I Don't Care

Confused Feelings

A/N Hey guys. Here is another chapter. I really don't know if I'm doing a good job with this book. Let me know kae?

 

Kevins POV

 

The dance was ruined all because of Jenni. Kiseop took care of my bloody nose and we left. I'm surprised there were no supervisors there. The thought

made me laugh because the kids could have had on the dance floor without getting in trouble. I laughed in silence at the thought of me and

Kiseop doing that.  The car hit a speed bump causing my cell phone to fall in the back. I quickly took off my seat belt to get it. I was looking around in

the back when something caught my attention. I slid my hand in the pocket behind the drivers seat. It was an EMPTY box of condoms. What the hell? I

didn't think Kiseop would do things like this. He's handsome and all and alot of girls like him but he seemed to innocent to do this kind of stuff. Wait, why

is it empty though?? When did he finish this? I started to get mad. What if he is cheating on me? I would day dream about Kiseop in class. I would

sometimes think he would be the perfect guy but what if thats not true. I grabbed my phone which was on the floor and grabbed the empty box of

condoms along with it. It hasn't even been 2 weeks yet and there was a possibility he was cheating on me! 

"Kiseop?" I said with a cute voice which would soon turn to a devils voice if my accusation is true.

"Yes babe?"

"Oh nothing much I was just wondering.............what is this doing in your car and why is it empty?" I still had my angles voice on

full effect. His eyes looked at me for a second and back on the road. He was silent for a while.

"Well Kiseop, answer me" I lost my angelic voice but didn't speak in an angry voice yet. My voice was plain

"Ummmm well you see....." he took one hand from the wheel and rubbed the back of his head.

"So they are yours?" he nodded and I dropped the box to the floor. So the seemingly perfect Kiseop ain't so perfect after all.

"Look Kevin I'm sor..." he started but I stopped him with a finger to his mouth. I didn't wan't to hear it. Here goes another thing on

to my list of worries. He stopped in front of my house and I slammed the door and walked towards my house. Kiseop got out of

the car and chased after me. He stopped me with tears in his eyes. Really? why is he crying? That's what I should be doing!

For some reason I couldn't though. I was done crying. Compared to all my other problems this surprisingly was the smallest.

I was actually kind of relieved. There is one thing less I have to worry about. He tried to apologize crying on my doorsteps but I

closed the door behind me and locked it. He looked ugly crying. I went upstairs to the bathroom to take a shower. 20 minutes 

later I was finished and put on comfortable clothing for sleep. I felt sick. I was really hot and I had a headache. I went down to the

kitchen for a glass of water. It helped.....just a bit. I opened the fridge to grab something to eat. I pulled out a drumstick and sunk

my teeth into it. I swallowed it but felt it was going to come up. Maybe eating wasn't such a great idea. I felt like . I decided to

go for a walk to the park. I didn't feel like bringing my ipod or shoes for that matter. I honestly just didn't care at this point. I

walked outside the door and Kiseop was gone. I didn't really care. I thought the cold night air would cool me down but I was still

hot. Why am I so hot? I was walking really slow. I looked up at Donghos house but then started walking again. I then walked a

little further and looked at the house next to Donghos. It was Elis house. I slowly started to walk again. I thought I would feel anger

and sadness but once again I felt nothing. I just didn't care. I just don't care anymore. I walked to the park and headed towards

my usual bench but then I saw Eli and Jenni there. Really? I thought I would want to leave again or feel annoyed but once again

I didn't care. I just walked up to them. I wasn't even surprised at myself for this or question myself. I just didn't care. I walked up  

to them and sat down next to them on the bench. They gave me a shocked look but I simply looked at them feeling no emotion

"Sup" was all I said. Eli switched from a shocked to a worried expression.

"Kevin, what are you doing? You are going to freeze to death!" I looked up at them wearing warm jackets. Aren't they hot? I

thought but I didn't care. I looked at him with no emotion and leaned back on the bench. I started to feel sleepy all of a sudden.

I got up though and decided to walk back home. When I got up I felt dizzy and heavy. I fell to the floor and out. I heard

Eli scream my name and Jenni laugh. I remembered Eli telling me he didn't want to choose because which ever person he picked

he would lose someone he loved. Did that mean he loved me? I fell into complete blackness.

 

A/N I know its short sorry. Poor Kevin, what happened?

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Ukissnoona #1
Chapter 24: :( how did Kevin die? He can't...... I love this story, it was so heart touching.
KevLene91
#2
Chapter 24: Omg I really got shocked in the ending.
I'm so freaking serious.
My heart skipped a beat.
I was like, maybe Kevin was taking a day off from school because of the heartache?
Omg I'm so shocked that I had my mouth open. :(
What did Kevin do that he died? CRYING
CinderHeart
#3
Chapter 23: OMYGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ KEVIN COMMITTED SUICIDE!!??!?!?!? O.O YOU BAD AUTHOR! YOU MADE KEVIN DIE! NO SCRATCH THAT! ELI MADE KEVIN DIE! Oh my god... I'm spazzing
chaotic_tranquility
#4
Chapter 23: *crying in the corner right now* (;A; ) Y U NO KEEP KEVIN ALIVE?!
EolinDociak
#5
Chapter 22: Eli, you bastard! How dare you hurt our Kevin? I'm going to kick your ___ so badly right now. Come to me, I will teach you something.
Please, update soon
My poor Kevin T^T
bunbinnie16
#6
Chapter 22: Noo....why Eli??? Q.Q