Kevin.............

Confused Feelings

Eli POV

Date? Kevin was on a date? What the . So that was Kiseop Kevin was telling me about the other day. He can do much better then Kiseop. I just really wished Kiseop was in front of the car right now so I can run his over. I tightly clenched onto Jenni's hand

"Ouch Eli. What the heck?" Jenni said pulling her hand out of mine

"Oh I'm sorry babe." I picked up her hand and kissed it gently while still looking at the road

"Its fine babe. What's wrong?

"Nothing. I'm fine" I gave her a fake smile and she saw through it.

"Don't you dare lie to me Mr. Kim" 

"Its.......its just the guy Kevin was with. I don't trust him"

"Oooh so you're worrying about Kevin? Well he's a big boy he can take care of himself"

"Yeah but I don't want Kevin to get hurt by him...."

"Why should you care? You haven't even known each other for that long"

"Because Kevin is my friend and I don't want anything bad  happening to him."

"Well stop worrying so much about Kevin and think more about the bad things you are going to do to me tonight" her hands started to creep up my legs but I really wasn't in the mood so I pushed her hand away.

"Not now Jen" she gave me an annoyed face.

"Stop worrying about Kevin. He is not your girlfriend, I am!" She said in a angry tone. I didn't say anything to her

"Eli answer me! Don't tell me you're jealous!" I looked at her and back to the road

"You are aren't you???!!! Don't tell me you fell for that fairy!"

"I didn't fall for him" I lied of course " You are my one and only"

"Well then stop

thinking about Kevin"

After a while we finally got to my house. I opened Jenni's door for her and went to the trunk to get her luggage. We walked up the pathway to my door. I grabbed my keys and unlocked the door. We walked up the stairs and into my room. I was surprised to hear no fighting. They must have stopped MOMENTARILY for Jenni's sake. I put her bags in my closet. I turned around and saw a mischievous look on her face. She closed and shut the door behind her and walked slowly towards me. I knew what she was trying to do but I honestly wasn't in the mood. She leaned in to kiss me and I kissed her back. The kiss was getting more passionate and I felt her my pants. I pulled away from her 

"Not now Jen"

She gave me an irritated look.

"What is with you. You're always more then willing and usually make the first move! Don't tell me you're still thinking about that fairy!"

"Stop calling him that" I said with anger in my voice

"Stop thinking about him and pay more attention to me, your GIRLFRIEND!" She started for my zipper but I stopped her again

"Stop. I said I wasn't in the mood" she was pissed now

"Oh sorry. Do you want me to get your precious little fairy to seduce you instead of your girlfriend"

"I said stop calling him that!"

"And I said stop worrying about him"

"Why is worrying about him so bad?"

"Because your girlfriend whom you haven't seen in a long time is trying to have fun with you but you seem to care more about Kevin then me right now! Maybe I shouldn't have come" She headed for the door but I stopped her giving her a back hug

"I'm sorry babe its only about me and you tonight" I kissed her gently on the cheek

"That's what I wanted to hear" she turned around and kissed me on the lips. She pulled away and pushed me on the bed. I still wasn't in the mood but I didn't want to hurt Jenni. She climbed on top of me and started to kiss me neck. I just played there until something caught my attention outside the window. IT WAS KEVIN! He was walking away from Donghos house. His eyes were red and puffy. He must have been crying but why? Did Kiseop do this? If he did I swear I'm gonna kick his so bad he's gonna be on life support for weeks. I clenched my fists and noticed Kevin was walking the opposite way from his house? Where is he going? I quickly but gently pushed Jenni to the side.

"I'm sorry babe I'll be back but there is something I have to do first" I kissed her on the cheek

"Eli where are you....." Before she could finish I closed the door behind me. I rushed down the stairs and put on my shoes. I ran outside. I had a feeling I knew where Kevin was already. I fast walked to the park. I finally reached the park and I heard hard loud sobbing. I quickly followed the noise and found Kevin hysterically crying on the floor. It broke my heart to see Kevin like this. I swear to God if Kiseop did this I'm gonna kill him!

"Kevin?" He looked up at me then looked away

"Kevin what's wrong?"

"Go away Eli" Kevin said with a shaky voice

"Kevin why are you crying? Did Kiseop do this to you?"

"No you did!" He got up and ran away. I caught up to him and grabbed his wrist pulling him close to me. Kevin looked up at me with anger and punched me on the nose. He really knows how to punch

"Ouch!!!!! What the was that for?!?!" 

He didn't answer me. He forced his hand out of my grasp and started to cry again 

"Kevin please talk to me. What did I do wrong?"  I  was pleading Kevin to answer me but he just ignored me

He got up and walked away

"Kevin......" He was nowhere in sight. What did I do wrong to make Kevin cry. I just stayed there motionless until I heard someone calling my name. It was Jenni. She must be looking for me. Fine if Kevin wants to ignore me then fine. I got up and walked up to Jenni. Before she could say anything I kissed her and walked us home. Two people can play the silent game but let see who wins.

 

A/N awww poor fish, don't cry TT_TT things are heating up. What will happen next.??? Oh once again I was too lazy to check for errors kekeke

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Ukissnoona #1
Chapter 24: :( how did Kevin die? He can't...... I love this story, it was so heart touching.
KevLene91
#2
Chapter 24: Omg I really got shocked in the ending.
I'm so freaking serious.
My heart skipped a beat.
I was like, maybe Kevin was taking a day off from school because of the heartache?
Omg I'm so shocked that I had my mouth open. :(
What did Kevin do that he died? CRYING
CinderHeart
#3
Chapter 23: OMYGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ KEVIN COMMITTED SUICIDE!!??!?!?!? O.O YOU BAD AUTHOR! YOU MADE KEVIN DIE! NO SCRATCH THAT! ELI MADE KEVIN DIE! Oh my god... I'm spazzing
chaotic_tranquility
#4
Chapter 23: *crying in the corner right now* (;A; ) Y U NO KEEP KEVIN ALIVE?!
EolinDociak
#5
Chapter 22: Eli, you bastard! How dare you hurt our Kevin? I'm going to kick your ___ so badly right now. Come to me, I will teach you something.
Please, update soon
My poor Kevin T^T
bunbinnie16
#6
Chapter 22: Noo....why Eli??? Q.Q