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When she moved back, I was still in shock. If she had done something like this before the accident had happened, maybe I would feel elated. But now all I felt was miserable. I feel as if I had lost everything in my life when I didn’t. Her question had added on to me feeling miserable. I really don’t know what to do. If I lose her, it’s equivalent to losing everything I love because she had left so many beautiful memories with me. Everywhere I go, everything I do would just remind me of her.

Playing the piano would remind me of her because it’s where we met. Japan would remind me of her because it’s where it all started. And she’s my neighbour. Walking out of my own house would be a torture for me. And what’s worse is that I can see her room from mine. I think I would go into depression if she had left this world.

“Jae... Jae... JAE!” I snapped out from my thoughts and saw her looking at me with a worried expression. “Sorry. I got carried away by my thoughts.” I answered. She looked at me curiously. “Care to share?” She asked with her usual smile. “It’s nothing. For your question, If you die I’ll be living like the dead.” I answered and she furrowed her eyebrows. “You’re not saying that just to please me right?” She asked. I shook my head. “If I lose you I’ll lose everything because everything I do just reminds me of you.” She smiled and hit me lightly. “You’re so cheesy.” I smiled back. I also realised how cheesy that line was.

I then realised she was in my room in the middle of the night. “Jaebin, Why aren’t you asleep?” I asked and she looked at me. “I got a nightmare and I need someone to talk to.” She said and frowned a little. “Care to share?” I asked and she told me about it. I know why. She said she can’t really remember the full details but she can only remember that Yoochun had died in that particular dream. She couldn’t go look for Yoochun because Yoochun will just tell her it’s a dream. She however had felt that it was more realistic than ever and she really don’t want that to happen to Yoochun, Her one and only Oppa whom she cared and loved.

“Come on. You sleep here. I’ll always be by your side.” I said. At this point of time she cannot be left alone. If her parents were to find her sleeping on my bed with me, it’ll be horrible. Even though it had happened before, but it’s better to stay clear now. I was sitting up and I tucked her in. “Jae, Why don’t you sleep too?” She asked I could see her eyes shining under the moonlight. “I will when you fall asleep.” I assured her as she nodded with a smile and close her eyes.

When I notice her breathing became heavy and stable, I went over to the couch beside her and sat down, closing my eyes and dozed off almost immediately. I woke up the next morning feeling the sun on my skin. I opened my eyes and groaned due to the uncomfortable sleeping position. Looking at Jaebin sleeping so peacefully, I decided to head to the bathroom to wash up first.

When I returned, I saw her shifting about on the bed, using her arm to cover her eyes from the sunlight. I slid into the covers and shook her, waking her up. “Morning” she sad gently when she opened her eyes, giving me a warm smile. She got off bed and dragged herself back to her room to wash up. “I’ll wait for you downstairs?” I said and she nodded followed by a yawn and stretching her arms upwards.

“Oh Jaejoong! Had a good night?” Mrs park asked and I nodded. “That’s good I was afraid you won’t be used to it.” I gave her a smile before taking a seat. Everyone was down except Jaebin. We then heard fumbling footstep and there came Jaebin. “Sorry I’m late. I had to answer a call.” She took her seat beside me and the day started.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

Yoochun’s POV

Seeing Jaejoong and Jaebin so loving this morning make feel very content. I just hope Jaejoong is not like Donghae. Both of them are my friends. I don’t blame Donghae but he should have at least bid farewell properly and not just leave without saying a word.

The clouds are dark and there were few strikes of thunder. I quickly made my way to the office even though I had a bad feeling about today. Sooyong greeted me before I entered my office. She followed me in, telling me my schedule for the day. “Cancel my dinner appointment with Mr Seo and rearrange it to tomorrow night.” Sooyong took it down and went out to do her own things. I pulled out my phone and called Seulgi. “Hey darling, don’t forget our dinner appointment tonight.” I smiled and chat with her for about 5 minutes before starting my work.

At 4pm, I was doing my work half way when I realised I forgot to bring something. I pulled my phone out and dialled Seulgi’s number. “You head to the restaurant first. I forgot to bring something so I will be a little late. I made reservations.” She agreed and I quickly did my work before heading home. It was already 6pm when I finished my work. All my staff had already left.

I quickly drove home to get what I forgot. It was a ring. The one we saw the other day. Seulgi loved it so much she couldn’t help but gave it another look. I’m going to officially propose to her today. When I reached home, I dashed up the stairs, getting yelled at by Omma who asked me why was I in such a rush. I went to my room looking for the ring. My room was in such a mess I had to clear away all the papers on my table. When i finally found it, I slid it into my blazer pocket and dashed out of the house, Having Omma chasing after me behind. “Where are you going?” She half exclaimed half shouted. “I’m going dinner with Seulgi and propose to her for real!” Omma said something but I didn’t catch it.

I was too anxious and nervous. Even though I know she would agree, but every girl would want their proposal to be very romantic, very indifferent. I’m afraid I cannot give her that. I was reaching the restaurant in another 15 minutes and my phone rang. It was from Seulgi. “I’m reaching in another 15 minutes.” She asked me to drive carefully and that she loves me. “I love you too!” I said before giving her a kiss and hung up.

At the cross junction, I was waiting for the light to turn green. Tapping my fingers on the steering wheel, time seems to be passing so slowly. The sky was already dark and the street lamp was flickering non-stop. The light finally turned green and I drove forward. However, I saw another ray of bright light coming from my left, coming towards me.....

End of Yoochun’s POV

Jaejoong’s POV

I was spending time with Jaebin’s parents. At around 4pm, Jaebin complained saying she was craving for ice cream. So I brought her out, leaving Jaebin’s Omma at home since her father is going to meet up with some of his old friends and having man’s talk.

“Let’s go have teppan ice cream!” Jaebin said all so excited as she held my hand and we walked there. It was no very far yet not very near. It was around 20 to 30 minutes walk, but we can spend more time together like that. “I think your Oppa is going to propose to Seulgi officially today.” I said out of the blues since today is the day and Jaebin and I were looking at our own things. “Really?!” She seemed shocked. I nodded. Yoochun told me a few days ago and even showed me the ring.

“Your Oppa was so nervous. Ever since he got the ring he kept telling me how nervous he was. Saying even though he knew Seulgi would agree, but he’s just nervous.” Jaebin smiled. “Who won’t be nervous? It’s such an important thing! You speak as if you won’t feel nervous when you’re going to propose.” She laughed. “Of course I would. I don’t even know if she would agree to it or not. Yoochun knows her answer and he’s already so nervous I think I would panic for very long.” I said and she smiled.

We went on talking about random topics and we finally reached the shop. “You want some?” She asked me and I just shook my head. “Yours is too chocolaty.” I said and she shrugged. We both ordered different flavours. “Yours looks nice!” She said as both our ice cream came. We both ate a bit of each other’s ice cream. I think we sat there for at least an hour before we headed back. “I think you can forget about having dinner.” I smiled as she was rubbing her tummy saying she’s full.

“Maybe I’ll have dinner, but not have rice.” I just shook my head. She loves to eat. She hugged onto my hand as we headed home together. “It looks like it’s going to rain.” Jaebin said as she looked at the sky. Storm clouds were hovering over the sky and low rumbles of thunder were heard. “Let’s head back quickly.” I said since it looks like there’s going to be a heavy downpour which is going to last for very long.

When we reached home, it was 7pm and it was already starting to drizzle. “I was about to call you two.” Mrs Park said since she was worried that both of us would be caught in the rain. Jaebin let go of my arm and went over to her Omma. “Omma, we’re grown-ups already .You don’t have to worry. Besides, we’re home before the rain.” She smiled and her mum sighed. “You are forever a child in my heart. And you barely made it by a minute.”

“Alright, alright, Omma. Let’s have dinner!” Jaebin then dragged the both of us to the dining table. “Didn’t you just have ice cream with Jaejoong?” She looked at her with questioning eyes. “I cannot wait to eat your dishes so I’ll still eat!” Her Omma shook her head while I chuckled and she hit my injured arm be accident. “Oh my god! Sorry Jae! Sorry.” She came over and looked at me with worried and apologetic expressions. “It’s ok. I’m fine.” I said even though there was a slight pain.

“Look at what you did to Jaejoong.” Mrs Park reprimanded her. “It’s ok Auntie. She didn’t do it on purpose.” I defended her. I caressed her hair. “I’m alright.” She had a very guilty look and we all had dinner quietly. Suddenly, the phone rang. Butler Kim answered and passed it to Mrs Park.

“Speaking” Mrs Park said and she stood up in astonishment. Suddenly, she just dropped the phone and slumped down back onto the chair with a very devastated expression. Jaebin and I looked at her and after a few seconds, she opened , wanting to speak.

“Omma, What’s wrong?” Jaebin asked. Mrs Park was still suffering from the shock she got. “Yoochun... Yoochun...” Was all I heard. She didn’t say on. Jaebin and I didn’t know what was happening. Did something happen to him? If there was why wasn’t she speaking? Jaebin and I were starting to get anxious as well...

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Finally done with one chapter.
Sorry for making my readers wait for so long.
I didn’t have inspiration so it took a while.
Comments please!