supposed to be there by his side. I closed my eyes and wished this moment would last forever but I was knocked back into reality when I tripped over something. Right when I was about to face plant the pavement, Eli grabbed my hand and pushed me close to him.......a little too close. My blood rushed to my cheeks and I quickly pushed him away afraid he might see this. He laughed causing me to laugh as well. We finally walked into class. I headed straight for Ms. Lee's desk and practically begged for my old seat back. She gave me a crazy look and said fine. I joyfully trotted back to my old seat and said

"I'm back" with a sweet smile and sat down. The second bell rang beginning class. I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked back to see it was Dongho giving me a note.

"Where were you this morning?"

"You couldn't walk with me early this morning so I asked Eli" I passed the note back to Eli getting it back 2 minutes later

"Hyung you know that I don't like to wake up earlier then I need to" I smiled and wrote down

"Eli is gonna eat lunch with us. Is that fine with you? O.O" I passed the note back then again quickly recieving it again

"Fine but I still don't trust him." I lookd back at Dongho and gave him a smile.

"You guys aren't talking about me again aren't you?" Eli said

"Oh no, I'm just telling Dongho that you'll be eating lunch with us today"

"Oh ok" he gave me a smile and I politely returned it. We stopped talking and took notes for the rest of class. Later that day it was finally lunch time so I quickly went to go meet up with Eli in the lunch room. Dongho stopped me and said

"Sorry hyung I still don't trust him. I'm gonna eat lunch with Soohyun and Kiseop today"

I was disappointed. I really want him and Eli to be friends. I gave him my cutest pouty face but to no avail

"No, that's not gonna work on me" he gave me a smile and walked away. I sighed in defeat and walked into the lunch room to meet Eli. Eli was waiting for me in the lunch line saving me a spot. We got our lunch and headed to a table.

"Why isn't Dongho here?" Eli asked with a curious face

"Oh sorry, he still doesn't trust you"

"It's alright I don't blame him for not trusting me" he looked down at his food

"I trust you Eli" I said with sincere voice and looked him in the eyes. He blushed and looked away. Wait why did he blush is he gay? Omg. The table got quiet for a while until Eli broke the silence

"Hey, I don't have a problem with you being gay but can you please respect my boundrys?" I was shocked. Didn't he wipe the tears from my eyes this morning, didn't he hold my hand at the same time, didn't hecatch me from falling?. He also blushed. I didn't want to question him and simply gave him a sorry. The atmosphere was akward and silent. Oh gosh I should have ate lunch with Dongho today -_-. The bell rang so I grabbed my things and walked off to my next class 

 

A/N omg why is Eli friendzoning Kevin?? TT_TT

Ooops i changed the title because jenny was supposed to come in ere but I was like naaaaa maybe later

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Ukissnoona #1
Chapter 24: :( how did Kevin die? He can't...... I love this story, it was so heart touching.
KevLene91
#2
Chapter 24: Omg I really got shocked in the ending.
I'm so freaking serious.
My heart skipped a beat.
I was like, maybe Kevin was taking a day off from school because of the heartache?
Omg I'm so shocked that I had my mouth open. :(
What did Kevin do that he died? CRYING
CinderHeart
#3
Chapter 23: OMYGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ KEVIN COMMITTED SUICIDE!!??!?!?!? O.O YOU BAD AUTHOR! YOU MADE KEVIN DIE! NO SCRATCH THAT! ELI MADE KEVIN DIE! Oh my god... I'm spazzing
chaotic_tranquility
#4
Chapter 23: *crying in the corner right now* (;A; ) Y U NO KEEP KEVIN ALIVE?!
EolinDociak
#5
Chapter 22: Eli, you bastard! How dare you hurt our Kevin? I'm going to kick your ___ so badly right now. Come to me, I will teach you something.
Please, update soon
My poor Kevin T^T
bunbinnie16
#6
Chapter 22: Noo....why Eli??? Q.Q