Ten years...it will soon be ten years since I debuted as a singer. Time really passed faster than I thought. Younger, I was the polite hoobae who would bow with more than 90 degrees to his sunbaes. Now, I'm seeing a lot of hoobaes that are bowing politely when they see me. It just show me the long road that I crossed since 2003. Working hard to come where I am now. It will be ten years since the five of you became artists. Sure, I think about the old times, think about the three of them. It would be a lie if I'm saying that I forgot about them. Even after the spilt up, Minsung still show her love to the five of us even if there's two groups now. Some people thought that since she's my sister, she would  choose just TVXQ or that I would force herself to choose it unconsciously. I was kind of  disgusted to hear or see comments like that. I would ever force Minsung to choose one group. Also, I'm even more happier that she decided to support the two groups despite this. I'm very glad that she doesn't care about some people think. Even if she's korean, she discovered K-Pop music in 2009. I think that my aunt and uncle wanted her to finding out by herself. She didn't told me this but I know that she's mad at her for not discovering us more earlier. ''It's sad that you spilt up after going throught a lot of things together and working hard to become to finally achieve the title of «The Kings of K-Pop». But, the thing that is mostly important for me is Happiness. If the five of you are happy and comfortable with these decisions, I will also be happy. I will always continue to give my support no matter what happens'' That is one of the things she said to me the first time we met (While we were eating, after she woke up from fainting in front of me). I was thinking about all these things while the airplane arrive to Suvarnabhumi Airport. When I crossed the doors, I saw a lot of fans that were waiting for me. After going to the place wher we take our luggage, my manager, some staffs that were with us and I leave the airport. The security was there to make me able to get to the van without trouble. I waved to the fans while walking to the exit. While entering the car, I received a text from Changmin. ''Did you arrive safely? I hope so! Have a good filming and take care of yourself! Your beloved dongsaeng that you love so much ;) ''. I was laughing seeing it. Yah, this kid!! He grew up so much since Hug's era. That cute maknae whos is an adult. He changed so much since our debut. It's like watching your own child evolution since he was a baby until he leave the house. Even if he became an evil and is more stronger than before, he still looks cute sometime. ''Yes,I arrived safely. Take care of yourself you too. By the way, I'm very happy to see that my dongsaeng finally sended me a message'' I sended to him,trolling. I was closing my eyes, trying to sleep. I couldn't sleep in the airplane. Few minutes later, another one came. I opened my eyes and looked at the screen, it was Jihye. ''Oppa, don't forget to not skip one meal and watch out to not catch a cold. Your lovely sister number one <3''. I smiled seeing that message. I felt like if she was beside me, wanted to know if I ate or not. ''Don't worry, I will not forget to eat and dress yourself warmly to not catch a cold. I doesn't want  you to become sick for Christmas :) '' I sended to her. I looked at the view from the window's car, thinking about her. I hope that I would be able to see her and Minsung soon. Few minutes later, another one came. Then, it was from Minsung. ''Did they plan to send their messages with a sepcific time interval?'' I thought in my head. ''Oppa, make sure to have plenty time of sleep, arasso? Sister number two <3''. I smiled and sended her a message. ''Make sure to get plenty of sleep yourself, students should get a lot of sleep hours to perform well :) ''. These three dongsaeng are so adorable, worrying for me even though they should not. I put on my earphones and started to listen to music. I slowly closed my eyes to get some rest. The filming in Thailand went well. I had fun filming with the other casts and after each filming, there was always a lot of fans that were waiting for me. I greeted and bowed to them to express my gratefulness towards them. When I returned to Korea, few days later, I heard that my sisters and some of their friends will go to my concert. I was quite happy to hear that because I thought that I would not get a chance to meet them for the Holidays and also, it will be Minsung's first time going to a TVXQ's concert. I hope that she will have fun that day. The first thing I did, when finally entering my house, was looking at the mails. I smiled, seeing some of them are fan's letters. I received them at the company too, but they would sometime send them to my house. Then, I stopped to smile seeing the others one. ''Again! I'm tired to see these ones!!'' I said trowing them in the recycle bin. CF's deals for Minsung. She's not even interested to do them. Anyways, I wouldn't want her or Jihye to do them. There are always new offers sent to her or me. I already succeeded to stop some companies, but others began. Even more, there are some that want to recruit her, make her debuting. Today, I went to SM Building. I greeted all the persons I met before before reaching a room with a big table and a lot of around it. We were going to have a final reunion to talk about the concert at SM Town week. I saw that someone was already there. It was Changmin. He was listening to music and didn't notice me until I hugged him from behind, with one arm. He took off his hearphones and look around. ''Oh! You arrived?'' He smiled before we took each other's hands to greet. ''Congratulations for your award at KBS Entertainment Awards and also for the award for your show'' I said smiling. ''Thank you, I didn't really expect to win an award....'' He said with a shy smile. ''Yah!!! How come? Even Minsung thought that you should win one because you are very funny in Our Neighborhood Arts and Physical Education'' I said excited giving him a tap on his shoulder. I walked around the table and took the place that was opposite to him, to face each other. ''It's been a long time since you arrived?'' I put down my bag and sat down. ''Hmmm, not too long ago. Maybe five to ten minutes'' he respond. We talked a lot before the meeting started, a few minutes later. It last for two hours because we also talk a little bit for our comeback in 2014. We decided to pass the rest of the day together. Lately, we were busy that we didn't got a lot of chances to pass some times together. We went to my house and we ordered foods. ''Again CF's deals?'' He asked while we were eating. I looked at him and nodded. ''It doesn't stop, I receive a lot of letters every week'' I said. ''What is Minsung's opinion on that subject?''. ''the same as me or the family. When the first letters came, all the family and including me were like ''No way!!! Never!!! etc..'' and her saying in English '' Hell No!!! It's really incredible the amount of expressions in English she told me since we met'' I said laughing. ''It doesn't surprise me, coming from that little girl who grown up in USA'' He respond smiling. ''She still has her accent but it's less stronger than before. She speaks more korean now'' He continued. ''Yes, that's true! '' I respond. After eating, we installed ourselves in front of the TV to watch a movie. One hour later, I couldn't stop myself blinking my eyes slowly and also yawning. ''I need to sleep'' I said closing my eyes. I opened them and thought about my dongsaeng who was also here. ''Like usually, you can leave the house at anytime. Anyways, the door is locking by himself'' I respond before closing them. ''Did you hear me?'' I asked. ''Changmin?'' I said opening my eyes. I turned my head to the left and saw him sleeping peacefully. '' I see that I'm not the only one who's tired also'' I said smiling, going in my bedroom. I took a blanket and put it on him before turning off the TV. I returned back to my place, on one of the sofas and lied down to sleep.

Sorry everyone, I was very busy with school. I'm feeling bad for not having upload  something. So, Double update :)