Ice
Slave Heart
Minho's P.V.
"Oh Minho-ah you are awake?"
"Hy...hyung....I....I can't stay here...I need to leave. I need to get out..."
"Minho-ah....what are you talking about?"
"I can't do this. I'm going crazy! I can't stay here!"
" Minho-ah calm down! What are yoiu talking about, why can't you stay?"
I couldn't keep it to myself anymore. I needed to say it out...
"Min...Min....Minhyo-ssi..." I hadn't said her name yet. The moment it left my lips my body trembled...
"Minhyo-ssi I ...I can't stay here...I can't do this..."
He must have seen me shaking because he helped me sit over at the table.
"What do you mean you can't do this? Whats it got to do with Minhyo-ssi?"
I couldn't say anything. My eyes were burning with the threat of tears, and my throat swelled up into rock, making it imposible for me to swallow my own siliva.
"Minho! Is it because she is black! Is that the reason? I CAN'T BELIVE YOU!"
He didn't get it...I laughed
"Hyung...I...I..."
Looking up at him, the tears fell over
"I...I love her...HYUNG! I LOVE HER! I've gone crazy! What...what do i do? What do i do! HYUNG SAVE ME! TELL ME! WHAT DO I DO!"
"Minho-ah...you have to calm down..."
I was squezzing his hands, shaking them, pleading with desperation.
"HYUNG!"
"Minho you will wake the others...do you think it will be good if they all find out?"
I stopped shakeing him and yelling. I just stared at him. Tears fell from my eyes endlessly...
"Hyung...I can't...I can't stay here...I feel like i will be crazy soon..."
"Minho-ah, if you leave the director will want to know why, what will you tell him?"
I kept staring at him
"There is no way you can avoid her...She will be with us for six months...are you going to leave SHINee for six months?"
He was right...but what am i supposed to do!
"Hyung..." I didn't have enough strength to speak.
"Hyung...I'm scared...I'm so scared of what i will do...Do you know that i feel completly empty..."
"What do you mean by 'empty'?"
"So empty, my soul is looking for her room. Something keeps pulling me toward there. It's like I'll never be happy...until i have her in my arms."
My gaze shifted from Onew hyung, to the dirrection of her section of the house.
"The more i fight it...the stronger it gets...hyung...what do i do?"
I looked back at him with wild eyes
"I will help you okay. I will help you keep it a secret...when ever you feel like its too much, like now, come to me. But you can't talk about leaving again...okay."
I barely nodded my head, i was exhausted to speak. Hyung gave me some tranquilizers and helped me to the extra room. I feel into a deep unreliving sleep.
Onew's P.V.
What kind of situation is this? I knew something like this would happen sooner or later...but i didn't think Minho would be first...and it happened to him so fast...too strong. (sigh) Well what can we do? He'll have to endure it for a while. He can't abandon SHINee, he wouldn't...would he?
Minhyo's P.V.
I awoke the next morning to laughter in the kitchen.
"Hmmmm so it wasn't a dream," I smiled to myself.
All of the scenes from yesterday replayed in my head. Then i remembered the way Minho looked at me...he is the only one that hasn't spoken to me...not a word. My heart sank.
"He must really not like me..." (sigh)
I got up and opened the door, Minho passed right at that second. He didn't even glance at me...
"That conferms it...he hates me, but why?"
I was hurt. Why does he dislike me so much? I quickly walked into my bathroom. My heart stopped when he passed by..No..I promised my self i wouldn't do this again. Why does this always happen to me? Somehow i always seem to fall head over heels with people that despise me or treat me badly...It's the worst pain you can imagine.
"No..Minhyo...he wont even look at you."
I splashed some water on my face...
"You will just end up hurt by yourself in the end...snap out of it."
Minho's P.V.
I woke up with a huge headache, there was laughter coming from the kitchen.
"I wish i could be as carefree as them."
I remembered yesterday and pain shot through my chest...Cold...i have to be cold. This has to stop...I will just ignore her as much as i can, pretend she isn't here. Block her presence from my conscience, that way i won't make any mistakes...and fall deeper. I got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. As if GOD himself were trying to mock me, Minhyo opened her bedroom door just as i was passing by. My gaze stayed straight ahead, I passed her without saying anything. Once i reached the bathroom, i closed my eyes and slid down the back of the door.
"How am i going to do this?"
My heart felt like it wanted to explode.
Onew's P.V.
Key and Taemin was making breakfast, and Jonghyun and I were setting the table. I went back to the kitchen to get the rice, and saw Key put a bunch of salt in a cup of water...
"ssshhhhh"
Oh no what is he planning to do with that...
"Taeminie, here...you've worked hard, have some water.." :)
Taemin doesn't know anything and naively accepts poison...
"Ah gomawoyo.."
He drinks....
"BAHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAA!!" He was spitting and gagging everywhere. We all exploded in laughter.
"AH! KEY HYUNG!"
I looked up from what i was doing to see Minho walking toward the bathroom. At that same moment Minhyo opend her bedroom door. he didn't look at her at all, the scene was so cold. It sent chills through my body. I looked at Minhyo. Tears were wheling up in her eyes. She must think Minho hates her. I'm sorry Minhyo, but there is no other way.
Author's P.V.
After everyone washed up and had breakfest (Minho and Minhyo sat as far away as possible, both not really eating) they set out to the studio to meet up with the Director.
Onew: "Hi Director."
Director: "Ah hello everyone...hello Minhyo-ssi." :)
Minhyo: " Annyeonghaseyo.."
Director: "We have a project we want you participate in. Minhyo, who's part of the Lucifer dance did you learn?"
Minhyo: "Min..Minho...oppa's.."
Minho shifted in his seat.
Director: "Good! Here is the deal...In three months SHINee has a big concert. I want you to take Minho's place on stage...Minho, you and Minhyo will work together. You must teach her your style. Don't be bad to her!"
Onew's P.V.
Ohno...what is this! Why did she have to learn Minho's part? Why is she taking his place on stage! How is he going to do this? This means they will both have to work closely together...this is crazy. What kind of fate is this. I have to figure out a way to stop this somehow, but what can i do?
"Di...Director..."
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