Chapter 25

I Just Don't Know Anymore

{ Eunjin POV }

 

As I swept the ash into the bucket small white clouds floated up into my face. I coughed and waved a hand in front of my face but the choked feeling stayed. It had been like that for a few days now; at first it felt like something was stuck in my throat but now it felt like it was in a vice. Minhyuk had been skulking around the apartment in a daze but I didn’t dare question him. ‘There goes my rabbit.’  I thought glumly as I scooped the last of it’s ashes into the bucket. After throwing my cremated rabbit doll into the garbage bin I settled on texting Eunkwang. Maybe that would settle my nerves.

 

‘The rabbit doll’s been cremated.’ I sent grimly and he replied immediately.

 

‘What do you mean cremated? Why’d you burn it?’

 

‘No, Minhyuk did. He found it and burnt it to ashes. He’s becoming suspicious.’ I waited about ten minutes before Eunkwang replied back.

 

‘Just hang on. Tell me if he does anything suspicious and I’ll come and get you. I won’t let him hurt you.’ It sounded awfully romantic but it wasn’t the time for that. I sent a quick reply and headed back into the kitchen to finish washing out the oven. In the ten hours that I’d been home I had been thinking. It’s true; I didn’t love Minhyuk and wanted out of the relationship. He abused me and that certainly wasn’t right. So why did I feel guilty? Who knows?

 

I so preoccupied with cleaning I didn’t hear the front door open and slam closed. Not until a coat came flying into the kitchen did I look up from the oven to see Minhyuk storming into the lounge room. What happened now? I cautiously entered the room and looked warily at Minhyuk. He had collapsed on the lounge and had his hands over his eyes. He looked angry, as in furious. He couldn’t have found out yet…

 

“What’s wrong?” I asked in quiet voice, dreading his reply. Minhyuk uncovered his eyes and stared at me with piercing eyes. I gulped and prepared for the worst, but it never came.

“I was fired.” He said in a monotone voice while glaring out the window.

“Fired? How?”

“They said I wasn’t focused, I wasn’t attentive. They’d had enough of me moping around, it wasn’t good for business.” He was fired because of that? If he was fired that meant he wouldn’t be out every weekday, so he would be in the apartment. Which meant I couldn’t go out anymore.

 

Minhyuk pushed himself up and slammed the door to the bathroom, leaving me dumbstruck. I wouldn't be able to see Eunkwang until Minhyuk found another job, and that could destroy our relationship. Well, whatever poor excuse of a relationship. But do I sort of deserve this? Sneaking around and cheating is against everything I've ever been taught, so why have I become such a bad person? I dropped the towel I'd been holding and slipped to the floor. I furiously blinked back my tears and pulled out my phone to text Eunkwang again. 'Things are getting difficult.'


I'm so sorry! I had no bloody idea what to write for this chapter, so its kinda a filler. I promise that the next chapter will be way more interesting. Oh, and MokpoStar, I don't feel sorry for Eunjin either, I feel sorry for Minhyuk. This story isn't going how I thought it would...

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[ I Just Don't Know Anymore ] I'm sorry for making Minhyuk the bad guy everyone! Please, trust me and hang on, soon he'll be good. Please keep reading! :D

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StayLeeForever #1
Chapter 32: OMG. What a story... I swear I don't even know how to describe how it is! Like it's not those stories that end the mainstream way but then again it doesn't end in the way you expect it too! WAOW. Purely awesome!!!
Insp2uty
#2
Chapter 32: Really great story!!! I'm sad I finished it. Your story is awesome!!!! :D
EpicPinkPanther #3
Chapter 32: ^^ I wonder what Eunjin's and Minhyuk's reaction would be when their daughter and son, Eunjin and Minhyuk fell in love while attending Kindy!kekeke
BeasTOB1a4 #4
Chapter 32: Aww!! That's so sweet of an ending! It's not too cliched at the end but I loved your story so much! I'm kinda sad that's it's over :( but this was such a great story I don't really care that it's over! Just happy that they both ended up happy :) well done!!!
Arthiekka86
#5
Chapter 32: Nice endiiiiing! Huhu, too bad they didn't greet each other, so saaad but so sweet at the times to know they named their child with each other's name ㅠㅠㅠㅠ should you make a sequel? Between little Eunjin & little Minhyuk at the same kindergarden lol I'm kidding ;3

You did a great jooooob!! Thank you for making this story!!^^ Keep hwaiting!
alyns_0908
#6
Chapter 32: Loved the ending...this story is great.. XD
nurpadalbyrne
#7
Chapter 31: Awwwh. Its gonna end already. :') I am glad Minhyuk turned better but somehow feel a little sad for him. But, all's good. :D I hope the end is good! Anticipating it! But no pressure alright. Haha. Fighting!!