Heechul-

I've never been the type to hug or even hold someone's hand. So I tried to avoid it as much as possible. But that was a hard task now that Kara and I have taken our relationship to another level. Kara was more what's the word...

Touchy?

Lovey-Dovey?

Sensitive?

Cheesy?

Aish! Maybe I shouldn't have taken it to the next level after all?

She's different now...

And...

It scared me a little that she was being more personal.

Kara came out of the production room with a smile on her face. When she saw me she ran towards me and hugged me before I could get out of her way.

"Yah! What are you so happy about?" I asked her literally peeling her off me.

When she had calmed down she looked at me still wearing that stupid smile."

"I did it! I did it! I have an audtion! They finally allowed me to audition Heenim-oppa!" Kara said jumping up and down.

"Bwoh?" I asked her not getting what she was saying.

"I got an audition for SME. I'm going to audition as a singer and if I get picked I could finally fulfill my dream of being an artist! Isn't that great?!" She said.

I said nothing but I just smiled at her.

I know I should be happy for her.

Afterall that was her dream.

But a part of me was sad.

As much as possible, I didn't want to drag Kara into this mixed up world of showbizness.

I knew how this world works and if she isn't careful she could be blinded by the glitter facade and not see the scenes behind it.

This world isn't just glitter and gold.

This world has a more darker side of it.

But seeing Kara's excited face...

I couldn't tell her...

She's too happy about the audition...

As her oppa...

I should support her...

"That's great! I'm so happy for you." I told her.

She smiled at me and hugged me again.

This time I didn't feel like I should complain...

After all i would have to do this often once she gets through to the audition.

So just for now...

I will up all my complaints and be there for her.