First Crush, First Love

Heart Skips A Beat

 

 

It was a rainy night. Bomi tugged her yellow minion doll tightly to her chest, while gliding from one side of the bed to another. She looked at her roommate, Eunji, and she was already fast asleep on her bed, occasionally releasing some snores. She must be really tired. Eunji had been preparing herself for a theatre performance for the past two weeks and unlike Bomi, Eunji was known as the talented singer of Cube Art Academy. She was a social butterfly too. Sometimes, Bomi even wondered to herself, how on earth would someone as talented as Eunji wanted to be friends with a gorilla girl like her.

 

She let out a small sigh, only to be heard by herself and the loneliness of the night. She pulled the minion doll, closely to her face and gently it with her right hand. Then, Bomi found herself smiling. She was thinking of her first love.

 

Flashback

 

An empty hallway filled with nothing but the sound of flowing tears. Somewhere at the corner of the long hallway, Bomi found herself hiding, curving herself into a ball with tears running down on her cheeks. She was sobbing. Alone.

 

“Hey? Are you okay?” A soft, gentle and yet manly voice broke the sound of silence. She stopped her sobbing and wiped away her tears. She cleared , trying to say something in return, but no words came out.

 

“Can I seat here?” The person asked politely. With no words in return, Bomi only nodded her head, in agreement, and not looking at the person. Her eyes were still red and she refused to let anyone see her crying like that.

 

“Here.” He said simply, while handed out a squared piece of white handkerchief to Bomi. At first, she was hesitating on whether to accept the offer or not, but considering her runny nose, she thought that she may be needed it, so she accepted it.

 

“Thanks.” Bomi said in return. Not thinking much, she blew her stuffed nose on the handkerchief rather loudly, only to realize that the piece of clothing did not belong to her. The guy chuckled and from the corner of Bomi’s eyes, Bomi could see that he was smiling.

 

“I saw your performance just now. And the gorilla thing – I think it’s cute.”

 

“I don’t think I ever seen a gorilla’s imitation as cute and as funny as that.” He continued again.

 

Bomi tried to match her eyes with the guy. Their eyes met for a second, but Bomi quickly shifted her eyes to elsewhere. She could feel her cheeks slightly reddened hearing the guy’s remarks. Bomi had no idea who he was, but he was kind – and sweet – and courteous. And ever since that day, her thoughts never leave the guy.

 

The guy’s name was Choi Minhwan. He was a year older, senior who majored in the sound and music course. He was rather famous – and a lot of students known him as the drummer of a local band called Tree Island. He performed with his band at various local clubs and he was famous for his good looks too. Just like every other girls, Bomi found herself head over heels for the senior as her crush on him developed strongly from time to time.  

 

They had come across multiple times at the hallway, occasionally sat in the same row with a few tables away at the college’s café, and they would see each other a few times in the library – but despite how many times they had encountered each other, Bomi had never had the guts to initiate a conversation with the senior. She was well aware that talking to the senior in public might cause such a ruckus, and she didn’t want that to happen – not after the whole gorilla-humiliation-thingy.

 

But one fine, coincidental day, Bomi found her luck. She was walking along the hallway when she saw a familiar figure right at the end of the hallway. It was Choi Minhwan. He was walking slowly, with both of his hands holding a box, filled with stuffs. Gathering her confidence, Bomi fasten her steps, as she walked towards the senior, wanted to say hi.

 

“Choi Minhwan-sunbae!”

 

Minhwan turned his head around. His lips curved into a smile as he saw Bomi, who was already smiling from ear to ear, making her way towards him in a fast pace.

 

“Ouh, Bomi-ah. What are you doing here at this hour?” He asked with a slight confusion.

 

“I… I fell asleep in the library…” she lied, not wanting him to know that she had other reasons. He giggled a little hearing Bomi’s answer.

 

“Aigooo you’re too cute,” he mumbled with a smile. That one remark caused her heart to thump loudly, so loud that she felt that even the senior might be able to hear it.

 

“But… why are you here?” Bomi asked, shifting the topic. “And this box?” she asked again.

 

“Ahh, well I’m leaving soon.”

 

“H-huh?” Her eyes widen in disbelief. “B-but… why?”

 

“My band is going on tour and I have to follow them. They need me to be there, so I have to leave the academy for quite a while.”

 

Her heart sank. Of all the things that she wanted to hear, this was the least in her wishlist. For a quick second, her mind strayed away.

 

“Bomi-ah? You okay?” he asked while waving his right hand a few times in front of her face, bringing the girl back to reality.

 

“Umm, I’m fine.” There was a slight disappointment in Bomi’s tone, although she tried her best to hide it. She was aware that Minhwan was staring at her, but she couldn’t match her eyes with his, as he would have found out that the news had saddened her.

 

“Shall I walk you back to your dorm?” He asked, breaking the sudden awkward silence between them.

 

“That would be great.” She replied, simply with a disheartened smile.

 

That night was the last night the two had. They walked together along the pathway, accompanied by the beautiful stars in the sky with the silent, tugging sound of the night. The pair didn’t have much to say, though deep inside, Bomi was fighting with her own feelings, desperately wanting to tell Minhwan – that she did not want him to leave – and that she liked him. But all that was kept inside, until their very last steps.

 

“So, I guess this is it." Minhwan said, facing himself towards Bomi who was staring down on the pavement. She was still quiet, not able to say anything. 

 

"Bomi-ah, promise me you’ll take a good care of yourself?” He said again while offering a pinky promise towards the girl.

 

“I promise-.” She croaked. She was certain that in any time sooner, she would break down in tears.

 

As their pinky fingers intertwined, Minhwan gently patted Bomi’s head with the palm of his right hand.

 

“Goodbye and good night.” That was the last words he gave to her.

 

Flashback ended

 

Bomi smiled widely, hugging the minion doll still, tightly close to her chest. As she closed her eyes, she found herself in the dreamland with the sounds of bird chirping.

 

There’s no love like the first.

 

 

 

A/N: Oh my~ It's taking me too long to update. I am finally free from my previous hectic schedule! Yeaayyy :D Hope this update is not disappointing and let me say thank you to readers and subscribers who are willing to read this so-so story~

 

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Panda0619
#1
Chapter 16: This story is very balanced, I think it's a waste to leave it hanging! =)
I like how you made Chorong the stronger girl, as most stories flip it around..
ckaz99
#2
Chapter 16: Ohhh so that’s how it ended. I can see the worry in the comments hah that really made my heart thump. What a cliffhanger to end this story on, aww, but I’m so happy for the two of them and that we got such a beautiful moment for those fluttering feelings before this stopped. It was adorable~ Yes Chorong!! Their feelings were recognised after friendship and heartbreak. I love it and I miss it.. (wipes tear) Thank you for your efforts with this story :)
ckaz99
#3
Chapter 11: AHHH this brought a smile to my face too!! It’s so soft asdfksksh I love this chapter and the connection between the chapter title and the story title. This was lovely! Chorong is so whipped omg it’s just her ego that gets in the way sometimes.. but this chapter shows a different side to her, and it surprised even herself. She helped them out and that’s so thoughtful. She helped Bomi out because she’s that soft for her. Heart eyes everywhere~ love~~ dduru duu~
Alaayyssa23 #4
Chapter 16: Pls update authornim
ckaz99
#5
Chapter 10: Ahhhh possessive!!!! Chorong unnie is possessive I- asdskslmafda this is amazing. Oh she definitely has a thing for Bomi, I take back what I said about it not being romantic yet. It’s been so gay from the beginning. Asdfssfsa Chorong can’t express herself well but her actions are so cute ahmagah~ I love that Chorong is the one who’s very into Bomi here.
ckaz99
#6
Chapter 8: Uweehee their chemistry was already there hohoho~ ahhhh that ballroom dance practice with Bomi as a panicked gay!! I feel ya, I was blushing for her >///< Chorong sneaking glances at Bomi asgdgsakjks she is totally interested in her, even if it’s not romantically just yet. How lucky is Bomi that she has the support of two popular seniors? Well, not exactly Chorong’s full support yet, but dang, I just thought it’s such a cool scenario.

Imagine, a poor junior being defended from spiteful admirers by the two popular seniors, who are also rivalling each other for the junior’s love. It sounds like an anime slice-of-life with funny antics and where there never really ends up being a canon romantic plot between the junior and one of the seniors, maybe. I feel like it would fuel the fandom ships indefinitely haha, and what makes it even better is the rivalry being between a female senior and a male senior. It’s a biual’s dream keke ^^
ckaz99
#7
Chapter 6: Aww I can’t help but think back to the early days of Apink with your comments. 4 subscribers at the time? Ahh this story is so gooddd. So this is all because Chorong was awed by Bomi but Bomi isn’t aware hehehehe~ we’ll see about that soon enough! It’s fate that they keep crossing paths, uwu I love it :)
ckaz99
#8
Chapter 5: Omo the end of this chapter brought a smile to my face, I just have to say that. The many charms of Yoon Bomi, and little does Chorong know that she’s already been roped in. Ahh cute~ the awe~
ckaz99
#9
Chapter 4: Waaa okay I guess this will be our first pitstop in this journey, hoo~ If only Bomi could laugh at herself and just own being gorilla girl, show that confidence, but she’s on the shy, humiliated side here which is totally understandable. Aww. The chapters are so consistent with length and they feel all clean, tidy and well-written, which I find really satisfying. It’s so nice!! There’s a slow burn, I can feel it. Waaa Chorong recognised Bomi from her lips ohhhh~ Haha this one’s a great cliffhanger and heart drop moment, boom!
ckaz99
#10
Chapter 1: Time to reread a classic! And my my, it looks like I’ve commented here before in the early days. I do remember this being a good and well-written one, although the details have been lost in my memory, so I’m happy to refresh it. It’s amazing that this fic started in the early days as one of the first few chomi/chobom fics! It’s the earliest long fic too, nice~~ Starting off cute and cliche hehe. Let’s see how gorilla girl goes~