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Jae and I parted earlier today since he and Taeyeon needed some time alone to sort things out. “Is Jaejoong alright now?” I smiled at then and headed to the dining table before telling them the whole story. “So today we shouldn’t disturb Jaejoong no matter what. He needs time alone with Taeyeon to settle their problems and besides, Jaejoong’s not mine alone.” Then everyone at the dining table laughed.

Even thought 2 years have passed, whenever I see Yoochun’s empty seat beside Omma, I just cannot help but to feel sad. I won’t show it on my face, but in my heart, it was just like it was stabbed. When dinner was over, I stood p, but only to be greeted by a flash of white light before I was facing eternal darkness. The last thing I heard was Omma and Appa calling my name.

End of Jaebin’s POV

Jaebin had fainted and Mr. and Mrs. Park were shocked. When Jaebin hit the floor, the both of them were in panic while their butler, Butler Kim, went to call the ambulance. None of them though of calling Jaejoong. When the ambulance arrived, Jaejoong didn’t hear the sound of their ambulance wailing because he and Taeyeon decided to head out for dinner and were not at home.

Jaebin was immediately rushed into the A&E and when the curtains were drawn, Mr. and Mrs. Park couldn’t help but worry about their daughter which is of left after their son passed away. “Nothing can happen to our Jaebin. Nothing.” Mrs. Park sobbed as Mr. Park tried to comfort her. Mrs. Park was afraid of losing her only daughter since the death of her Son is still haunting her.

An hour later, the curtains were opened and the doctor came out with a very tense face. “Are you parents of Park Jaebin?” He approached the couple and they nodded. “Come with me.” And he led them to his office which was at the end of a corridor which seemed never ending for Mr. and Mrs. Park.

Jaebin’s POV

When I opened my eyes, I saw Omma clutching my hands tightly and I was in an unfamiliar surround which looks like a hospital room to me. “Omma, where am I?” I asked. I could see tears stains on her face, which showed that she cried. “You’re in the hospital, Bin-ah.” I sat up and she lend a hand. “Jaebin, we have something very important to tell you.” Appa came towards us and stood beside Omma, pulling her closer to him by her shoulders and it was obvious that Omma was trembling, which show that she was going to cry once again. I could tell it wasn’t good news.

Half an hour later…

“Appa, Omma, Please don’t tell Jaejoong about this…” I had tears streaked down my face as well. I couldn’t believe that this was happening to me, but if this is what fate has to give, then I’ll gladly accept it, no matter its good or bad. Appa and Omma agreed before we went to fill in some particulars to leave the hospital. Jaejoong can never know this. I can never let him know.

The ride home was silent. I looked out of the window of my family car. Omma was beside me while Appa was at the passengers’ seat with our chauffer driving us back. Seeing all the houses with their lights turned off, the house was in complete darkness and it was all still. The streets were empty other than a few cars here and there. Roads were empty, streets were empty, and houses were still. It feels like the entire world was dead, just like my heart.

When we got home, we allowed the chauffer to stay at our house for the night since it was already close to 4am in the morning. “Omma, Appa, go and rest. I’ll see you tomorrow morning.” I said with a forced smile as I headed to my room. I know they could tell I was reluctant to accept my fate but all we could do was accept it. I am now learning to accept this fate.

In my room, I could see Jaejoong’s room clearly. I saw him under the covers, with his back towards me. How I wish I could have him hold me to sleep for this one last night. I really miss his holds and I think I won’t have the chance to have them anymore. I searched for a piece of paper and pen, leaving a note before I left my room and headed downstairs. Everyone was asleep, including my parents. They’ve had a long day today and deserve a good rest. I opened the doors and left. Heading to Jaejoong’s house, I hesitated whether to press the doorbell. After much struggle, I pressed the doorbell.

End of Jaebin’s POV

Jaejoong’s POV

I head the doorbell ring and looked at the clock. It was just past 4am. Who could it be, coming over at this time of day. I don’t know whether to say it’s early in the morning or late at night. I dragged my foot downstairs, knowing Taeyeon won’t be up since she was such a heavy sleeper. I messed my hair some more before opening the door, to find someone I totally didn’t expect, Jaebin. She looked like she wasn’t asleep at al since she was still in the clothes she wore when we parted. “Why are you here?” I asked her looking as shocked as ever.

“I couldn’t sleep so I decided to try my luck if I could sleep with you.” She smiled and came in, going u into my room. “Won’t your parents be worried to not be able to find you in the morning?” I asked since it was so early/late! “I left a note don’t worry. We should draw the curtains.” She said as she draw them before going into bed and snuggled in. I went in beside her and she inched closer. Knowing what she wanted, I placed my arms around her and so did she. “Go to sleep.” I said and she nodded before moving into a more comfortable position and when I saw her breathing became more stable, I myself drifted off to sleep.

End of Jaejoong’s POV

Jaebin’s POV

I felt Jaejoong’s hold loosen around me and I opened my eyes. Looking at his features closely under the moonlight, it made him look like an angel. He looked even more handsome up close. I wonder why I was given such a perfect man in my life. He has always been there for me. He had always smiled for me. His magnificent blue eyes, sharp nose, smooth skin, good personality, and most importantly, his love to me. Without myself knowing, I cried. I’m going to leave him very soon. I couldn’t bear to, but I have to. I couldn’t hurt him.

“Binnie, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” It was then I realized I was crying. “I’m crying tears of joy. I’m so happy I can have such a wonderful boyfriend like you.” I smiled as he wiped my tears away. I held onto his hands and his palms were on my cheeks. I wonder is this the last time I can do this. “Are you sure you’re alright? You’re acting all weird.” He asked, looking at me with his huge eyes. “I’m alright. Let’s sleep. I’m starting to get tired.” I yawned and this time I really fell asleep.

The next morning, I was woken up by banging on the door. I shield my eyes from the glaring sun and looked at the clock which stated 12pm. It was already so late. Luckily it’s already Saturday; I don’t have any lessons on weekends. Jaejoong too stirred and we know who it was. Jaejoong opened the door to show Taeyeon. “Oppa! Oh Unni, you’re here too! Just nice, I wanted to ask you to be my maid of honor!” I looked at her shocked since this was not what you’ll always get to hear when you wake up. “Erm… ok?” I said since it would be quite weird if I rejected and we are quite good friends.

“Jaejoong, are you free today?” He looked at me with a sleepy face and nodded. “Ok! Let’s go on a double date!” Taeyeon cheered as she heard the double date part. “I’ll call Junsu oppa!” She rushed down the stairs and we both chuckled. “I’ll head home and change first ok? We’ll meet at 1?” I said and he nodded before I head home to change. “Omma. I’m going out with Jaejoong!” She looked at me shocked since I’m supposed to be down and all. “How are you going to break it to him?” She asked me. “We’ll talk about it at night ok?” I said with a smile before rushing off to prepare for my date.

I came out with a tee shirt, a long acid wash denim skirt and a sunhat. “I’m off Omma!” I left my place at 12.55pm and Jaejoong was already waiting for me at my door. I could see Junsu’s White sports car parked in front of my house with Taeyeon in the passengers’’ seat. “Hop on!” Junsu said and we got on. Jaejoong being the gentleman, opened the door for me. Since Junsu didn’t close his car’s cover, we were able to feel wind in our hair since he was driving quite fast. As usual, Jaejoong was holding onto his hair while Taeyeon and I laughed at him. Eventually, Jaejoong let go of his hair and I lay on his chest. Which he had his arms round my shoulder.

All four of us had a great time. Shopping, catching a movie, going for dinner together, ice cream, heart to heat talks and lastly a stroll by the Han River. “Did you have a good time today?” Jaejoong asked and I nodded. “Today was great. The best date I’ve had.” I said and he smiled. When we headed back, Taeyeon stayed in the car with Junsu, saying something, while Jaejoong gave me a kiss on my lips, we parted. I think today would be the last time I’m seeing you Jaejoong.

When I headed home, I started crying and Omma knew why. She came over to me gave me a hug. “It’s alright bin-ah. It’s alright. You did it for his own good.” I sobbed even hard. I know I was acting like Donghae, but I had no choice. It was for the better. “Omma. Let’s move to the villa Appa has. I was to spend my last days near the sea.” I said, trying to stop myself from crying. “Alright alright. We’ll all move there.” We all went and pack our bags before leaving tomorrow. However, I had to do something before I leave tomorrow.

The next day…

We all took a last look at our current house. A last look for me since I’m never coming back. To avoid Jaejoong, this was the only thing I can do. We all placed our things in the car while we all waited for me. I placed my bags in the boot of the car as well. I then flipped open my phone and dialed a number. “Come downstairs. I need to talk to you.” I said with the most serious voice I can come up with, I held back all my tears. I cannot break down anytime now. To make this all look real, I have to be strong and go through this.

Jaejoong’s gate opened and he came out with his usual casual attire, a V-neck shirt and skinny jeans. “You have something to tell me? E has a smile on his face. I know that’s going to disappear soon after I tell him what I wanted to say. I looked up at him and muster al my courage. “I want to break up with you.”

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2 chapters in a day.
I decided to write 2 chapters is because I’m afraid I won’t be about to update much
But I’ll try my best
Cos this is such a cliffhanger
Even I myself can’t stand it.
What will happen next?
Comments please!