"Are you Miyoung?" Kai said surprised, seeing she was over an hour late. 

"Yeah, I'm sorry, I got a little lost." She lied. She didn't want to make a bad impression of course. 

"No, it's my fault. I should have told Chanyeol or Suho to get you..." 

"No, I'm not a little kid. It's okay." She smiled. 

"Would you like to come in?"

"Sure." She walked in, taking in her surroundings. "How have you been? I'm sorry Luhan never introduced us..." 

"Nah, it's okay." He shook his head. "Luhan is really close to Sehun, so Sehun is probably the only one who knew you existed." 

"Sehun..." She began to look around, wanting to talk to him about Luhan. 

"Yeah, you probably know our names but not our faces, I'll see who is home, and I'll introduce you." He left going into some of the rooms, a few guys followed him out. "D.O and Baekhyun aren't home, but these boys will make do." He smiled. "This is Luhan's girlfriend, Miyoung. Miyoung that is Chanyeol." He pointed out a boy who was smiling ridiculously. "This is the leader, Suho." He looked like a little kid, "Last but not least, Sehun." He was looking down, not looking directly at her like the others. 

"Sehun, why don't you hang out with her?" Kai suggested when the other members began to leave. He simply nodded his head, and told her to follow him. They ended up in his room. 

"How long have you known Luhan?" She asked curiously, he was still avoiding any contact, his back to her sitting by his desk on his laptop. She rummaged through her bag, pulling out a notebook and lead pencil; beginning to write. They both sat there preoccupied with their own things, slowly forgetting the fact there was another person in the room. 

'I began to feel, feel that he set up his friends to distract me. I know he just wants me to be happy, but I can't. I just need him. No one else, even the guys I randomly date have nothing on you. No guy can compare to you.' She wrote, when she looked up she noticed Sehun looking at her. 

"Is there something wrong?" She closed her notebook and stuffed it in her bag. 

He got up and walked out of the room with her following. The guys were getting ready to eat. Kai was setting up the table while D.O and Baekhyun were prepping some food they had bought when they were out.  They greeted her, even hugging her. When they sat down, it was quiet, she couldn’t help but feel that she was probably the reason they were holding back on their conversation.

“Earlier when I peaked inside the room, I saw you were writing, do you like to write?” Chanyeol broke the silence.

“Um, just a little. I drabble here and there. I work in a school library so I usually have a lot of free time there.” She nodded.

“Wow, I would love to read it sometime.” Baekhyun beamed.

“I’m sorry, but they are private. Maybe I’ll show you the ones that aren’t.” She included so he wouldn’t be sad.

They continued to talk, all but Sehun who just ate and left quickly, but she couldn’t help but feel it was her fault.

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“I don’t understand why you are still with her, you barely see her anymore.” Kris shrugged as they were getting ready to go out.

“I love her.” Luhan interjected.

“If you love her, then why do you sleep around? She’s a nice girl; she doesn’t deserve to be treated like that.” Kris continued to lecture him, but he wasn’t listening, is only instinct right now was to get some alcohol, and fast.

He was lying there, in a hotel room once again. Some random girl tangled up with him. He was regretting it now; he pulled the girl away from him, taking out his cell phone.

‘I miss you.’ He quickly texted Miyoung, he laid there for a good hour waiting for a reply that never came. He quickly got dressed, going back to the dorms. 

vuyigvuoirnm. Haven't updated in forever, but here you go~

hope you enjoyed it. 

but youre probably hating on Luhan now.