Agree
Reconciled concert (repost)
Jaejoong’s POV
Jaebin and I were no longer awkward as the first day anymore. Due to Jaebin’s slightly sprained ankle we didn’t really travel around much. We stayed in the hotel’s vicinity. It wasn’t that bad since the whole place was filled with wonderful things to do.
”Don’t coop yourself in here all day with me. Go and have a walk around.” Jaebin said as I was flipping through the channels on TV.
“It’s ok my back hurts a little. I’ll stay here with you.” I said and her expression turned a little worried.
“Omo! You’re hurt? I’m so sorry!” She apologised.
“It’s alright. Just a little sore. It’ll be fine soon.” I said but she look like she was about to burst into tears.
Suddenly the doorbell rang.
“Who could it be?” She asked. But I was really curious too since we don’t really know anyone here and neither did we order room service. The housekeeper came just now and we told her we’re ok with her not cleaning today.
Opening the door, I saw someone I have never seen before and to me she looked like a local. She was giving me a very wide smile. I was a little puzzled. It doesn’t seem like she has got to the wrong room because we stood there in awkwardness.
“Good afternoon. Is this the room of Park Jaebin?” She asked and I nodded my head.
“I’m Sabrina Witchman, Representative of Singapore’s royal Dance academy.”
Inviting her in, Jaebin recongised her immediately, greeting each other with a hug, the both of them started to talk like there’s no tomorrow.
“I’ll go downstairs for a walk.” I said and Jaebin nodded. It was quite awkward since I wasn’t able to do anything other than stand there and watch them talk, so I decided to head downstairs for a walk. There’s this shopping centre near there which is called shoppes.
Walking in, I stepped into tiffany and Co to look through their jewelery. Jaebin loves their products so I decided to buy something for her. Immediately I saw something which caught my eye. It was very simple yet very unique. Asking the staff to take it out to let me have a closer look, I liked it even more.
Jaebin has always looked nice in the simplest accessories. It brought out the elegance in her. Thanking the staff, I proceeded with my walk around. Looking at the man-made river on the first floor, it just makes me think of Venice.
After walking for a while, I realized there was nowhere else to go other than the casino which I would never want to go, I decided to return to the hotel, praying hard that the woman was gone and I could have my wife back to myself.
Swiping my card, I opened the door to see the pair of shoes gone. Walking into our room, I saw Jaebin sitting on the bed reading her book.
“Oh you’re back.” She smiled at me before placing her book on the side table.
Taking the bag from behind my back, I passed it to her.
“Oh. You don’t have to buy me something.” She smiled. I know she will love it when she opened it. Upon opening it, her smile got wider.
“It’s beautiful. Thank you jae.” She gave me a hug as I hug her back.
“Are you feeling better now?” I asked her and she nodded her head.
“I’m fine. We can go enjoy ourselves tomorrow. We’ve been here for almost 3 days and we haven’t even started exploring.” She said and I agreed.
“Oh. What did Sabrina Witchman come here for?” I asked.
“She invited us to go to the RDA to tour.” She smiled and I was a little reluctant since I never liked tours but it was a new place so I was fine with it.
Laying back on the bed, I felt my muscle loosened. The bed was so comfortable. I was about to fall asleep when Jaebin spoke.
“Is your back still hurting?” I nodded my head.
“Turn around then.” I did as told as I felt her massaging my lower back. I could feel the pain shoot up my back. Maybe it’s because I left it there in pain without caring so now it’s worst.
“Is it very painful?” She asked me. I shook my head and without myself realizing, I fell asleep.
End of Jaejoong’s POV
Jaebin’s POV
The room before very silent and after helping Jaejoong massage his back for a little while, I realized his breathing became very stable and I realized he had fell asleep.
For the past day, he had spent the most effort in taking care of me. Even though it’s a minor sprain, he said no matter how minor it was, I have to take care of my legs because it’s where my passion lies. It’s true, but I intend to stop dancing already. I want to spend more time with Jaejoong.
He didn’t have a good night’s rest yesterday because he slept on the couch, afraid to injure my leg further. Pulling the cover over him, I let him rest. Pulling out my phone, I called Sabrina and declined her invitation to the tour. I had seen the expression on Jaejoong’s face change just now when I told him we’re going to a tour.
I know it’s not that he wasn’t interested in ballet. It’s just walking around was indeed boring. I had wanted to decline the offer just now, but to be polite I accepted it. Seeing Jaejoong’s expression, the more I need to push it off. I know Jaejoong didn’t want to tell me because he may think I would want to go, because it’s regarding my career.
The next moment I found myself asleep and waking up. Looking at the clock, it was already in the evening. Waking Jaejoong up, he dragged himself to the bathroom to wash up and shower.
“Let’s dine out today.” I suggested. Because it’s really boring to keep ourselves cooped in our room for 3 days straight.
“You’ll be fine if we go out?” He asked, concerned about my leg.
“Jae, I’m fine. “ I said and he nodded, closing the bathroom door. I took this chance to change since I have already taken a bath just now. Putting on a sundress and a pair of flip flops, I was ready to go.
In less than 15 minutes, the bathroom door opened and revealed a Jaejoong topless, wrapped in a towel. When I was that, I looked down blushing. It’s really awkward. “Sorry.” He said and rushed back to the bathroom with his clothes. I know the both of us are weird, but it’s really hard to get used to it. When we were dating, seeing him topless was quite common, but it wasn’t as awkward as now.
He came out of the toilet in a T-shirt and board shorts. “Let’s go.” He smiled and we’re off.
In Shoppes there was nothing to our liking, so we walked past a really cool bridge which was named the helix bridge and got to the next shopping centre nearest called Marina square. Roaming around a little, there was did types of cuisines. We’ve decided to settle for Thai food since we’re craving for it.
After having dinner, it was nearing 8, so we decided to talk a walk around to digest our food. There are a few shops that are found in Korea, one of my favourite, Tony Molly with Song Joong ki and Narsha being it’s embassador. Even though it’s the same shop, but as compared to the one we have in Korea, the choices are more limited.
Jaejoogn and I then found another shop selling Korean goods. Heading in, we got ourselves a bottle of Tangerine orange juice. We got some other things that we can snack on in our room when we’re hungry and started walking back.
“Singapore’s night view is so beautiful.” I said as we walked past the helix bridge again. The view from our room was marvelous too.
We headed to bed early since the next day we had more things planned for us to do And that’s where the real fun began.
We headed to their theme park called Universal Studios. Even though it’s small scaled and most of the rides are not in operation yet, We had fun. What amazes us is that we’re married and we’re playing these kind of things which boy and girl friends do.
“Why not? It’s alright as long as we’re young at heart.” I said. Jaejoong just shook his head and we headed off to somewhere to have dinner. The day passed so quickly, we forgot the time till we saw the sky turning dark.
“I’m so tired.” I flopped on my bed as Jaejoong sat down.
“Go shower. Like that we can have an early night.” Jaejoong said as he took my clothes for me and pushed me off into the bathroom. When I was done, I sat on the bed, trying my bed not to fall asleep.
“You could go ahead without me. I know you’re tired.” Jaejoong crawled under the covers and I lay my head on the pillow. I snuggled close to him and in an instant, I felt way safer than before.
“I want to have kids.” Jaejoong said and I pushed him away and sitting up, turning on the lights at the same time.
“You know that’s impossible Jae.” I said.
“Don’t you want to have a kid of your own? To create a family of our own.”
“I don’t want to talk about this Jae, not now when we’re having our honeymoon.” I don’t want to dampen our spirites during our honeymoon. It’s time to have fun and I only want to think about the fun things I get to do and not serious topics that are way too early to be discussed about.
“I just want you to know why I am insisting on having one. I know the possibility of you not agreeing is high, but I still intend to try. I know you don’t want our child to be motherless at a young age and as you’ve said before I won’t remarry so the chances of our child having a mother is equals to zero, but I want a child is so that I’ll have a part of you with me even when you moved on. I know I’m selfish, but think about it. I’m sure your parents would want a grand son or daughter of their own. I always see their looks of envy when the see other people’s grandchildren. I’m not trying to make you feel guility, but I’m hoping you’ll think about it.”
With that, he lay down and went to sleep.
End of Jaebin’s POV
Jaejoong’s POV
I closed my eyes, trying to get rid of all those thoughts that is upsetting Jaebin. I didn’t know why I suddenly thought of it and said it out. I got snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a shivering breathe of Jaebin as she breathed. I opened my eyes to see her sitting on the bed in the same position with tears flowing down her cheeks. She looked so fragile under the bright moon light.
I sat bolt upright and hugged her. “I’m so sorry.” She didn’t utter a single word but hug me back and sobbing on my shoulder. I think I was too harsh on my words.
The night was spent with me comforting her and she dozed off with dried tear marks on her cheeks. I feel very guilty continuing the conversation when she had asked me to stop.
The next morning, I woke up feeling the bed empty beside me. Opening my eyes quickly, I saw her standing at the window, deep in thought. Wrapping my arms around her, I placed my head on her shoulder. “I’m sorry.” I said and she gave me a weak smile.
“You’re right.” She said softly.
“What do you mean?” I let go of her as she turned around to face me.
“I’ve been thinking and you’re right. I’m the selfish one not you. I’m selfish to think that I won’t be missed when I’m gone and that I’ll leave a burden if I give birth to a baby. I’ve never thought of how much my parents wanted grandchildren. I am their only hope left since Yoochun is gone. They would want a part of me left behind as well. I’ll bear you children. “ With that she smiled at me. I was shocked yet happy.
After around 3 seconds, I realized what she said and carried her by her waist, spinning her round the room.
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