You chastised yourself ruthlessly for hoping that he might have feelings for you, you were right, you shouldn’t have gotten your hopes up.

...but you already did.

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I love my best friend...

But I also love you...

                               A few weeks later, gossip started going out that Luhan and Fei were dating.  You weren’t sure what to feel anymore, because to you, It was more than just a rumour. but it was also less of the truth since you never had the courage to talk to Fei and ask for confirmation.

During the past weeks you tried your best not to think of them, it would just hurt too much. So you focused on your studies and the issue that you have at hand.

The day when you saw Luhan give Fei the bouquet of flowers was also the day that your professor gave you good news:

He had recommended you to the École Nationale Supérieure des Beaux-Art , One of the world's most prestigious art schools in France- if not the world.

He had been one of the people who always gave you encouragement and recognized your potential so he showed the Head master of École which happened to be his mentor your artworks and to your surprise, the Head master took a liking to your style and is willing to let you into his school so that your talent could be honed.

You have been contemplating about transferring. The professor gave you two days to decide and if you ever accepted the offer, you will be moving to France in three months.

You already told your parents and they are believed that it was a once in a lifetime opportunity that shouldn’t be passed and they were right, this opportunity is rare.

So what’s holding me back?...huh, why am I even asking myself when the answer is right in front me?

At that moment you were sorting out your sketches and your gaze softened when you saw the last one, It Luhan’s portrait. Even after everything that has happened, you still loved him.

...And I doubt if I will ever stop.

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