The Real Story

Confused Feelings

Elis POV

 It felt like years but the school bell finally rang and school was finally over. I really hope that Kevin understands and doesn't hate me for it. I felt nervous and scared. What if he doesn't understand me. What if he can't forgive me for what I've done in the past? My palms were sweaty but I quickly walked to the school gate. I saw Kevin waiting for me there. He was talking to Dongho but as soon as he saw me Kevin said goodbye to him and he left. My heart was racing.

"Hey Kevin"

"Hey. Follow me, we can talk in my house" He started to walk leading the way. The walk to Kevins house isn't far but it felt like we were walking for miles! The walk was long and quiet. We finally arrived at Kevins house and he held the door open and motioned for me to go upstairs.

"MOM MY FRIEND IS STAYING OVER TO STUDY WITH ME!!"

"SHUT THE UP I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!!" a male voice shouted. It must be his father. Seems like our fathers are the same.

Kevin quickly but quietly went up the stairs so he wouldn't bother is father and met me up the stairs. He lead me to his room and shut the door behind us. His room was really clean and filled with stuffed animals. I think he has more stuffed animals then Jenny. His room smells really nice too. He had U-KISS posters hung up everywhere and also 2ne1 psoters. The room ws mainly filled with Eli. Hmph we could pass off as twins. Kevin sat on his bed, crossing his arms and legs and gestured for me to start.

"Ok listen. When I was in America, I was really stressed. My home life wasn't really that great and my parents just kept making it worse and worse. I just felt alone and angry. I was always mad to see people laughing and having a good time when I was suffering. I mean like why do I have to be the only one suffering? Why can't I be happy like the rest of them? There was one person who seemed to be happier then most. His name was Andy, and he was gay. I thought him being gay would make things harder for him but it didn't. He was always so happy and was always with friends having a good time laughing. I started to hate him. Not because he was gay but because he was happier then I was. I started to make fun of him and everyday. I made his life a living hell. His friends became too embarrased to be seen around him and stopped being around him. Sooner or later the whole school didn't like him. I mean they didn't like me either because I bullied everyone but I'm guessing everybody wanted to take me side so they wouldn't be my next target. I kept making his life a living hell to the point where he wouldn't come to school anymore. He stopped coming for weeks but not because he killed himself but simply because he switched schools. I thought I would feel happy that there would be someone who felt worse then I did but it didn't. It made me even more angrier. I was just gonna give up until I met the love of my life jenny. She helped me alot and understood what I was going through. She stayed by my side when everyone left me. She made me realize what I did was wrong and I am trully am sorry for all the bullying I did. I tried to go and apologize to Andy but I never saw him again. The next school year started and I tried to apologize to everybody but they hated me. They started to do to me what I did to them. I know I deserved it but my girlfriend Jenny couldn't stand to see me bullied everyday. She begged me to move here to start off fresh and be a better person. I told me parentsand they agreed to the idea hoping the move would also heal their marriage. So you see, I was just mad and confused but Jenny made everything better!. Can you please understand my feelings and not avoid me anymore? I'm sorry for being an to you the first day but my parents killed my mood because they started fighting again and Jenny wasn't there to make things better again. But you remind me of her Kevin. Can we please be friends Kevin?" When I looked up I saw kevins eyes water up

"Why are you crying?" I asked with concern

"Because....omg....your story is so sad. I know what you are going through. But you can't bully people just to make yourself feel better. It's wrong and selfish. I'll also be here for you Eli" he said with a smile tears running down his face

"Thanks, that is all I wanted." I said with a smile. Man I wish Jenny would get here alot faster. I can't wait to introduce her to Kevin. Me and Kevin started to talk for a while but then we decided to do our homework.together. We got tired of doing that...well at least I did and started to talk about school. Kevin started to talk about some guy named Kiseop and how hes so funny and good looking. I felt a bit uncomfortable but said nothing about it. It was starting to get late so I grabbed my bag and went home.

"GOODNIGHT ELI!!!" Kevin screamed with a big smile and waving like he was a mad man.. I chuckled and walked off. I walked up to the door steps of my ouse and already heard my parents arguing. I didn't want to listen to them so I quickly ran up to my room and locked the door. I decided to call Jenny.

"Hello? Eli?"

"Hey babe I miss you!" I said with a sad voice.

"I miss you too but don't worry I'll be coming there......TOMORROW!"

"WHAT???!! I thought you weren't coming til next month!!"

"Yeah but I didn't want to be apart from you any longer" She said with a giggle.

"I'm so happy, You don't know how much I've missed you. I need you here by my side"

"Awww. I missed you too babe. You better not being talking to any hoes over there!"

"Haha don't worry. I didn't really make any friends yet and I'm ignoring all the girls. There is only one girl in this world for me. Oh yeah but I did meet this one guy. His name is Kevin. He's really cool. We are friends now. I told him about my past and he understood"

"I'm glad you made a friend Eli. I'm also glad he's a guy so he won't be able to steal you from me.

"Never. No one will ever be able to take me from you! I love you with all my heart and I would die if I ever lost you. Besides you know how my parents feel about gay peole"

"Haha that's true. Despite all their differences they still have one thing in common"

"Yupp they both can't stand gay people. Oh he's gay by the way. Kevin"

"He's gay??"

"Yea"

"Well then why are you talking to him? He might try and make a move on you!. He may be gay but he's still a guy."

"Don't worry he's not like that. Besides he likes another guy named Kiseop"

"He better or else I'll kick his "

"Don't worry. I want you two to be friends and get along okay?"

"No promises"

"Jenny...."

"okay fine what ever"

"Thanks, I love you"

"I love you too."

Our conversation went on but I had to hang up because I had to go to sleep for school tomorrow and then go pick up Jenny at the airport afterwards. Man I couldn't wait to see her.

 

 

A/N Ok so Kevin understood what they were going through and they are friends again but don't worry later on in the story their relationship will grow into something more then just friendship. Oh by the way, I have nothing planned out for this story. I'm onestly just writting out my typing up what ever comes to mind so sorry if its bad cx

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Ukissnoona #1
Chapter 24: :( how did Kevin die? He can't...... I love this story, it was so heart touching.
KevLene91
#2
Chapter 24: Omg I really got shocked in the ending.
I'm so freaking serious.
My heart skipped a beat.
I was like, maybe Kevin was taking a day off from school because of the heartache?
Omg I'm so shocked that I had my mouth open. :(
What did Kevin do that he died? CRYING
CinderHeart
#3
Chapter 23: OMYGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ KEVIN COMMITTED SUICIDE!!??!?!?!? O.O YOU BAD AUTHOR! YOU MADE KEVIN DIE! NO SCRATCH THAT! ELI MADE KEVIN DIE! Oh my god... I'm spazzing
chaotic_tranquility
#4
Chapter 23: *crying in the corner right now* (;A; ) Y U NO KEEP KEVIN ALIVE?!
EolinDociak
#5
Chapter 22: Eli, you bastard! How dare you hurt our Kevin? I'm going to kick your ___ so badly right now. Come to me, I will teach you something.
Please, update soon
My poor Kevin T^T
bunbinnie16
#6
Chapter 22: Noo....why Eli??? Q.Q