Weeks have passed and Tiffany still lived in Taeyeon’s house. She was often asked by Taeyeon if she wanted to move out but the mushroom would always say no and change the subject.

    As her friend, Taeyeon started to worry. Tiffany was pregnant after all and she looks stressed and tired. Taeyeon even wondered once if her best friend is still alive or just a zombie.

    Taeyeon may worry about her best friend but she has her own problems. She was busy with her job, she was single and she was single. Being single never bothered her but whenever she remembers her past relationships she would be upset. Whenever she remembers her relationship with junsu before, she couldn’t help but to cry. And according to her, it was her fault and will always be.

(Taeyeon’s POV)

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby

My eyes opened wide as soon as I heard the alarm.

I groaned and sat up while turning it off. I opened my eyes groggily realizing that I have to face another day in my damn life. I got up and grabbed a towel before going in to take a nice warm bath.

After taking a bath, I went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast. I didn’t even know I had visitors in my own home. I continued cooking while not even knowing there were people looking at my every move.

It was only when I looked at the living room did I notice 30 persons smiling at me. I did a double take to make sure that I wasn’t just seeing things. I rubbed my eyes again just to make sure and when I opened my eyes almost half of them were pouting.

“Tae-tae!! Why are you blinking like that?? Don’t tell me you didn’t want to see us!?” Sunny shrieked and started crying.

“Why are you guys here?” I asked.

“Aigoo. Taeyeon-unni, you really are forgetful because you even forgot your own birthday!” Luna exclaimed.

“Oh.” I replied and everyone’s face were like O.o

Akward much..

(3^rd person’s POV)

To break the awkward atmosphere, Leeteuk walked.. jumped to be specific to get near Taeyeon.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY TAENGOOOO!!!” he piped loudly.

“Thank you oppa.” Taeyeon replied gratefully and received the flowers from the older guy.

“I LOVE YOU!!! MWA-“

Leeteuk was quickly swatted away by his dongsaengs; Eunhyuk, Donghae and Sungmin.

“Happy birthday jummataeng!!!” They greeted and ruffled her hair.

“YAH OPPA!!!! I’M NOT AN AHJUMMA!!!” she shouted.

“Yeah Yeah.. Whatever.” They replied.

“DONGHAE-OPPA, YOU’RE BACK!!!!!” Taeyeon said and hugged Donghae tightly.

“I’m jealous Taengoo-ah.. why did you hug him?” Leeteuk replied tearfully.

The others then swarmed around Taeyeon to greet her and kiss her and take the chance to annoy the hell outta her.

The group didn’t even notice a beautiful brunette who opened the door.

"Taetae-ah, who's there?" Tiffany asked groggily.

"FANY!!" Jessica screamed and attacked her best friend with a hug.

"MIYOUNGIE!" Sungmin screamed louder.

“YOU’RE PREGNANT!!!!” Siwon exclaimed and pointed at Tiffany’s tummy.

“OMO!!!!” Almost everyone shouted.

“I’m too young to be an imo!!!” Seohyun said.

“I’m ready to be an uncle!!”

“Mind explaining that to me.” Hyoyeon approached Tiffany.

“Let’s talk about it late Hyonnie!” Tiffany requested and hugged her friend.

"OHMIGOSH! what are you guys doing here?" Tiffany exclaimed.

“Were here to celebrate Taeyeon-unni’s birthday.  Nice to see you again unni!!” Sulli said and hugged Tiffany tightly.

“I missed you Sulli!” Tiffany replied.

“I missed you too unni!” Sulli shrieked.

Tiffany glanced through all the faces in the room and she stopped when she recognized a familiar one.

"Oppa, You're back!" she screamed in delite ang hugged Donghae in happiness

"Yes I am. And I came back here just for you." Donghae replied and buried his face in her neck.

“AHEMM… we don’t want to corrupt minors here!” Yesung reprimanded.

Donghae just took his tongue out.

“what are we waiting for ? Let’s start the party now!!!” Sooyoung screamed.

And the party started loud and wild.

Hours have passed and they have played all the games they liked and the food was running out short so they decided to sing.

The others started to select songs but the doorbell rang and Taeyeon and Leeteuk went to open.

They opened the door only to see a fuming Junsu.

(Taeyeon’s POV)

I stared at him in shock.

"What are you doing here?” I asked.

"Oh please I'm not here to join you. i'm here to warm you about your noise so shut it!" Junsu said in a loud voice.

"Yah! Have some respect." Leeteuk oppa warned.

“Don’t join in this. Who are you anyways. Oh, let me guess. One of her manwhores? I never thought she would bring one home.” He replied to oppa and oppa’s face hardened.

He then turned back to me.

“You think that would make me jealous. Dream on, Kim Taeyeon. You’re so repulsive to me that I don’t even like seeing you right now.” He coldly replied and left.

I blinked back my tears but they started to fall. We went back inside and fortunately, no one noticed I cried.

Jessica sang one of her favorite songs. And I couldn’t help but feel more hurt while listening to the song.

Junsu-oppa doesn’t know everything. He thinks that he’s the only one who got hurt. Does he think I’m happy right now? I have to live with the guilt and the pain. It hurts. It hurts so much.

jogeumssik geudae gyeoteuro dagagayo jogeumssik

Little by little I walk towards you, little by little

 eoneusae geudae boineun got kkeutkkaji wattneyo

Soon I've come close enough to where I can see you

ireohke baramanboda kkeutnaneun geol anigettjyo

But just watching you like this won't be the end

oneuldo naraneun yeojan yeogieh seo ittneunde

Today, yet again, a girl like me is standing here

nunmuri neomchyeoseo ddo kangmuli dwego ddo badaga dwemyeon geudae

When my tears overflow and become a river, and become an ocean,

nae mameul alkkayo jomdeo algo sipnayo neoman saranghaneun nal

Do you want to know more about me, who loves only you

nae pyeoni dweeoseo ddo haneobsi utgo ddo haneobsi ulmyeon andwaeyo?

Can't you be on my side so you can endlessly laugh and endlessly cry with me?

neomu apado geudaeman saranghal nanikka

Because I will love only you even though it hurts so much

eojjeoda nae mami geudael dameun geojyo eojjeoda

How did my heart grow to love you, how

onjongil gateun jariman maemdoneun nal alkkayo

Do you even know that I circle around the same place all day

chagabge ahju chagabge neukkyeojilkka weroun baram

I'm afraid that the lonely wind will be cold, too cold

eolmana werobge buleo oneunji geudaeneun mollayo

You don't know how the wind is as it blows in

nunmuri neomchyeoseo ddo kangmuli dwego ddo badaga dwemyeon geudae

When my tears overflow and become a river, and become an ocean,

nae mameul alkkayo jomdeo algo sipnayo neoman saranghaneun nal

Do you want to know more about me, who loves only you

nae pyeoni dweeoseo ddo haneobsi utgo ddo haneobsi ulmyeon andwaeyo?

Can't you be on my side so you can endlessly laugh and endlessly cry with me?

neomu apado geudaeman saranghal nanikka

Because I will love only you even though it hurts so much

geu jarieh ittneun neo ahmu daedab eobsneun neol nae gaseumi wonhajanhayo

You in that place, you who never answers, my heart wants you

neol baraboneun sarang gidaril soon eobsnayo naega daheul su ittge

Can't you wait for my love, so that I can reach you?

nal saranghandamyeon dwedorabwajwoyo jogeumman deo ppali geudae

If you love me, look back at me, just a little faster

heundeulligi jeone ta eobseojigi jeone nae soneul jaba jwoyo

Hold my hand before I move on, before my love dies out

nae pyeoni dweeoseo ddo haneobsi utgo ddo haneobsi ulmyeon andwaeyo?

Can't you be on my side so you can endlessly laugh and endlessly cry with me?

neomu apado geudaeman saranghal nanikka

Because I will only love you even though it hurts so much

(Junsu’s POV)

I closed the door and I fell on the ground.

I was sweating so badly.

I couldn’t believe I said it to her. I was just so jealous with that guy.

Who does he think he is to judge me like that?

And Taeyeon just lets him.

Are they together now?

It’s so unfair.

I’m the one who got hurt but whenever she’s in pain, I suffer twice the pain she experiences.

And knowing I was the one who hurt her, makes it worst than it already is.

I still love you Tae-tae-ah.

Do you feel the same way?

Do you?