We walked silently for a while. I felt the cold air. It was cold, but it felt right. I love the cod breeze. Our hands would sometimes touch which would give me the butterflies.

"Why did you decide to become an idol?" he suddenly spoke.

"Why did I become an idol? Simple. Because I love music and I love singing. I love traditional Korean and Japanese music the most. Singing is fun too. They both have such emotion," I said,"its fun doing what you like for the rest of your life if you're happy. It won't be like 'I have to go to work.' Its 'I'm going to make music' with a smile on my face. But having support of fans are the best."

"That's a nice way of putting. It seems those are your interests," he said.

"They are," I smiled,"what about you?"

"I like singing too," he laughed,"I can't express it the way you do. It just feels right."

"I see," I said,"I'm a poet, so its easy for me."

"I can tell," he smiled,"you have a way with words."

"Thanks," I smiled.

"You know what?" he said.

"What?" I responded.

"I like your smile," he said.

"I like yours too," I said. I've never been like this with a guy.

"You're Japanese right? Can you speak Japanese?" he asked.

"Hai," I nodded.

"Do you miss Japan?" he asked.

"I do. I like the country side and the distant grass field," I said,"but I also like a crowded, busy city."

"Oh. Describe what you love about the country side," he said,"and I'll imagine it."

"There are large, distant fields of green grass. There is a river that flows. There are beautiful Sakura trees with their petals falling as you walk down the street. The view of a sunset is beautiful. The night sky is beautiful too," I said,"I guess I do miss it."

"If you want, I can take you Busan. Where I used to live," he said,"maybe you'll like it."

"That seems nice," I said,"I'd like to."

"Great," he said,"some time soon."

I nodded. We walked in silence once again. We ended up going to a near by park. I sat on the swings. Sandeul sat beside me. I looked at him then he stared into my eyes. I looked away, but smiled.

"We should do this more often," he said,"we should hang out more. I like this."

"Me too," I smiled.

Sandeul ending up pushing me on the swing. Its been forever since someone has done this. That person that I erased from my mind a long time ago because he broke my heart. Sandeul gave me the same feeling he did once. I don't want to remember this person. I should stop thinking about him. Just in case I'd cry.

"Thank you, Sandeul," I smiled.

"For what?" he asked.

"For making me smile today," I said.

"Oh. Then you're welcome," he laughed.

"We should go now," I said.

"All right," he said.

He helped me stop the swing. We walked backed to my dorm. I felt my heart racing. It was either because of Sandeul or that person who I remembered. I... don't want to ever think of him! I hate him! He was such a jerk. We soon got to the dorm. I looked at Sandeul.

"Thanks," I said.

"You're welcome," he said.

"I guess this is bye now," I said.

"For now," he smiled.

I turned around, but Sandeul took my arm and spun me around. He did something that really suprised me... He hugged. I slowly hugged him. We stood there like that for a moment. Then he let me go. He smiled and walked away. I slowly walked back to the dorm. My heart was beating. I walked in the door and into the room. I layed on my bed. What is happening?

hey guys! I'm so updating more on this story. I have everything planned out for this story. So just wait for it^^