“Loved the wrong person?” Jaebin said with a mocking tone. “Yes. Jaejoong has indeed loved the wrong person. Someone like me, don’t deserve someone like him. So ask him to just give up and find someone else because I don’t want him anymore!” She was calm at first, but the more she said the more agitated she got. Junsu Oppa gave her a death glare before pulling me out of the door. I took one last look at Jaebin and saw something I didn’t see just now. She was worried, worried for Jaejoong Oppa. She still loved him, but why?

“Oppa, why did you do that?” I shook his grip off my wrist became he came to an ultimate stop. “Taeyeon, don’t you see, she’s just putting on an act to make Jaejoong give her up. She still loves him, but something is stopping her from doing so.” Junsu Oppa had his hands on his hips before he sighed. Both Oppa and I are worried for Jaejoong Oppa and Jaebin Unnie. I walked back to the house and heard something. “…it’s a rare disease that cannot be cured. I don’t want him to feel that I’m a burden…” It was Jaebin. I took a few steps back from the door before running back to Junsu Oppa. “Jaebin… she… she…” I was in utter shock I couldn’t utter a single word.

“Calm down Taeyeon. Breathe in and out and tell me slowly.” He grabbed both my wrists, calming me down. When I was breathing normally again, I told him, “Jaebin is sick and she’s going to die in a years’ time.” Oppa looked as shocked as I am. “We have to tell Jaejoong.” I nodded and we headed back home where Jaejoong would probably be.

End of Taeyeon’s POV

Jaejoong’s POV

I took a stroll in the park like I used to when I was with Jaebin. Sitting on a particular bench, I looked at it tenderly. It was the bench where Jaebin and I used to always sit on when we’re tired and it has one of the nicest views. I looked at the lake and tried not to cry. I remembered the other time at Japan, Jaebin told me how she loved lakes and it was in Japan where she broke the necklace Donghae gave her. It was something which represented their love and she broke it which means she had already let go. Many things happened in front of the lake.

“Jaebin, where are you? I miss you…” Knowing I cannot restrain anymore, I headed home. I didn’t want to be caught in the streets in this state. I’m a celebrity in some way and I cannot let people see me like that. When I got home, I went straight to my room as always and sat on the ledge of my bay window looking out, and the only thing I could see was Jaebin’s room. I draw the curtains and went back to lie on my bed. Closing my eyes, the only thing I could see was Jaebin. I wasn’t able to have a good rest since that day where Jaebin left. Everywhere, everyone and my mind are filled with her memories. Why must she do this to me?

With my fingers in my hair, I was tugging harshly on my hair before my room door opened. “Oppa!” It was Taeyeon she stopped me from hurting myself further. “We found Jaebin! I know why she’d left.” Stopping my act, I looked at her before she explained everything to me. Even though most of it was Junsu and her guesses, but it all made sense to me. “Bring me to her now.” Was all I said. “Oppa, to meet your girlfriend, you’ll have to freshen up.” Taeyeon said with a smile before going into Junsu arms and he nodded as well. Closing the door behind them, they gave me the space I needed. Heading to the shower, I washed up and changed into a new set of clothes. The red hoodie Jaebin and I accidently wore together in Japan.

“I must win her back.” I said to myself in the mirror. Taking a last look at myself, I left the house. Junsu drove in the direction of my studio. “Are you bringing me somewhere else instead of to Jaebin? Did you even find her?!” I was getting anxious and worried. What if that was just a trap they set to make me go back to work again? “Oppa, Calm down. The villa is near your studio.” I heaved a sigh of relief before I looked at the scenery passing by. Upon reaching the villa, we were stopped by the gates. Pressing the bell, the security camera , showing the people inside who was at the door. “We’re here to see Jaebin.” Taeyeon said, but as I expected we got rejected. “Jaebin doesn’t want to see any of you. So please leave.” We weren’t able to say anything else and they hung up.

The 3 of us stood at the door for hours, but nothing changed. They still didn’t let us in. We only saw a few domestic helpers outside doing their own chores. “hyung, they won’t’ want to see us. I think we have to think of another way.” Junsu said, but I was bent on seeing her. No matter what, I am going to see her this time round. “If you are tired, go home first. Bring Taeyeon with you.” I said looking inside the villa. “But Oppa….” I saw Junsu pulling Taeyeon away, knowing I won’t budge no matter what they did.

It was still winter. Even though winter was coming to an end soon, the weather was still cold, but not cold to an unbearable extend. Standing outside with my coat on, it was slowly turning dark, which means it’s slowly getting colder. I stood outside for a very very long time. I saw lights being switched on on the second floor and the curtains were drawn. I have a feeling that it was Jaebin’s room. My eyes not leaving that room, I could see a shadow approaching the window, hesitating to look outside, before it walked back and the room turned dark.

It was starting to be unbearably cold. It must be around negative degree now, since it was starting to snow. The first snow during winter. This is supposed to be a very beautiful thing, but it’s not beautiful without love by my side. Holding my hand out, I took off my glove and felt the snow on my palm. It was cold, just like my heart. I was feeling very cold by 2am. Looking at my watch, it was turning 2. I was squatting at the side of the gates, trying to gain heat. I know Jaebin was watching me, I just know it. I know she isn’t such a heartless person. She’s someone very caring and kind.

I remember the other day; we saw an abandoned puppy in the park. She was scared it’ll feel cold, so she brought it to the pet centre. Seeing her carrying the puppy in her arms, I know she was a born mother. She would be good to her children. How I hope I would be part of her perfect family. Putting back my glove, I look at her room and saw a gap in the curtains. Was she worried, so she opened a little so she could look at me once in a while?

Rubbing my arm, I continued squatting there. It seems like eternity before the sun rose. Looking at the sunrise, I felt a pity that I was able to share it with the one I love. With the rising of the sun, it got a little warmer. I continued looking at the house. There were no movements on the outside at all. It was around 10am when the main door opened, revealing Mrs. Park. Coming up to the gate, she didn’t open them, but talked to me through it. “Jaejoong, don’t make it hard for us. Please leave. We don’t want to call the cops on you. It pains my heart to see you like this, but I cannot do anything, so please leave.” It was the only thing she said before going back to the house. “Auntie! Auntie!” I hollered, but she didn’t turn back. With my hands on the gates, I felt like a jail convict. I was locked inside, not being able to see the one I want to. However, the irony of this is that I was free outside and yet I wanted to go inside, where the love of my life is. I collapsed on the floor, with my knees touching the ground. “Jaebin please…” Tears streamed down my face. I was looking down, not wanting to face the harsh reality.

Staying there for hours, I felt myself getting weaker and weaker. I felt my legs were al numb and the vision before me was starting to get blur. My head was heave, and it seems like the sun is beating down on me harshly and without myself knowing, it turned into complete darkness.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

Jaebin’s POV

I turned off my lights, knowing Jaejoong was looking. Watching the news, it said that today was going to be a cold night and it maybe where the first snow of winter would fall. I peeked out and saw Jaejoong no longer looking before I opened the curtains a little wide. I saw Jaejoong crouching at the side of the gates, keeping himself warm. I really wanted to go out and give him warmth, or even ask him in, but I know I can’t. Keeping watch at him, I saw snow. The first snow this winter. It was beautiful, but not as beautiful as the ones I’ve seen with Jaejoong.

For the whole night, I stood there, looking at Jaejoong. I know he can’t see me, but I can. Seeing him shivering really pains my heart. “I’m sorry Jaejoong.” I whispered to myself. Sitting on the ledge of my bay window, I watched him the whole night. When morning came, I asked Omma to chase him away. I don’t know how long I could take this. I don’t know if one day I would just rush out and tell him the whole truth, bringing him back into my life, letting him suffer with me. Seeing Omma asking Jaejoong to leave, I saw him crumble onto the ground when Omma left. I reached my hand out, attempting to help him , but I know I can’t since I’m so far away and I cannot do so.

When it was around Mid-day where the sun is its brightest, I saw Jaejoong totally collapse on the ground. “Jaejoong!” I exclaimed before rushing down. I opened the door and the gates. Omma saw me running out of the house and followed me. I brought Jaejoong into my arms and found him unconscious. His forehead was burning and he was slightly trembling. “Omma, call the doctor!” Omma went to call the doctor before the maids helped me bring him in. Settling him down in the guestroom, Omma came in saying our family doctor is on his way. Holding onto Jaejoong’s hand, I couldn’t help but shed more tears. “I’m sorry Jae, I’m really sorry.” My forehead rested onto our intertwined hands. The warm hands I’ve missed for the past few days. “I’ll never let go again Jae, never.”

When our Family doctor came, he immediately checked on Jaejoong. After around 10 minutes, he was done. “He’s suffering from a high fever, but I injected with medicine, so his temperature would drop slowly, but take care of him well, don’t let him catch a cold while he’s sick and he’s suffering from exhaustion and lack of nutrients. Give him more nutritious food. It seems like he didn’t eat much for the past few days. I’ll take my leave.” The doctor left and Omma sent him out.

Sitting beside him, it seems like days before he woke up. He opened his eyes, looking at me lovingly. “Morning! He smiled before he realized there was something wrong. “Is this a dream?” his voice was weak. I shook my head with a smile pinned on my face. “You aren’t dreaming Jae, I’m back. We’re back together. I won’t leave ever.” Tears flowed down his face before I gave him a hug. This is the person I really missed.

“Jaebin, can you tell me what happened? Why did you leave me.”

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