im back!!as promised!!im sure many readers were wondering where do i get the macros and gif...i got it from respective shinee and mblaq tumblrs!!<33but some were made by me...an example is the current chapter pic^^

as for the beast fiction...i know my voice guys lol...i just love the composing aspect of it..

i hate my voice but i love my skills xD muakakakakka

so if you guys bash my voice...that i dont care...cos im sure i know my voice is like BAD!!(throwing up forcefully does this to your throat..the acid)

if only you could hear my old voice...before....my depression days..

take my advice...NEVER force yourself to vomit.be thankful of who you are.

im regretting my past...but i still cant change time guys..xD i wasted years of my life doing stuff...

but im still thankful for my past..cos the good points to it is that i get to know the true side of people.doesnt matter if youre an idol or what..youre all the same!i might sound as if i know idols but trust me i dont!!i wish i do though LOL

but the bad point was that..i was under pressure..torment and the bullying..

i might sound like an ahjumma nagging but...im just hoping to change people's ways here...you guys are in perfect just the way you are!<3

oh and hasna if youre reading this....YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN *private message if you get it*

beast made a cameo here!!...seeing how you all actually tot beast was gonna be in,i felt guilty so yeah lol

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MIZUKI'S POV

jinki oppa sat beside me as we watched the whole performance

we managed to snatch the front row seats and got a clear view of the stars performing.

when mblaq was performing,i had quite a shock when mir and joon looked at us!

 "yah...wipe that grin off your face!"jinki oppa whispered.

i cleared my throat and trued to look as expressionless as possible...but i failed when thunder actually gazed over to me

  "WOOH!!"

damn i was becoming a fangirl...must..remain calm

meanwhile my husband next to me was fidgeting uncomfortably.

"damn..why must you spazz over them off all guys?"

i stared at jinki.

"oppa...theres nothing wrong with me staring.theyre idols.its natural."

meanwhile.he didnt reply.

there was silence between us while i resume watching another group's perfomance...currently it was beast with their new song fiction

oh yeah yoseob!!...o.o

mother friggin SMEXY!!

if only i wasnt married... i cant let oppa hears that.

he was staring at me since just now

well whatever

END OF MIZUKI'S POV

ONEW'S POV

damn at this rate...i might lose out to that bolt of lightning!!wait..i mean thunder-.-

i stared at her...in this dark surroundings...i could have find it hard to see her...luckily im not human

she still radiates in this darkness.

what made me still touched was the fact that despite the fact that she was still angry at me,her ring did not came off once...i was so glad...that was a symbol to show that she is mine

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"whos the best out of us?"seungho asked mizuki once we were backstage to congratulate them.

mizuki quickly answered mir.

thunder just gave a pout.

 yah!!i should be like that!im her husband!!

"but guys...no matter what...my husband is my number 1,"mizuki announced.

hell yeah boys... IT UP

END OF ONEW'S POV

mizuki left for the restroom so onew was left with the BLAQKHEARTs.

"no matter how mad she still is with me...i'll still forever be her husband.so back off and know your limits thunder"i warned the guy.

thunder just shrugged.

"i have always been the winner in our games.so you definitely need not prove yourself as a loser."onew added,"its obvious that once mizuki gets a taste of me...you wouldnt even be crawling for other guys."

 "yeah right..."

"DONT MAKE ME SHOW MY POWERS GUYS..."onew pointed at them...

luckily there was no staff currently with them cos he would have definitely be charged for verbally assaulting an idol.

onew was about to leave their changing room when he felt a tug on the back of his shirt collar.

he turned to see all the mblaq members looking innocent...except for one.

"THAT DOES IT!!"onew shouted

he didnt do anything just glared at thunder.within a second....thunder let out a shout.

his sleeveless wifebeater made it obvious for them to see the long red line scarring his arm.

upon instinct...the mblaq members stood in an attack position.

"im alright...relax guys..."thunder hissed,touching his arm thus healing the wound instantly,"this was how onew and me had our usual fights.dont be involved in this."

the members nodded.

forcefields were soon thrown by thunder and onew to each other.

the 4 mblaq members could straight away tell that onew was holding himself back to prevent himself from injuring thunder.

unable to see the fight prolonging any further,mir left the room for mizuki.

he tried listening for her presence from outside the ladies room but to no avail...she was apparently not there.

"just where could she be?!"mir cursed under his breath and sped for every corner of the backstage of music bank.

"yo who you trying to find?"a voice asked tapping mir from behind

mir was about to answer when the guy stopped him.

"sorry...dude i gotta rush..everyone's been talking about this girl who's being surrounded by a mob of angry fangirls currently because somebody snapped a photo of her on top of thunder pecking lips!!"junhyung cried as he ran to see the situation outside.

mir's eyes were bulged open.that girl must be mizuki

a part of him wanted to tell the guys...but they were too busy fighting...mizuki is in danger so he must save her...NOW

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TO BE CONTINUED