Yuri-

As soon as Ryeowook-shii opened the door the members all cheered. Standing at the doorway was none other than...

Henry.

"Henry!!!!" Donghae shouted as he went over to hug the man.

He smiled and hug Donghae back.

I missed that smile.

He made his way through everybody by hugging them one by one. Then he saw me. I smiled at him. I was about to go to him and hug him but he looked away and greeted Ryeowook.

He ignored me.

He didn't even say hi or anything like that.

He just ignored me.

He ignored...

I tried to stop my tears.

How could he just do that?

I felt my heart breaking in pieces.

I saw a girl stnding at the doorway. She had long bron hair. She stood there just looking at us.

"Who's that?" Eunhyuk asked when he too saw the girl.

Henry saw her and he smiled.

He didn't smile at me but he was smiling to that girl?

Did he replace me?

Did he move on already?

He went to her and placed an arm on her shoulder.

"Guys... this is Zhiyin." He said with a huge smile.

The girl smiled too and bowed her head. She spoke to Henry in chinese and Henry laughed.

He was laughing.

"Mianhe. Zhiyin can't speak Korean that well." Henry said.

His hands were still on her shoulder.

"You don't know Korean that well!" Han Kyung said with a laugh.

"Look who's talking." Heechul remarked.

At that point everyone was laughing all except me.

I felt everything around me started to disappear. Warm tears welled up in my eyes and I just had to get out of there. I ran out of the dorm and went down the stairs. I didn't bother waiting for the elevator.

I couldn't take it anymore...

I stopped midway and sat on the stairs. I buried my face in my hands and started to cry.

Henry...

How could you do this to me?

I thought you loved me.

Henry-

I saw Yuri run out of the dorm. I excused myself and tried to catch up with her.

She deserves and explanation...

Doesn't she?

Her being in the dorm...

Does that mean that she's moved on?

Then why did she run out like that and why am I running after her?

I saw her sitting on the staircase. She was burrying her face in her hands and she was crying.

Great! The first thing I did when I arrived was make Yuri cry.

Way to go Romeo!

I slowly walked to her and sat next to her.

"Don't cry." I said to her softly.

She lifted her head and saw me. She then hugged me and kept on crying. I let her cry. I made no move to comfort her or anything. When she was done she looked at me. Her expression was hurt and confused.

I guess I would be too.

"Do you hate me?" She asked me softly.

"No. I don't anymore." I told her.

"Then why..." She started to ask.

"It's been a long time Yuri. I guess we both needed time apart to... think." I said to her.

I didn't dare look at her.

It still hurts too much.

"I really missed you... I waited for you... I knew... that if I did..." She said in between her tears.

"Things have changed Yuri. When I left... It was you who was engaged... now... now... it's me. I'm engaged to Zhiyin. I'm sorry... but if you're still hoping that the two of us... are getting back together... then I'm sorry. It's not going to happen. I just came here to tell you that." I told her as I got up and walked away.

I didn't look back. I knew that if I did I would stay by her side and take everything back.

It's true.

I came back...

But I'm not the same.

Things have changed.

I hate to admit it...

But... it's true.

I still loved Yuri... I decided to come back just so I could see her...

One last time...

Zhiyin was in my life now...

I met her in Canada. She lived right next to us. Her parents introduced us and we became close. I didn't fall in love with her. She fell in love with me. Since we became close, I thought that I could love her too. But I just couldn't forget about Yuri.

I guess it's true when they said that...

First love never dies...

Yuri was my first love...

She always will...

But I couldn't leave Zhiyin. I was bound to her.

Zhiyin is dying. She has cancer. Her only wish was that I spend the remaining of her days with her. Even if she knew that I could never feel the same way about her.

That was why I had to tell Yuri.

I had to forget her.

I owe Zhiyin a lot and if fulfulling her last wish would be the only way to pay her back...

I'm willing to do it.

Even if it means that my heart had to break all over again.